His Rejected SideChick Novel

"Come on, don't be so shy." he pulled me back in his lap, the contact between our bodies was oddly terrifying. He knew the type of girl I was and I expected him to take it slow. "Tucker please someone will see us." I looked around in fear, how can he be so chill about it while his parents and sister were at home. If his father sees us like this, we are dead. "Lemme see your body." he whispered in my ear and my body contracted, I wasn't used to such wordings, damn I hadn't seen couples kissing in movies. "Tucker, not now." I tried to pull myself away from him but he was holding me tightly. I felt him breathing on my neck and it didn't feel right. "Tucker stop." everything escalated when he grabbed my face and forced me to turn my neck to him so he can kiss me, he was forcing me for my first kiss. "Tucker enough!" I yelled, getting out of his touch and pushing him away as he got up and tried to reach back for me. "What the hell?" his facial expressions hardened, never have I ever considered being rude to him. I have always tried not to hurt him and to gain his attention I have even tolerated people who bullied me. "This isn't right. You need to tell your family first." I was hesitant to look in his eyes, pulling down my shirt and mending myself, I looked down. "You pushed me away? Tucker Arch?" He announced in a bitter tone. I expected him to apologize for his behavior but it didn't seem like he felt bad at all, "you should have been considering yourself lucky to be with me right now." He gritted his teeth, it was hard to erase the shock from my face. I walked near him to hug him gently, even though when I was really a shy person, I was ready to calm him down the way he wanted me to. "Hands off!" he slapped my hand away, "No! now you will approach me, you will kiss me. You will show me your body and then, only then I will forgive you." I was taken aback by his statement, doesn't he love me? are you supposed to do this to your lover?