Chapter 30: Chapter 30

CHAPTER 30:IM DYING

CALLIX

“ if you’re sorry then don’t die” my heartache when she said that and she left us.

“ callix follow her” I stood up and followed her but she walked fast that she thought she knows where she will go.

“ lian!” I shouted but she walked faster.

“ lian!!!” she stopped but she did not look at me.

“ lian I’m dying,” I said sadly.

“ Then don’t die” she looked at me.

“ I have stage 4 cancer and I just have more than a year to live but if I am not lucky maybe next week or next month I’m going to die” I answered sadly.

“ didn’t you hear me? Don’t die!” she looks at me and wipes her tears.

“ lian I have stage 4---” I stopped because she suddenly kissed me, I closed my eyes and kissed her back. I deepened my kiss and hugged her tight then I moved my tongue inside of her mouth until we gasped at each other.

“ you! How could you kiss me like-like” she stammered.

“ like what?” I smiled at her as it blushed and she didn’t know what she will react.

“ you kissed me like a pervert!” she said.

“ hahaha is that what you call? Can I have one more time?” her eyes widened and she turned her back to me and walked away.

“ lian!” I shouted, I think she’s mad.

“ lian!” she still doesn’t want to stop.

“ lian I love you!” I shout and she stopped looking at the people who are looking at us.

“ lian I LOVE YOU!” she looks at me and came over there she pulled me away.

“ you just don’t have an answer to what I said?” I asked her while were walking.

“ you’re crazy! That’s my answer” she cute when she was annoyed, I grab my hand and stop walking so she stops too.

“ answer,” I said seriously, she takes a deep breath.

“ I love you too” I pulled her and kissed it, she was shocked but she kissed me back. I never imagine I will love again, yeah I admit it I have feelings for lian before but I stopped because I was afraid that what happened before might happen again so I choose to be friends with ever even I love her.

I moved my tongue and twirl it around her tongue, I thought she was joking that she love me but the way she reacts, she loves me.

“ ehem!” we broke our kiss.

“ tsk! What a imported kiss” Alex teased.

“ sir was looking for both you and yet you’re just here kissing,” gab said.

“ ok let’s go home,” I said then pulled my lian hand.

I don’t know what will happen in the future but for now, I enjoy this feeling because I might regret it later, I love lian and that’s enough to heal my heart.

I couldn’t sleep because I was still thinking about what happened earlier so I got up and go to the lobby but I saw Trisha walking.

“ Trisha?” she looked shocked.

“ callix”

“ you can not sleep?” she nodded.

“ mmm, let’s go out first and walked”, she thinks first before she agrees.

We walked, we don’t disturb gab to accompany us because it’s too night already.

“ I’m happy that you found your new love” she smiled

“ yeah but it’s different, it’s not like us and it seems new to me,” I said.

“ callix im different to lian, maybe that what happened to us because we’re not really for each other” she explained.

“ Are you happy with Alex now?” I saw a seat so I point them so that we can seat.

“ yeah even I feel he have doubts, I know he thinks that you’re still I love but he’s wrong, I love him” I smiled at her.

“ maybe it’s time to say that you love him” she looked at me.

“ Trisha tells him and shows him how much you love him, don’t mind me. I forgot what happened to us, start a new life with him and don’t hold back” she couldn’t believe what I say.

“ oh callix thank you, thank you so much” she hugged me, I never thought the day would come when I would forgive.

“ it looks like we need to go back,” she said so I nodded and we started walking when I feel dizzy and had a headache.

“ are you okay?” she asked. I stopped walking and I hold my head SHIT! I didn’t bring my painkiller.

“ callix?” she came over but I stopped her.

“ ahhhhh!” I shouted, my head looks like going to explode.

“ callix what happened?” Trisha’s voice worried.

“ ahhhh! My head! Ahhhh!” I was on my knees in pain.

“ wait, I’m going to call callix” Trisha said in panicked.

“ no, please ahhhhh!” the ached is getting more hurtful.

“ ahhhh ahhhhhh” I can’t hold it anymore.

“ Alex! Help callix is in pain! Alex” that’s all I heard the suddenly I lost consciousness.