Chapter 101: Chapter 101

“Holly shit! What’s happening?”

I woke up from my sleep and quickly opened my eyes, processing what’s just happening to me and Z. It’s almost 3 AM and I found Z slept next to me, she does not allow to sleep in here, the guard will shot us if they know. “Oh, God… No fucking way!” I just realized that my prison top is sprawl on the floor. “Shit! This is fucked up” I mumble and I grab my prison top and quickly leave my cell, I walk to the public restroom and about to wash my face.

“I think I really like you” That was what Z said before we both end up on my prison bed and fooling around. “Hahaha… really?” I laugh softly, pointing my face down to the ground and blush, my cheeks get rosy cause of her confession. I didn’t expect that I will find a prison paramour when I had Ben out there and Lena in my mind. Z didn’t know me well, not yet. We just met a couple of days ago and honestly, I like her too.

“Yeah…” Z laughs softly. “Sorry if this too quick, I-I just can’t hold my feelings” She states in stutters and chuckles, her cheeks get rosy. I tell nothing but smiling with my rosy cheeks, Z suddenly gets closer to me and kisses me. I couldn’t help but kiss her back as the approval of her feelings, locking our face together. I haven’t had sex and I needed this more than anything. “Mmm-hmm” I hum into her mouth, making her place me to my bunk as our lips still locked.

For some reason this Arabian woman's presence makes me feel safe and protected. It’s like a moment in a short romantic movie but this scene has no script. We stare lovingly into each other’s eyes before Z undo my prison shirt. And that moment does not last long because Z places a line of kisses in my stomach and up to my pulse point. “Oh, God…” I moan softly and I didn’t realize that I moaned.

I never felt this way after I broke up with Lena, having sex with a woman is different with a guy, the sensation hits different and I savor my time with women. My eyes deepen and darken following the enjoyment Z gave me. She grabs my hands and takes my wrists and shoves them straight up over her head and pins them down. “Gosh Z… Uhhhh God” I gasp when I felt her finger swirl around my nipple. “There’s no escape, Maia” She responds lustfully.

And those words carry through over and over in my head as I close my eyes to feel it. She starts licking my nipple, her other hand keeps swirling my other nipple, and that making me wetter. “Huhh…” I moan leaving an audible gasp when she bites my nipple gently. She pulls my prison shirt and tosses that to the floor, she unhooked my bra and now I’m literally topless. “Oh, God, Maia… you’re perfect” Z says as she stares me deeply into my lust eyes.

My breath hitches in my throat cause of her words, she gasps at how stunning my breasts and abs, and now they were hers to play with. Z kneads my breasts starting from the outside moving inwards, leaving my skin wet because of the kisses. “Touch me” I beg, Z just cocks her head to the side. She puts her hands on my arms and gives me a sly smile “I’m touching you babe” She says. “Touch me…” I’m begging more insistently.

I have no idea what’s happening to me and I have no idea why I’m begging her more, Z and I just met but I needed this more than anything. All these serves give her more power to get closer to me and this thing is just dragging me deeper to make more shit. She pins down my arms again and leans down to kiss my forehead endearingly, moving on both of her kisses to my cheeks, my chin, and my neck. “Mmm my neck” I moan lustfully, feeling the wetness she gave me.

“Hmmm” She moans in my skin, feeling my heartbeat speed up on the tip of her tongue. She down to my shoulders and kiss them repeatedly, I’m getting squirmy and strong as she is. I can’t do anything to overthrow Z, literally or figuratively. Z starts sliding her hand down to my prison loose pants and that makes me leave a barely audible gasp. “Oh Godddd” I moan as I’m holding her half-down hand inside my loose pants.

“Look who is wet just at the sight of me! You couldn’t resist even if we’re arrested right now” Z maintains her hand and sliding in deeper, whispering into my right ear. “Oh, Jesus!” I gasp and squirm when I feel her fingers sliding into my wall slowly. She starts pumping in and out, then back to kissing down to my chest and up to my neck, leaving burning desire in me. “Oh God, Maia” Z starts to moan, feeling my wetness wrap around her fingers as she pumping in.

She wastes no time in taking her mouth to my right nipple, sucking it at first as she pumping my wall in and out. I still wear my prison loose pants and it never falls down to my thigh or left my legs. Z pumps me inside my prison pants, she nibbling and biting down harder “Mmmm you like it rough, babe?” Z heavily breathes unto my chest. “Mmm-hmmm” I moan and give her feedback. She sucks me even harder and pumping my wall full speed.

I could feel my abs is getting ticklish due her fingers’ movement, my wall tighter around her fingers and I’m on the edge of cumming. Z sucks my nipple even harder and rolling the tip of my nipple between her lips, her gums, and her teeth. That was so amazing because after five years I finally release my neediness. “Oh, God… Maia! You’re so great” Z mumbles as she keeps pumping in and out inside my wall and her tongue wrapped around my nipple.

“Fuck!”

I mumble, splashing my face at the sink in guilt. I’m looking at my face in the mirror, felt guilty to myself and Z after what happened between us tonight. “H-how could this happened, God!” I sigh, landing my body on the sink and lean on it. “This is fucked up…” I sigh, placing my hand on my head after. “Oh, God! What should I do after this?” I ask myself, thinking about how awkward it will be when I meet her tomorrow morning.

