Chapter 48: Chapter 48

As soon as we got to Enver’s house, I immediately got the key to open the door. Then, I walked all the way to his room, laid him down on his bed, and started to take off his polo and shoes.

I took a basin with warm water in it and a towel to wipe him up since he can’t sleep well whenever he is drunk.

I put all of it on the side towel and completely took off every piece of Enver’s clothes, along with his underwear, and started wiping every part of his body.

I know I shouldn’t do it anymore since I am not his wife anymore but I can’t just let him soak in his sweat while he is sleeping.

After that, I was about to get up to take the basin inside the bathroom but before I could even touch it, Enver grabbed my hand and pulled me beside him.

And to make sure that I won’t be able to resist, he hugged me tight.

“I thought you were already asleep.” I just let him hug me because I know that I also missed this kind of chance with him.

“I am awake when you are wiping my body,” he said.

“Are you still drunk?”

I felt him shaking his head. “I got some sleep in the car and you drove me here for almost three hours so I got sober.”

I hugged him too and buried my face in his chest.

“I missed you, Milan.” He kissed the top of my head. “I really missed you.”

I want to say that I miss him too but I was afraid that it might make him think that we will get back together. And I don't want to do that to him.

Not now that I still haven’t had the chance to sort things out.

I was already too unfair to him these days and I don’t want to add more of that.

“I know that I hurt you five years ago,” he said. “Hell! I will do everything just to take back everything but we both know that it is impossible. And saying sorry to you will not take the pain away. I didn’t mean—”

“Let’s not talk about that right now, En,” I stopped him.

“But…”

I lift my head so I could stare at his face. “It is not that I don’t want to listen,” I said. “But can we forget what happened in the past even just for tonight?”

“W-what?”

“I realized that I have been holding myself up because of the pain that kept coming back as I remember what I saw on your phone that night,” I said. “And it only makes me hurt more. So, I don’t want to pretend anymore.”

I know that he hurt me before and it is okay for me to be mad at him but being this kind of unfair to him for so long is not really okay to continue. Besides, I am only making things hard for the both of us if I keep denying what I really feel about him.

“I know this is selfish and I am being too unfair but please bear with me for a little longer, En,” I said as I held his face. “I just want to be free from this pain and not think about anything else but my feelings for you.” I started kissing him.

I felt that he was taken aback by my action but after a while, he responded to my kisses until it became deeper.

I can still taste the alcohol that he drank earlier and to be honest, it is making me feel drunk and addicted to his kisses.

Oh, how I missed this. I can’t believe that I will be able to taste him again after all those years.

He held my face and he started to kiss me aggressively. He slowly moved and made me lay my back down on the bed and get on top of me without breaking our kiss.

“Are you sure you want us to do this, Mi?” he asked. And hearing him call me by my nickname made my whole body feel hot because it sounds sexy as he says it. “You can still back out.”

“I want it, En…” I put my arms around his neck. “I want you.” I kissed him again as his hand wandered around my body.

He unbuttoned my shirt and right after he exposed my front, he let go of my lips and kissed my neck down to my chest.

He moved too quickly. And I can feel his eagerness to touch and kiss every part of my body but I still feel his gentleness. Things that he always makes me feel whenever we made love before.

“Oh god!” A moan escaped from my lips when he took off my bra and licked the tip of my breast. “Yes! Lick it for me, hubby.”

I have been longing for this feeling. I haven’t been with anyone right since I ran away from him. Well, it is not in my nature to have sex with just anyone so I just let myself be satisfied with myself and some toys that I bought online to relieve my sexual needs.

But now that I am with a man, the same man who only had access to my body before, I feel like my body is going to explode. It is so hot and I am wet down there.

Even though the air conditioner is on and it is at its maximum temperature, my whole body is still hot.

Enver’s body is also hot. Even his breath touching my skin makes me want more.

Oh god, I really miss him.

“Mi…” he softly called me while he buried his face in my chess. He is caressing my breast while pinching my nipple. “I don’t think I can wait to take you any longer.” He let me feel his crotch to let me know how hard he is right now.

“Just take me,” I said. “Fuck foreplay, En. Just take me.” I also can’t take it anymore. I want him to enter me.

He let go of my breast, then he took my legs and spread them. He just put my skirt to the side as he took off my panty and was about to eat me but I immediately held his face and shook my head.

“I am already wet, En.” I got up a little bit and held his shaft, slowly caressing its tip. But after a while, he slightly pushed me back to bed.

“Just lay down, Mi.” He held his shaft and guided it in my entrance and without saying anything, he showed it inside me. “Shit! You are still tight, Mi…”

“Damn you, Enver!” I gasped and held his shoulder tight. “You shouldn’t do that!” Shit! I felt a slight pain when he suddenly entered me. Well, who wouldn’t get hurt when he is huge? He is around seven inches.

