Chapter 62: Chapter 62
You know, the idea didn’t just pop into my head in a single day, yet her beauty mesmerised me.
I wanted to be like her at that instant.
I asked a lot of questions about her, but Gerard kept insisting that it was some girl he knew a long time ago. He told me I shouldn’t get bothered about it. I accepted, but my mind still wasn’t at peace.
This attractive girl, whoever she was to Gerard, was pretty.
On a fateful day, I caught Gerard masturbating in his room when I came for a visit.
I didn’t inform him I was coming to see him.
I glimpsed him in the room, staring at the same girl’s picture on his laptop.
I felt awful and immediately wanted to be that girl on the laptop he was jerking off to.
He seemed so into this lady. I became envious of her.
When Gerard was done with the act, I asked him what he wanted from me.
What he needed my body to have.
He nonchalantly told me what he wished for my body to have and as soon as I knew what he yearned for.
I had a couple of surgeries done on my body without his approval.
It affected my wolf, but it was worth it. After all, I had to do what would please my Alpha.
Gerard began clinging onto me like I was the best thing in the world and little did I know that the girl he was always calling out in his sleep was his so-called sister.
I had asked him several times if he had someone he was currently in love with. He told me he had no one he was into.
I travelled with him to his clan to see his family, who warmly welcomed me into the household and accepted me as their daughter-in-law.
However, to my shock, the girl who I had always secretly seen on his laptop was his sister.
I didn’t want to believe it at first, so I tried to approach her and make her feel comfortable around me. Then, maybe I could get to know more about her and how she knows Gerard.
Yet, I didn’t want to believe anything about her.
What was going on here? I tried to push out of my dirty thoughts, but it kept bugging me and I couldn’t have the guts to confront Gerard.
I loved Gerard so much so I got married to him, though I had my instincts he wasn’t in love with me. I refused to believe any of it and hoped he was, since he said he had always loved me.
A couple of weeks passed, and I noticed some strange things about Gerard. It broke my heart, but I swallowed my misery.
Oceana became even more suspicious of me.
The way she acts, behaves around Gerard scared me and then I knew I needed to find out the truth and know what happened.
I found out the truth.
As devastating as it sounds, I also learned that Gerard frequently visited the pleasure house at night, which shattered my heart, but I was too afraid to confront him and ask about his actions.
I didn’t want to ruin my relationship and let him go.
I didn’t say a word about it, how he masturbates secretly in the bathroom, but it hurts so deeply to love someone and that person yearns for someone else and not you.
That night I had followed him and saw Oceana kissing him.
I couldn’t bear to look at it anymore, so I ran away from the scene.
How could he be in love with his sister?
The reason she hates me is because I’m married to her brother.
So, the reason the both of them always have a problem is because they are in love with each other and Oceana is not accepting the fact that I am her brother’s wife.
That’s the reason she’s pissed. That’s why she is so angry with me, because I am not supposed to be with her brother. She saw me as her enemy and is always fighting with me.
That’s why there is this look of hatred in her eyes, because I am the reason Gerard isn’t with her.
This was disgusting.
I got so mad and confronted her. I needed to put her in her own place, let her know I knew what the hell was going on.
I’m not so dumb.
She should stay away from Gerard or else I will expose her to the clan.
He has always been the one I’ve been in love with in my life, and I’m not about to let someone else steal him away from me.
I don’t care what she does to me. Gerard is mine and will always be mine, no matter what she does to him.
I will make sure she knows who she is dealing with. I’m not backing down without a fight.
Who the hell does she think she is? Gerard is my husband. I love him and I’m going to stay with him, bore his children and make sure no one comes between us.
I have had enough of Oceana. I’m also a princess of the realm as well.
How could she just put me in prison like an animal?
I wiped out my tears, sensing a presence beside me.
Gerard.
“How are you?’ he asked, getting closer to the locks and squatting before them with a solemn expression.
I swallowed at how breathtaking he was, handsome as always.
I nodded. “I’m fine.’ I responded, annoyingly. “Why are you here? Have you come here to defend Oceana against me?’
“No, but I came to see what you were doing and what you were thinking in that head of yours.’
I sighed and shook my head. “Just go away from here, I don’t want to see you Gérard.’
“If you had the slightest clue on what was going on, why didn’t you ever ask me, Emily?”
“What are you talking about?’ I frowned.
“I heard everything you said to Oceana out there. You should have asked me, Emily, not to expose whatever you have discovered out in the public.”
“Are you blaming me now?’
“Does it look like I am?” he questioned back.
I laughed bitterly. “I thought you came to rescue me. But you are here blaming me for Oceana’s deeds.’
“I never blamed you for anything. You, of all people, should know that.’
“So what are you trying to say, that I should have ignored her, kept quiet and confronted you instead?’
“Exactly! Because you did not just put her in her place like you thought you were doing. You just disgraced yourself in public.’
“Really!”
“Yes.’
“So, are you in love with her? Even though she is your sister? How can you be in love with your sister? This is incest. You can’t fall in love with your sister, Gerard. You have a wife beside you. We are married.’ I explained with a broken voice.