Chapter 82: Chapter 82

"Are you... comfortable here?" I bit my lower lip as I was standing outside the guest room.

After Agustine and I had eaten earlier, I immediately invited him to go up to the second floor of the house to show the guest room where he would stay. I know he's tired already. With every movement of his eyelashes, I could feel the fatigue there. I wasn't afraid or worried that the room was not in order because I knew that Daddy had the maids fix it.

Agustine nodded at me sparingly. "Are you going to sleep now?" he asked hoarsely.

I didn't answer right away because I didn't know if I would be able to sleep right away. His eyes remained with me. It was as if he was waiting for me to answer no to his question.

When he probably noticed my hesitation to answer, he narrowed the distance between us and then hugged me. Even though I was surprised, I didn't fully show it. I remained standing straight as his arms embraced my waist.

"I miss you," he whispered hoarsely.

Something warm caressed my heart when I heard that. I can feel his sincerity. I slowly raised my hands and hugged Agustine back. I buried my face in his chest and then gently closed my eyes. Feeling the peace brought by his presence.

"I miss you too," I returned in a small voice.

He didn't speak anymore after that. I just felt his hand gently caressing my hair while his face was buried in my shoulder—near my neck.

"Thank you..." he murmured. "Thank you for not breaking up with me," he continued and embraced me tighter.

Conscience came slowly to me. I thought again about the events of this day; how I left as soon as I woke up next to him, how I ran away and didn't show up, how I ignored his texts. I did that on his birthday.

'That's great, Khrystal. It's great, really.' I noted the sarcasm.

I sighed and then slowly let go of Agustine. "I'm sorry," I said sincerely while staring at him. "I'm sorry for doubting my own decision." I bit my lower lip and lowered my gaze.

Agustine didn't answer. He just moved his hand towards my chin and lifted my face gently. He looked at me with full understanding. I am closed to crying.

God. Is this my reward for all the pain I have gone through in life?

"After walking away from me. Are you still doubting your feelings right now? Are you sure about staying with me?" he asked, following one question and another

I nodded without hesitation. "I knew quickly. I don't know how it happened but... I want you, Bryll." I swallowed hard. "I really like you."

He stared at me for a moment. Later he closed his eyes tightly and cursed softly. I, on the other hand, couldn't stop myself from crying when I confessed.

"Damn, sweetie. My heart flutters every millisecond because of your words," he uttered.

I was caught off guard when he suddenly pulled my waist and crashed his lips against mine. Slowly. Passionately. He gave me a kiss.

I responded to each of his kisses while gently wrapping my arms around his neck for support. We kissed until we were out of breath. We laughed softly as our lips parted while not breaking our gaze.

We stared at each other for sa second. Right now, I know we are contented with what we have; what we shared. It was like an unwritten decision was automatically occurred—to take our relationship slow.

"Where is your room?" he asked and lifted his hand towards my face; he gathered some of my hair strands and put it behind my ear.

I turned in the direction of my room to show him where it is. "Second room from here," I replied.

He nodded slowly and came to me to plant a kiss on my forehead. "You should sleep now. Good night," he said.

"Good night," I replied and gave back a genuine smile.

"Go. I'll watch you from here," he said.

I could not stop laughing and shaking my head. In the end I could do nothing but follow what he wanted. Apart from the fact that he is too hard to refuse, I also want him to go to bed early.

I slowly walked away from Agustine. Every now and then I look at him before I even get outside my door.

"Sweet dreams," he mumbled.

I smiled. "Sweet dreams," I said and went inside my room.

I stayed for a while leaning against my door. It's embarrassing to admit it, but I know for myself that I'm excited. I want to slap my face because it seems like just this morning I completely rejected my feelings for Agustine but now I fully accept it.

I shook my head in disbelief. I was about to leave my door when I heard two knocks from here. Thinking that it was Agustine, I opened the door with a smile.

That's how quickly my smile faded when I saw Mommy Franscheska outside. Emotions are serious and unpredictable. I gently bowed a little to pay my respects.

"Mom, how are you? You seem to be sick," I promised.

She didn't answer me. Instead, she turned towards the direction of the guest room where Agustine temporarily stopped and then returned his gaze to me. She stared at me for a second. I couldn't help being nervous even though I didn't know why I was feeling that.

"Do you love that guy?" diretyong tanong ni Mommy.

I was caught off guard. I don't know if it was because of his sudden question or his serious face.

"Y-Yes," I answered bravely.

She did not speak again immediately. Like before, she stared at me for a long time. I couldn't help but be surprised and worried by her reaction to me.

When I brought Agustine here in our house and decided to introduce him as my boyfriend, I thought she would be happy. That's why now I can't help but ask in my mind. In his reaction, it's as if he doesn't accept what's happening.

"Do not fall too hard, Khrystal," she said.

I was the one who couldn't speak today. Like him I just stared into his eyes. Since I thought about it, I've only seen him show a little concern for me.

If you can call it a concern.

"I thought you wanted me to seduce him?" I asked; confusion was obviously written all over my face.

"Yes, I wanted you to seduce that guy if only that was the last way to get him. But I didn't tell or command you to fall for him, Khrystal," she replied.

My brows furrowed. "Isn't that a better thing? We're in a relationship, the deal is more secured there," I insisted even though business had nothing to do with Agustine and I's relationship.

Mommy closed her eyes and later let out a deep breath. For once, she stared at me with care. It's something I've only just seen for a moment.

"How do you plan to leave? What will happen to that plan?" she reminded.

I was stunned. In an instant I remembered the reason for all the sacrifices I made. Even so, I was consumed by resentment and pain.

I fake a smile at Mommy. "Is that it?" I asked and her forehead knotted. "Is that the reason why you don't want me to fall for Agustine? Because you don't want me to stay here anymore?" I added

"It's not what you think, Khrystal. I just don't like him for you. He's a big man! You know that. You two will only be issued," she pointed.

The bitterness spread through my system even more. "Are you lowkey telling me that I don't deserve a guy like him?"

Mommy shut her eyes and frustratingly massaged her temples. "Look, Khrystal. I won't bother you with what you want to do, but don't forget that I did warn you," Mom said and turned her back against me.

I laughed out loud as I watched him walk away.

"I don't understand, Mommy. Why should I stop myself from falling in love with him? Don't I really deserve to be happy because I'm just like this? An illegitimate child?" I murmured with a heavy heart.