“I… I am sorry,” he said. He didn’t move and just buried his shaft inside me. Then, he leaned toward me and kissed every part of my face. “I just really missed you and seeing you here, laying down on our bed under me and responding to my every move, I can’t help myself but be more aggressive.”

“Just so you know, I haven’t been with anyone for the last five years. You are the only one who got to enter me for all those years so please be gentle.” I hit his shoulder a couple of times just to get back from the pain that I am feeling. “If you won’t, we will stop this immediately!”

He kissed my forehead. “Okay, wifey. I will try to be gentle as much as I can,” he said. “But just so you know, I also haven’t been with anyone since you left me.”

I frowned. “What?”

He nodded. “I don’t want to have sex with just anyone, Mi. I only want you.”

I gasped as he started moving his shaft in and out of me.

“You might not believe me but—Hmp!” I stopped him from saying anything and just kissed him. I just want us to enjoy what is happening between the both of us now since I still don’t know what might happen after we talk about our issues later.

“Just move, En,” I said. “We will talk about it all later.”

And he did. He continued to move his shaft, fucking me slowly but harder. I can feel every inch of his shaft inside me and it is making me wet even more.

The pain is slowly fading and everything is starting to feel good.

“Ooh! Ahh! Shit!” My nails are digging into his shoulder every time he will bury his manhood inside me. “Yes, En! Take me all the way.”

Our eyes met and all I can see there is his desire and lust for me. “As you wish, my lovely wife.” He moved faster and harder. Making his manhood all the way inside me.

And all I can do is moan and gasp every time he does that as I hold tight to his arms.

“I missed you, Milan,” he said as he keep fucking me. He didn’t take his eyes off me. “I really missed you, my wife.”

“I… missed you too.” I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. I kissed him on his lips, invited my tongue inside him and he gladly accepted it.

He even sucked my tongue as I did with his. And I can’t help but bite his lips which made him more aggressive with his movement.

“Oh yes! Ahh! Ooh!” I moaned. “Yes, hubby. Keep fucking me.” My lips travel down his neck. Planting small kisses, licking them down to his chest. “Ooh! I love your scent, hubby.” I bit his chest and kissed it again. “Ahh! Yes! More! Make me yours again, Enver!”

Shit! I can’t believe that my bed encounter after five years would be this intense. And to be honest, I am loving this. I feel like I am going to go crazy every time he moves above me.

“Don’t stop, hubby.” I held my legs and spread them even more to give him more access to my core. “Please, don’t stop.”

“I won’t, Mi.” He claimed my lips again and this time, he moved faster than he did earlier. And it has also become harder.

And with this rhythm, it made me start feeling the tension in my belly. My toes are starting to curl up as I felt something was about to explode in me.

“Are you close?” Enver asked as he licked my earlobe. “You are tightening up, wifey.” He massaged my left breast, pinching its tip while he sucked the right nipple. “Wait for me, wifey. Let’s cum together.”

I tried to hold it back for as long as I could but I let it all go when he thrust his shaft inside me hard. I came and so he is. I can feel him shooting his hot juice inside of me, pouring me with everything.

The tension of that sex slowly calmed down but he is still inside me and his face is buried between my breasts.

“That was great.” I caressed his hair.

“Yeah. One of the best.” He lifted his head and looked at me. “Let’s get you cleaned up.” He slowly takes out his manhood inside of me and gets up on the bed. He held my hand and helped me stand. “Can you stand up?”

I shook my head as I felt a little bit of pain between my legs. “I want a warm bath, so please take me to the bathtub.”

He stared at me and smiled. “Okay, if that is what you want.” He lifted me and took me to the bathroom. He put me down at the side, opened the faucet and when the right temperature was coming out of it, he took me again and put me inside the bathtub. “You never liked having a hot bath before,” he said. “You always like to bathe in cold water.”

“The water at the house that I am renting is too cold so I started to use a heater and I guess, it changed my preferences,” I said. And to be honest, I got used to using warm water to bathe because of Millie who refused to take a bath if I used cold water.

“I will get you a towel and cook something to eat,” he said. “You still have some of your clothes here. Just come down when you are done.”

I nodded and smiled. “Okay.” He was about to leave but I immediately held his hand and made him look at me again. “We will talk, okay?” I mean, right after what happened, I guess I owe you some time to—”

“Take all the time you need, Mi,” he said and kissed my forehead. “I can always wait for you, you know?”

“But—” This time, he kissed me on my lips making me stop saying anything.

“Just enjoy the warm bath, my lovely wife.” He kissed my forehead again and this time, I couldn’t stop him from leaving the bathroom.

And it just made me sigh.