Chapter 155: Chapter 155

Aana Pov's

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"You mean to say there is a chance that I'm carrying a pup inside my womb?" I asked shockingly.

"I'm just guessing the possibility. I'm not sure." She muttered.

"If it is yes then" I kept my hand on my stomach where maybe my cocoon is growing.

"I'm not sure, Aana... Don't get your hopes high. It may be a side effect of medicine" I nod my head understanding her point.

"I will check it tomorrow with a pregnancy kit but if the result came positive then what?"

"Then you would be carrying our mate pup," she said in a dreamy tone. I nod my head negatively.

"No... You're not getting what I'm saying... What would be his reaction if I'm pregnant with his child? Would he accept it?" I muttered nervously.

"What kind of absurd question is this? Of course, he would accept it." She snarled.

"But what if he didn't."

"You know him better than me, Aana. Do you really doubt that he won't accept our child?" I nod my head negatively.

"He would dance like a monkey in happiness if the result got positive" I smiled, imagining Aaron's reaction to my pregnancy news.

"you're worrywart Aana, always imagine negative outcomes and for a moment, let's believe he won't accept this child then don't worry I will bite on his butt to bring him on the right path" I chuckled at her choice of words.

"Alice" she hummed in response when I called her after a while.

"everything will be fine, right?"

"Yeah... Why are you asking like this?"

"Don't know why for the past few days I've been getting a feeling that something bad is about to happen. I'm scared, Alice."

"See that's the reason why I called you worrywart." she muttered and sat straight. "nothing bad will happen, Aana. Our mate is with us then why you're worrying unnecessarily" I nod my head and look at the moon.

"I hope you're right, Alice and I'm worrying unnecessarily"

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After staying in a park for an hour, I went inside my room, only to find Aaron working on his laptop sitting on the couch.

"you didn't sleep?"

"You know I can't sleep without you" he muttered while looking at his laptop. I didn't say a word and sat on the bed. The whole time his eyes were glued to the desktop screen while his fingers were continuously moving.

"Aaron" his finger stopped but he didn't look at me.

"I want to share something with you" he looked up with a smile on his face like he was waiting for me to share everything with him.

"Don't tell him about the pregnancy assumption. what if my guess is wrong then it will break his heart" I tightened my lips realising the mistake I was about to make. Alice is right if it was all a false assumption then it will break his heart.

"Say," he muttered after waiting for me more than a minute to open my mouth.

"No---Nothing."

"You just said you want to share something with me" I nod my head.

"I forget what I am about to say" I lied trying my best to control my heartbeat.

"What?"

"Yeah," I chuckled and stood up from bed. "I need to shower" I muttered and went towards the wardrobe to avoid facing him.

"You want to take a shower at five am." I closed my eyes.

"Fuck... I can't even lie to him" I cursed myself for coming up with a stupid excuse. I look at him and then watch.

"I didn't realise what time it was," I laughed, trying my best to get away from this awkward situation.

"Is everything alright, Aana" I look at him, sensing the seriousness in his voice.

"Yeah… What will happen?" I muttered, bowing my eyes. I hate when I lie to him, even if it is for him.

"Then why you're not looking into my eyes and scratching the back of your hand of nervousness" I looked at my hand. I didn't even realise it until he pointed out what I'm doing. My heartbeat rose when he took a step towards me.

"Aaron" He took my hand into his and kissed my knuckles.

"If you don't want to tell me then it's okay but please don't hurt yourself"

"I bother you a lot don't I?" He nodded his head.

"You have all the right to do it and don't worry, I will never get tired of getting bothered by you." I smiled at his words.

"Then be ready because soon someone will come to annoy you more than I do." He scrunched his eyebrow at my words. I bite my tongue realising what I just uttered.

"I didn't get it"

"Wh--What you didn't get?" I muttered what came into my mind as a response.

"I want to hit my head on the wall," Alice growled.

"Who will come to annoy me?" He asked... I opened my mouth and then closed it, not able to find any excuse. Aaron held my one arm and kept the other hand on my chin, making me look into his eyes.

"about whom you're talking Aana?" He asked. Before I would have told him the truth, Alice took control from me.