“Gosh, I hope she back to her cell after she found out that I’m not there and forget about tonight… acting like this never been happen” I heavily sigh tensely. I wash my face again and try to remove all memories I had with her tonight. That was amazing, I’m not lying. But respond to her feeling? I don’t know if I can. I had Ben in my life and I had Lena in my brain, now I have to add more people to my life because I felt sorry, but I honestly like her.

“Fuck… fuck… fuck!” I shout, looking at myself in the mirror. My family will visit me this morning and I think I have to tell Rosa about it and ask for her suggestion. There’s no one in here, it’s only me and a couple of mops standing right on the restroom’s wall. It’s 3 AM and the prisoners usually up and take a shower at 4 AM to avoid the crowd in the morning. It’s better for me to take a shower and clean myself, I couldn’t sleep either.

But I forgot to take my towel and my shower candy with me. I leave them in my cell with sleeping Z. I hope she’s out and back to her cell when I’m back. “F-fuck! Could tonight be any worse than this?!” I groan. I make my way to my cell and reach the cell in five minutes. This place is pretty quiet tonight, considering all inmates sleep in peace on their bunk, there are no noises or people around.

I open my room slowly, so I didn’t make any noises if Z is still sleep in here. “Craaakkkk…” The door sounds, it sounds like a horror movie effect. “H-Hey… you up?” I get into the room after I shut the door and I see Z waking up, she making up my bed. “H-hey… yeah, I’m about to leave” Z responds as she smoothing out my bed. “Hey, it’s okay… J-just leave it” I hang my hands and tell her to not make up my bed.

“N-no… I’ll make it” She says. I heavily breathe and look at her awkwardly, standing not far from her. “You okay?” She asks. “I-I’m good” I reply. “Oh, I saw something popped out on your computer screen” Z says. “Oh, really?” I make my way to my desk and check on my computer. “There’s nothing here! I-It just-” I stop my words. “What’s wrong?” Z asks as she makes her way closer to me. I keep looking at my computer screen and tell nothing.

“Oh” Z states, she's looking at my computer screen with a raised brow. “I-It just the calendar’s event notification” I explain. “It was my anniversary day with my ex-girlfriend” I scoff. “Well, okay…” Z responds briefly. The notification popped with my old pictures with Lena, there are a lot of pictures of us that popped up on my computer screen, and Z looks at it in seconds before she removes her gaze from it. “H-hey Z… It’s-” I’m about to explain.

“Shhh… that's o-okay…” She responds and shushes me. “It’s your past! Past is just a past, you didn’t love her anymore, right?” She asks. “I-I… I have no idea…Z” I respond. “But I do like you…” I say. “B-but you know that I had someone who waited for me out there, right?” I end. “Yeah… I know” She heavily sighs. “B-but it’s fine, forget it… I don’t wanna talk about it, not tonight” I say. “O-okay” Z replies.

“I-I should go” Z says, she gets closer to me. She rests her hands on my waist and staring at me “Thanks, Maia…” She says in a low voice, making all her breath touches my face and freeze me. “You have no idea how happy I was, spending my time with you” Her mouth forms into a small smile but sweet. “And I do really like you… I’m not lying” She chuckles. I stand in silence and freeze, my body gets cold as she rests her hands on my waist.

“Good night, Maia” Z smiles as she looks at me. I give her a sweet smile and looking deep into her eyes, I could see the same eyes as Lena see me in Z’s eyes. “Good night Z…” I whisper. Z cupping my cheek and run her face close and closer to my face, bury it deeper to my face, she kisses my lips and locks my face deeply with her, I do nothing and approve her kisses, we kiss each other’s lips in minutes before she back to her cell.

“Okay… I-I gotta go” She laughs softly, her cheeks get rosy. “O-okay” I smile. She makes her way out of my cell and shut the door before she leaves. “Fiuhhhh…” I heavily exhale in relief as I see she leave my room. I like her but I hope it easier to like more than one person in life, I don’t want to hurt more people and I don’t want to make my love life harder. I quickly grab my towel and my thing, then I walk out of my cell, making my way to the restroom.

“Wow, this place is insane! I feel like I live in a private spacecraft because this place is surrounded by iron and steel. Fuck it! I started to like this place” I mumble as I get into the public restroom. It’s 03:25 AM here, all inmates will be here in 30 minutes and I have to take a shower before them in. “Mm mm mm mm…” I hum as I place my shower candy on the sink and looking at my face in the mirror, admiring my beauty.

“Flop…flop…flop” The flip plop sounds, it’s getting close and closer to the restroom. The footsteps crawling closer to the restroom, leaving rough noises with it, and I guess I know these footsteps but I'm not sure. “Who the hell waking up this early, I thought they waking up at 4” I say. “Huh! it’s none of my business” I scoff. I quickly grab my towel and make my way to the shower. I turn on the shower and soak my body after.

My mind keeps thinking about what just happened between Z and I, when I’m soaking my body. It left me a little blush on my cheeks and confusion. I am confused with everything and I don’t know what to do. “Shit!” I mumble and I forgot my shower candy, I left it on the sink. I take my towel which wrapped around the bathroom door and covers my body with it. I’m making my way outside, my face looks down to the ground before I reach my shower candy, then I see her.

“L… L-Lena?”