Chapter 120: Chapter 120
The big silence maintain between them until Rebecca finally asked him about the photo.
"Mr.Edwin, now tell me the truth…From when…"
"When did you know about my pregnancy? And why my ultrasound photo with you?"
"Rebecca…" He wanted to explain but Rebecca added ignoring his words, "Who are you truly Mr.Edwin? Just tell me the real truth." Her tone turned harsher.
Edwin never thought things going to come out like this. But now as there is no other option left he finally made up his mind to give her every question, reply.
"Rebecca…" His voice turned heavy as he felt something stuck on the tip of his mouth. He doesn't know where to start to explain to her.
Rebecca could see his resistance and this made her feel more and more scared deep inside her heart. She doesn't want to feel betrayed again. However, she knew on one side, that her hope can't change her destiny.
"Please tell me, what are you hiding?" She added at last while Edwin knew he needed to be careful with his words. But, without hurting her, telling the truth is just impossible for him.
"Rebecca, whatever I'm going to tell you. Please first listen to all my words. I promise I'll give you all the answers. But you need to relax first." Edwin only can hope for her to be calmed down because he cared about her health and her baby. The truth is shocking and he doesn't want her to get any type of trauma to hear about his identity.
On the other side, Edwin's words give her another level of anxiety. She can feel some big truth going on uncovered by him.
"Mr. Edwin, you can't hope for me to stay calm after getting my ultrasound photo with you. Now please speak out before I lose my calmness."
Her words made Edwin's breath heavy. He could feel the air around them turn serious.
He took a hard breath before finally speaking out his words, "Rebecca, I know from the first day of my joining office that you are pregnant."
Listening to this, Rebecca's eyes widened. She felt someone push her into a deep abyss to learn this. While He continued, "If I say in other words, I joined the company in the first place just for you… Just to look after you and this baby…" His eyes went from her face to her belly.
Rebecca noticed his stares on her belly and felt her heart tighten the next moment.
Her mind could not support her thoughts anymore. As she was scared to discover something unpleasant after that. She was scared to now look at the man in front of her.
She already realized what his words meant but still with a heavy and hesitant voice, she asked him, "But why?"
"Who…Who are you truly?" Her tears fell from her eyes to the ground.
While Edwin almost feels like a criminal who is now ready to tell his crime to his victim.
"Because It's me, Rebecca…" His body trembles between his words.
"The man…who spent the night with you in that hotel…where you went for an interview…" He almost feels ashamed to say those statements.
On the other side, Rebecca felt numb all over her body. Her eyes almost stopped blinking to hear him. Her leg almost tripped but she held herself for her baby.
Her eyes turned bloodshot while tears covered up her vision soon. She stared at the man in front of her with betrayal. She doesn't know what to say anymore. Everything changed in one go.
The person she falls in love with is the same person who is the reason for her misery. Her situation. Her pregnancy. And what hit her most was that he hides everything brilliantly from her and she dumb believe him with her heart. In the whole world, she falls in love with this selfish man who throws her out after using her, just like garbage. Without caring about her, her body, and her mental health. He is the main reason for her suffering and she falls for him, because of his false care.
Seeing her not speaking and standing for a long minute in shock. Edwin felt worried and tried to touch her shoulder.
"Rebecca…" Before his hand could touch her, she went backward and warned him in anger. "Stop right there, Edwin! Don't try to touch me with your filthy hand." Her eyes turned cold.
Edwin's eyelashes flickered and his hand twitched to hear her words and see her hate expression for him. But he couldn't blame her for speaking like that. He knew he made a huge mistake in his life to leave her and he can't forgive himself for that. But now, seeing her cold eyes, he felt hurt deep inside his heart.
And soon he tried to speak again, "Rebecca, I'm sorry. I truly wanted to apologize for my unfair behavior that night and the way I just left you the next morning."
"Are you?" Rebecca chuckled with sadness as her heart died at this moment.
Edwin stared at her eyes and felt her hurt vision. He couldn't speak more and just apologize again, " I'm sorry…"
Rebecca stared at him with a hurting gaze and said, "I don't want your fake 'sorry' Mr.Edwin. I just wanted to ask one question."
Hearing her, Edwin meets her eyes. While she asked out, "Why did you leave me the next morning?"
Edwin's lips pressed tightly. He doesn't know how to answer her. He felt numb for a moment while Rebecca didn't flinch her eyes from him and repeated her words, " Just give me an answer. Why did you leave me the next morning?"
Edwin frowned deeply with worry because his answer would hurt her more but he had no choice but to speak at last, "Because I just guessed you are the same as other women who will forget about everything after getting big compensation from me." His eyes went down with shame while his hands turned into fists to feel too wrong at this moment.
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Rebecca's eyelashes trembled as her feet froze in her place, she stared at the man in front of her with a tormented expression. And soon her mind thinks about the diamond ring which he dropped on the table before leaving her alone in the room. That time she doesn't understand clearly why he left that thing. But now hearing his so-called rich man statement. She felt he was too cruel. Even without knowing her, he made some silly assumptions about her character and left her without thinking twice.
"So, the ring that you left that night is my compensation for sleeping with you unwillingly?" She smiled weakly, feeling mislay.
Edwin felt too ashamed to stop her to think like that, "Rebecca, I…I'm sorry to leave you, I never thought my one negligence was going to make you suffer this big…I just…"
"You what?" Rebecca clenched her free hand as her body shriveled with anger which she was feeling right now, she looked at him with anger and shouted at him, "You what? Mr.Edwin!...You just guessed about my character and left me like a useless thing?" His heart tightened to hear those words from her mouth but he got no words to refute her statement. Because he truly did that to her.
He closed his eyes for a second and opened up the next moment to apologize only, "I'm sorry…" He had no words to speak on his behalf.
Rebecca felt like laughing at the person in front of her with resentment, "Mr.Edwin, do you think your sorry is worth it now?" Edwin felt speechless. Something dragged deep inside his chest. While she continued with her rough words.
"Tell me, Mr.Edwin, for what you are sorry exactly?" Edwin fell into chaos.
"First you use my body for your own benefits, for that you are sorry, then just throw me away like a useless thing, like I wasn't a living person, for that you are sorry or now I'm carrying your child for that you are sorry? Tell me exactly what is the main reason for your apology?" She blurted out everything in one breath while Edwin couldn't help but feel guilty for her words.
"Don't you think, your sorry is too late to rectify now?" She said with mock. Edwin could only hear her in silence as he got no words left to make himself correct in front of her.
"Now, your 'Sorry' is not going to change anything? You have already wronged me. Now what?" Her tears were streaming down at this moment. She almost sobbed with pain and agony.
Edwin's eyes also turned moist to see her in deep pain. Her every single word shows her pain and this is enough to kill his heart.
"You think…you can do anything to anyone just because you got some big money bank? And you felt just like many women. I am willing to sleep with you for money…" Her voice shattered as a sob took place.