"Me," she said and attached her lips to Aaron's lips before he would have asked something. He broke the kiss when Alice went out of breath and touched his forehead with ours.

"Who can annoy you except me and Aana?" Alice muttered when her breath got normal. A big smile appeared on his lips. He nodded his head and attached his lips to hers. They both were kissing each other passionately. He broke the kiss and started kissing our neck.

"Aaron" She moaned when he gave a love bite on our neck.

"I missed you so much" he muttered and was about to open our shirt button when I took control from Alice and held Aaron's button. He looked at me, stunned by my action.

"Aana"

"Why the fuck you stopped him?" Alice growled.

"If we are pregnant then we have to be careful in the first two weeks, Alice" I replied to her through mindlink and looked at Aaron who was gawking at me.

"I don't want it," I muttered hesitantly. He looked at me for a few seconds and then nodded his head. He parted away from me and turned his body in another direction.

"He must have got frustrated at the way you're pushing him away from the past few days," Alice whimpered.

"I know but you only tell me what option I have" I took out my clothes from the wardrobe and went to the washroom, not knowing how to face him after doing one stupidity after another.

"I want to take a shower to calm my mind," I muttered to him before closing the door.

"Fuck me" I growled and turned the shower knob without caring about removing the clothes.

"Why am I feeling so frustrated all of a sudden?" I groaned and hit the wall.

"Why are you hurting yourself?" Alice frowned.

"Because I'm hurting him" Tears rolled from my eyes.

"You're not doing it intentionally and never do this stupidity of hurting yourself again," she growled before healing me. I nodded my head and closed my eyes, trying to calm myself.

"I think you should take a nap after showering," Alice muttered.

"You're right... Instead of feeling better in shower water, I started feeling dizzy." I muttered and closed the knob to change my clothes.

I looked around to see Aaron after coming out from the washroom but he was nowhere. I was about to go outside in search of him but stopped at the door, feeling dizzy.

"I think you should rest in bed. We will talk to him later" Alice suggested. I nod my head, and lay down on the bed, closing my eyes, knowing that she is right. I should rest to avoid disaster. What if I'm pregnant and fall because of this stupid dizziness?

"Aana" Alice called me after a while when I felt a little better.

"Don't tell Aaron if the result of pregnancy is positive" I scrunched my eyebrow at her word.

"You mean to say not to tell him if the result is negative. Right?"

"No... I mean, of course, don't tell him if the result is negative but if it is positive then also don't tell him right now"

"Why?"

"Because I want to surprise him"

"I'm not getting what you're trying to say, Alice"

"There are only four days left on Aaron's birthday. Right?"

"Yeah. If we include today's day in it" I mumbled.

"If the pregnancy result is positive then I want to give this news to Aaron on his birthday as a surprise gift" A big smile appeared on my lips. "It would be the best surprise that anyone can give him. What do you say?"

"A big yes to it" I replied and sat straight. "But what if he notices the change in our body and scent in these four days?"

"Yeah, that can be an issue," she said.

"Idea... Try to avoid him till his birthday and use perfume to cover your scent" she suggested after a minute.

"Avoid him... No, Alice. He was already bothered because of a change in my behaviour in the past few days. I don't want to trouble him anymore"

"But I want to give him a surprise" she muttered like a pup.

"Okay. I will think about it" I muttered and closed my eyes to get some rest for a while.

"How are you feeling now?" she asked after a few minutes.

"Better"

"Then can we go to the medical store to buy a pregnancy kit?" She asked. I rolled my eyes and sat straight.

"You will not let me rest" I muttered and looked at the clock, it was nine.

"I think we can go," she howled happily in excitement.

I was about to go outside after getting ready when Aaron entered inside from the main gate. He was in his t-shirt and track pants.

"where were you?" I asked, looking at the time on my wristwatch. He usually comes before eight after doing his training.

"You already guessed where I was," he scoffed and went towards the dining area. By his tone, I can guess that he was pissed at me because of the morning incident.

"You usually come before 8 o'clock from training, that's why I asked," I mumbled.

"I was not in a good mood, that's why it took me time to relax my mind" I tightened my lips upon hearing him.

