Chapter 76: Chapter 76

Kayden's POV

I don't know how but Emma managed to escape from the room and she was already on the run.

She had left the castle long before Imogen and I arrived, and I planned on dealing with her later. Imogen had some explaining to do.

"Why did you lock up that innocent girl in the hotel?" I shouted at her, and threw her on the bed of my room after I had successfully dragged her to the room.

"You can't control me. I am not your disgusting wife, neither I'm I Emma" she raised an eyebrow at me and looked out the window.

"Really?" I pulled out my belt and lifted it in the air.

"You won't hit me with that thing will you?" Now she sounded scared and I liked that. The fear in her eyes was really what I was craving to see, I never really like it when people go against me for any reason.

I don't care if I would have to beat them up for them to realize that.

"You are a DEMON!!" She shouted at me as she rolled on the bed and dodged my first hit.

That word, demon, irritates me so much. It annoyed me and turned me into a beast.

"Get out" I used my fingers to dig into my forehead, flinging the belt to a corner of the room and throwing my face away from it.

"Huh" she swallowed her words, trying to stand up but the fear wouldn't let her.

"I SAID GO!!!" I screamed and she tried to run out the door, forcing the lock open.

In anger, I punched the wall and managed to calm myself down, just by watching the way my blood gushed out like that. It gave me the joy to see myself in pain.

Maybe, it was because I knew quite well that the injuries weren't going to last. My body always healed faster than most human bodies, maybe it was a gift.

"Why I'm I so horrible?!!" I cursed and punched the wall, over and over again. I didn't want to stop. It was painful but it felt good, as it gave me peace.

" Please stop. Kayden stop!! You are hurting yourself" Heaven came and took my hands in hers, she blew on my wounds and wiped my blood off with her shirt.

"Heaven '' I said in a whisper, it sounded as if I was losing my voice. I couldn't talk, the words were stuck in my throat, the moment I saw her face flash in front of mine.

Not able to get myself back, I pulled her in for an embrace, hugging her so tightly and not wanting to let go, while my blood was smeared all over the back of her shirt.

"Where have you been? I have missed you so much. Please don't leave me again, I'm so sorry I left youa ll by yourself.

I will never leave you again, just don't go away from me" I hugged her so tightly, caressing her hair and crying on her shoulder.

I didn't even know that I was this attached to her until she had gone missing. I don't want her to leave me again, I will do anything she asks me, just anything.

"Heaven?" I called out to her because I couldn't feel her anymore. It was like she had disappeared.

Was that just my imagination again? What is this?!!.

I angrily punched the wall, making it crack, and then I threw the glass flower vase on the way out before leaving my room in a total mess.

*****

Kayden had gone to his library, it was the same place he didn't want anyone but himself to enter. He wanted to sit in the same chair, his naive wife sat on while she read a book.

He wasn't sure if he was ever going to see her in his life. He found solace and peace in the library, as he relaxed and threw his head back in the chair, half asleep.

He heard her voice in his head.

"Kayden '' she called out to him sweetly, she seemed to be in a lot of pain, but he ignored the voice in his head.

He felt like he had enough imagination for one day and he didn't want to go crazy, he was already losing his mind over her.

" Please save me from the place, it's so dark Kayden. I can't see anything, take me away from here please" she kept on crying in his head, her voice was more than torture to him.

"Where are you? Just tell me where the f*ck you are so I can come to get you.

Thinking about you is driving me nuts, I can't work, I can't do anything. Heaven please just tell me where you have gone" he begged her, still with his eyes closed and his palms resting on his forehead, as he lay on the chair, throwing his feet on the table.

"I don't know. All I hear is my voice, you are the only one that can save me please Kayden do something" she kept on repeating.

Kayden immediately opened his eyes, his eyes being hurt by the blinding light, he was displeased. He closed his eyes and tried to call out to her again, but this time the only thing he heard was screaming silence.

"Why is she doing this to me, does she think I am a demon?.

Is that why she is torturing me so much?" Kayden pulled his hair roughly, digging his fingers into his hair, and scratching it roughly.

it was only a matter of time before he was going to snap and lose control over himself.

He had never felt this way before, not for anyone. The last time he felt this way, was when his parents died and everyone kept on accusing him of k*lling his own parents.

The taunts were too much, so many times he attempted to k*ll himself but he didn't die, more like he couldn't die

He tried to jump off the roof of the castle, he was successful in falling down but remained unharmed. He felt pain, and he bled but it didn't last two days and he was okay again.

He tried to stab himself, although the knife penetrated his skin, it cut through him but before it could go deep inside his stomach, the knife broke and the wounds faded in no time.

Every suicide attempt he made was a complete failure, he was sure that he was brought into this world to suffer for the rest of his life.

There was nothing that could k*ll him, and he would remain alone forever as no one would dare to love a demon, or so they call him.

In order not to think about his loneliness, he used s*x as an escape route but unfortunately, that wasn't going to work too long for him. He had never felt so depressed in his entire life, and his sadness had just begun.