Chapter 18: Chapter 18
“You too… Where were you before?” I whispered sincerely.
An unimaginable feeling of intense love and desire emerge from both of us. My heart which was pounding louder and faster by each second craved for his touch. The feeling of thirst aroused by him being this close to me; I want it.
“Lawrence…” Calling him breathlessly, my lips parted to speak further but I cannot.
“Shh…”
I closed my eyes and allowed myself to feel the delicacy of my lips. I remained like that for a while but it felt like a devilishly long time for me.
“Please…” I murmured, pleading with him to continue but this interlude was aching my body, burning it in a fiery fire.
I opened my eyes and looked at him staring deeply into my eyes. We remained like that as if nothing existed around us.
"I can't do it, Evelyn," Lawrence's voice came out like a bare whisper but it was heard by me. All the emotions that were igniting my body began to fade away slowly and my heart began to feel heavy.
‘..Please don't…’
"Not until you say so,"
He completed his sentence with a husky voice and all the emotions which were fading came back with more intense and in-depth force.
"Please Lawrence kiss me.." I begged him to comply with my urge and release me.
He gulped and leaned in slowly. We kissed as I lost my first kiss to him. Our lips moved in sync as the ardor building up inside me was released and I wrapped my arms around his neck.
The feelings for him which were getting stronger by each second allowed me to melt entirely into the kiss and let that delicacy reach my soul. An inexplicable feeling of fondness for him resides in my whole being.
The feeling of endearment and the valued sensation of this kiss is treasured and was dear to me. Kissing him released the fierce fire that was backfiring in me.
“I can’t get enough of you, what are you doing to me, Evelyn?”
His one hand cupped my cheek while his other hand ran through my hairs and pulled them slightly eliciting a sensation in me which was too good for my own.
“L-Lawrence…” I moaned, It's not that I am complaining, everything about it is bliss and heavenly.
We simultaneously opened our eyes and both of us showed only one emotion- love. The kiss stopped and we remained like that for a while. Then he pulled away slowly.
“Evelyn…”
My heart which was beating so fast filled with feelings of extreme and eternal affection I have in my heart for him. The kiss was carved deeply into both of our souls filled with pure and divine feelings of serenity.
“Are you alright?” He asked, caressing me slowly, scanning my forn with his intense eyes.
“Mhm.” Blushing furiously, I nodded, biting my lower lip, timid intensely.
“Glad to know.” He chuckled husky as our proximity made my heart race.
We slowly parted as he laid beside me. We both were panting heavily because of the lack of oxygen. A smile formed on both of our lips as we looked at each other.
My face, which was probably crimson, turned away.
With a sly smile and a blushing face, I quickly picked that dairy and walked out.
I swiftly ran to the rooftop and began to squeak like crazy.
“It's real! My first kiss! Oh my God!” I beamed, jumping with blithe. It was the feeling I always imagined.
To be honest, I am thankful to that dairy because of it, this happened. I am loving this!
“Oh my God, I cannot believe it.” I never thought that I would feel this about him. I have recognized my marriage as a source of ecstasy for me.
It's such an intoxicating feeling for me. It felt like I was forgetting everything around me and getting enmeshed in him. The euphoria of just having him by my side is unfathomable.
The sweet little intimacy of ours made me feel Loved.
“Oh, Oh,” I giggled, touching my lips to feel the sensation.
And I have understood that marriage is a bond that holds enormous power which can make you fall in love with the person you never thought you would.
The feeling of substantial rapture I have begun to feel for Lawrence- I am loving it.
‘What is love? I don't know, but what I have begun to feel for Lawrence in just a brief time is something more significant and memorable.’
Lawrence POV:-
I couldn't believe I kissed her. I felt her sweet rosy lips upon mine. I touched her. I felt tenderness emerging from her. Nothing can explain my exhilaration. My content is beyond any word.
“Oh Lord, Oh Lord.” I laughed, stretching my hands out.
I want to lose myself in her and I did. I touched her. I treasured that feeling of affection and love I feel for her. The sentiment of being intrigued by my inexplicable feeling.
It's an immense source of tranquility for me.
“I did it! She is so… exquisite…” My every desire starts and ends with her now. I yearn for her and I lose my senses when she pleads with me in her angelic voice.
I couldn't hold myself, all the urges of mine released themselves when this happened and I loved it and lost myself in it.
“That's it, Lawrence. You can do this, you can work this out.” I encouraged myself.
We used to have such an amicable relationship, this turned into an intimate relationship without me being enlightened about it.
But I am deeply rejoicing that she became my life partner and I felt no remorse about it.
The intimacy we shared, It was sacred for both of us as for, She is my wife and I am his husband. She is bound to me and me to her.
I am truly grateful that I am married to her and that kiss is my salvation. She is my salvation. She is everything I need.
‘I love you, Evelyn, from the depths of my soul and the feelings of love and devotion you elicit in me, can never be annihilated by anyone or by anything…’