"He is still upset because of the morning incident. should I tell him why I pushed him away?" I asked Alice.

"What? No...You're not telling him anything." she muttered and took control from me.

"Why did you take control?" I asked.

"I don't trust your big mouth" she muttered and went outside without talking to Aaron.

"At least talk to him,"

"Later... first I want to know the result," she said excitedly.

After half an hour, Alice gave me back control. I found myself sitting on a toilet seat in a public washroom. She already took the test and when the time came to see the result, she gave me the control. I took a deep breath and opened my palm after seven minutes.

"It's positive" I muttered seeing two red lines on it. tears rolled from my eyes.

"We are pregnant, Alice," I said with a big smile on my face. She howled in happiness and started jumping in my mind while I was shedding tears of happiness. My hands started shivering, feeling overwhelmed.

"Soon there will be someone who will call us, Mom" My smile faded upon hearing Alice's words.

"Mom" This word was enough for me to remind me of my mother.

"You want to talk to her," Alice asked after a while. I nod my head.

"I want to share this news with her," I muttered, missing her badly.

"fine" She again took control from me and messaged Ryan to bring my mom to the city park.

"Why did you do that?" I panicked and was about to delete the message after taking control from her but Ryan read the message already.

"Okay… I will bring her there but it will take two hours." I read his message again and again.

"No... Cancel the plan"

"Think wisely Aana before sending the message " I stopped with Alice's words. "When a girl comes to know that she is going to be a mother, then she misses her mother the most. many won't get the chance to talk with them but you have your mother, Aana. don't miss this chance. I know you miss her a lot" Tears streamed from my eyes at her words. I closed my mobile without sending any reply to Ryan, still in the dilemma of meeting my mom or not.

"I want to meet her but at the same time, I'm afraid Alice"

"Afraid of what?"

"Afraid that I will not be able to hold myself in front of her" I muttered and started crying thinking about the last time I saw her. She was crying and begging in front of pack members to let me stay with them.

"It is the last time… I'm meeting her"

"As you say," Alice replied. I stood up and kept the kit inside my purse. I will show this kit to Aaron on his birthday. I went outside and splash water on my face.

"you're going to meet your mother, Aana" A big smile appeared on my lips when I realised the positive side of everything. I nodded my head and touched my stomach.

"she will be so happy" I smiled and immediately booked a cab for the destination. It almost took me two hours to reach there because of the heavy traffic. I looked around the whole park in search of them because I was running late but they were nowhere.

"Is it possible that she won't come?" Alice asked anxiously. I remember how everyone prohibited me from meeting my parents when I visited them last time after a lot of requests from Ryan.

"We should think positive... She will come" Alice encouraged me.

"Only if a pack member let her, '' I muttered and sat on the nearby bench. My eyes were on my wrist watch only.

I sighed and stood up from the bench as it's been two hours since I've been waiting but there is no sign of them.

"I don't think she will come," I muttered with a heavy heart, trying my best not to cry.

"I'm sorry," Alice whimpered.

"Why are you saying sorry?"

"Because it's me who messaged Ryan. I shouldn't have done that. At least you wouldn't get hurt"

"Relax...Now I have become used to this pain." I replied and an unwanted tear rolled from my eyes without my permission while Alice was whimpering.

I found Aaron sitting on the couch of the hall working on his laptop when I reached home. He looked up after sensing my presence.

"Pearl" he rushed towards me and cupped my face lovingly. "What happened? Why are your eyes red as if you cried a lot? Is everything okay?" he asked anxiously.

"yeah... What will happen?" I asked removing his hands from my cheeks.

"Pearl"

"I'm fine... Nothing happened that I'm not used to."

"I didn't get it"

"I want to stay alone for some time" I muttered and rushed towards my room, closing the door behind me.

"I'm sorry, Aana" Alice again apologised.

"It's not your fault, Alice and I told you I'm used to this pain.. so relax... I'm okay." I muttered and lay down on the bed after taking a sleeping pill which always helps me to avoid reality.

"Mumma" Tears streamed down my eyes even though I didn't want to cry.

"Why? Why didn't you come?" I started crying, hugging the pillow, not able to hold the pain anymore.