Chapter 7: Chapter 7

CHAPTER 7: GETTING WORST

CALLIX

Were in the hospital now and I’m waiting for Alex to come out and tell me what happens to my wife but it took many hours but still, Alex didn’t come out. I’m walking side by side when I saw Trisha’s parents coming. Why are they here? Who called them?

“ mom------”

SLAP!

I approached them nicely but Trisha’s mom slapped me.

“ damn you!” she points me with full of anger.

“ is it how you take care of your wife? You don’t deserve to be her husband!” she added. I can’t help but accept the hurtful words of my wife’s mom.

“ we asked you how our daughter was and you answered she’s fine so Is this fine with you? Is it fine that your wife has cancer? Fuck you, moron! How could you do this to her, you’re making her more and more suffer because of being a worthless person!” her mother punching me many times but instead of avoiding it, I accept.

“ my daughter will not suffer like this if you are not her husband! Look at yourself you are very miserable and you take my daughter to be with you and let her experience being miserable like you! What a worthless man! Now look, look at your wife dying!” Trisha’s mom said crying while still punching me hard.

“ aunt!” Alex came out.

“ how’s my daughter?” is it true that she has cancer? How? How did she have this? Tell me please” so Alex tells them what Trisha’s situation is now.

“ for now she’s okay but her tumor is getting hurt” I got weak when I heard Alex say.

“ I want to see her, let me see her,” Trisha’s mom said, I just let them go because I knew her parents wouldn’t let me in either.

“bro” Alex approached me. I’m annoyed at him but I don’t have the strength now because of what Trisha’s mom says and the situation of my wife now, I’m a useless husband! I couldn’t do anything but feel sorry for myself. I was banging my head for being annoyed with myself, I think Trisha’s mom was right that I am a worthless man.

“ bro I’m a worthless husband, worthless man shit!” I pulled my hair and crying.

“bro stop it” im punching myself because I feel right now. My resentment has worsened because of what my wife said and the situation of my wife. I cried and cried.

“bro, go home first, we’ll take care of your wife first,” Alex said. I just nodded and stood up and walked to the parking lot. Even though I wanted to go to my wife, her parents wouldn’t allow me because of what they found about her daughter.

Instead of going home, I went straight into a bar, I don’t drink but just for this day. I want a drink to forget the pain, the pain since I’m young until now.

Trisha’s parent’s accusation kept coming back to me. What if it’s true that this wouldn’t have happened to my wife if I hadn’t been the one Trisha married. What can I be proud of? Nothing! Because I don’t have money, a house, company, car even a child! So maybe my parents left me because they also don’t have this that’s why they left me with my grandfather.

I feel like a fool here crying while drinking alcohol. Trisha’s mom was right I am a miserable person, I took my phone and check my bank how much I save and it’s 100,000, for 3 years I save 100,000.

“ hahaha! I only have 100,000 but the money that I need is a million hahaha! You are a worthless man callix! No matter how hard I try, I won’t achieve anything” I’m talking to myself while crying.

“ even I worked day and night I cant save a million hahaha! Is it true that I am worthless and miserable? Because of my misery, I’m going to lose my wife” I laughed while crying.

“ if I’m miserable then I accept it but I am not a worthless man because I do everything for their daughter even my body hurts or even its raining I still work and if it is hungry I choose to tolerate for their daughter so I’m not worthless! “ at the same time I cracked the bottle I was holding.

“ sir pleased don’t break a bottle here,”  the waiter said so I stood up and pay for my drink and the bottle that I broke then I left.

I went out and walk when I saw an old man surrounded by muscular men.

“ dad!” I shouted so their attention went to me, I approached them.

“ Sorry, sir about my father his too old that he can’t even know how to go home,”  I said and acted that this man is my father and he is sick.

“ wait! Do you know that it is rude to leave immediately?” I have no intention of getting involved in a fight and I don’t know why I came here and called this man my father.

“ sir do you also know that it’s not good to hit someone alone?” they looked at me painfully hen came over and punched me in my stomach.

“ bastard!”  I was about to be punched but I escaped then I punched the man and now I’m with my fake father beside me. I run to the man and punched him but I saw the other man holding a knife so I came to grab but the man that I punched grab me and punched me. I saw the man holding the knife approaching the old man do I push him and I was the one who got the stab.

“let’s go let’s go!” they all run and I tried to stand up but I ddon’t have strength because of my sabbed and the effect of alcohol but suddenly I got passed out.