Chapter 34: Chapter 34

I decided that day to go inside. It's up to Esan to scold me. I will explain so he can understand my situation.

I left the child with Mela for a while. Fortunately, he was able to save the money he had saved and other clothes. From him I borrowed a road fare in the jeep to work. It's expensive to take a taxi.

Somehow, I am grateful to Jayar. Even though I was worried that she might take the baby, I was still grateful that she took us in for a while and dressed us.

I didn't make a mistake. When I arrived at the office, Esan looked dark when I met him.

"Good morning, sir."

“It's only a few hours, it's lunch time. Where have you been? If you’re going to be absent or a little late, you should tell me right away! ”

I lowered my gaze and apologized. “I-I’m sorry sir. We were on fire so I just got out. ”

The expression on his face suddenly changed at what I said. "I'm sorry for what happened," he said softly and turned his attention back to the papers he was reading.

I also went to my place and faced the work that had to be faced. But in these moments, I seem to appear in emptiness. My mind was empty but the man. My son and I should be the ones to worry about where it will pick us up.

"Take this money, Kiera."

Esan and I met when I looked up. He was holding an envelope and handed it to me. I know it's about money.

“Accept it. It will help somehow. ”

I stared at the envelope he was holding. Yes, I really need it but ...

“You need it and your child, Kiera. And I’m sorry for being rude. Please take this, ”he said with mixed pity.

I don’t want to accept it. But when I remembered Jai and Jayar, it seemed like I had to keep the child away from here until it was too early. I accepted it and saw the smile that he had withheld from me for weeks.

It costs a lot of money even if I don’t look at it. With this money, we can start my son but I will pay Esan when I recover.

Esan doesn't let me in today. I will take care of Jai and me first. Somehow, I could see that he was really kind but when he found out that I was born, he suddenly turned away.

Mela was even more surprised when I came back before lunch. I also told him we were leaving the Montevidad mansion.

“Eh, Ate ... Why? Did you fight with your husband again? ” Hands on the head he said.

Just shake my answer. When I speak, I may be able to bring up what should not be said.

I waited for Jayar to arrive that night. Jai and I will say goodbye and thank him for his kindness. I found a new apartment and tomorrow we can move there.

At exactly eight o'clock the man I was waiting for arrived. As usual, I was dumbfounded by his elegance.

"Daddy!" Jai immediately greeted him and lifted up.

God! Its a big explanation to my son. I just bit my lip when they immediately treated me like a father.

I called the child. He approached me. I begged Jayar and I to talk. He agreed and ran briskly to play with his robot.

“Mr. Montevidad, ”I began.

“What? I’m tired Ms. Antonio, ”he said turning to the stairs.

I quickly followed him up the stairs even though I was scared. "I just want to thank you and say goodbye to you Mr. Montevidad. ” But I got no response. He just kept walking and I was like a fool following him.

"Won't you tempt me?" disgusted that he faced me.

I sighed when he faced me. I can't keep my voice down.

"Nothing to say?" his right eyebrow rose and was stunned and shaken. "Wait for me in the living room." And I immediately turned away.

I nodded and ‘I didn’t follow him anymore. Maybe if I followed him, he might even throw me down the stairs.

In the living room, I patiently waited. It took me almost an hour to sit there and wait for him to come down. Soon I heard the footsteps he gave. ‘I don’t have to look back at it, I know it’s Jayar. But to my great disappointment, he just went to the kitchen and stayed there for a while. If I hadn't gone there on purpose, my eyes would probably have turned white in anticipation.

"Leaving?" he started and sipped a beer in can which he took from the refrigerator.

I was swallowed up in no time by his act. God! He’s so damn hot and sexy! He was wearing boxer shorts and a shirt. It was as if there was no woman in his household. I can't look at him straight away.

“Where’s Jai?” he said after swallowing all the meat. He seemed very thirsty.

"H-He's playing down there." I was so bitten by the lip. Annoying! Why am I trembling? Is it because I crush ‘that man in front of me? Aof my delicious pinch.

"What are you going to say?"

My eyeball wants to rotate despite my trembling right now. Somehow, he passed me and left. It was like I was the next to him.

"If you want to leave, okay go." he has no emotional language. “Just close the gate after you leave. I don't have a guard to close. ”

“The truth of that Mr. Montevidad, tonight we would have come here first and tomorrow we will leave. Thank you so much for your kindness to me and my son. ” I really want to be thankful, that the Lord has given me the chance to see his face in person. ‘It’s just that, this is Jai’s uncle and this is Ermel’s brother.

"Okay," sparingly came out of his mouth after I thanked him. He just seemed to ignore what I said because he stubbornly left me and continued to walk.

I was left destitute. Is this person really like this? I don’t know what he is. If anything, that's better. Because if he shows me kindness like Esan, I might not forget him and it will be hard for me to forget him.

A few moments later I heard that they were beating Jai. I called the boy to rest. Jai still refused but immediately followed when Jayar himself pushed it.

But my plan to leave the next day ‘didn’t work out.

“But Mom, why? You don't love Daddy anymore? I thought, you’ll be happy because Dad is here. ” Jai started crying when we were in the yard.

It was as if my heart was smiling. This is my fault. It's really my fault. I can hurt him a lot with what I do now.

“But baby,‘ don’t you love Mommy? Like what I’ve said before ... It’s just you and me. Daddy is gone. ” I knelt in front of him so we could watch.

His innocent tears fell like rain. It flowed one after another on his innocent face. He was like a child kidnapped by someone he owned.

“I-I thought ... H-we're happy. I thought we were one happy family. ”

I can't help but cry. It hurts when I see my child hurt. I wanted to tell him the truth, but I might have hurt my son's innocent feelings even more. I hugged him and carried him. We are leaving.

“Daddy! Daddy! ” She kept crying and called the man. He doesn’t lose my arm, but I feel what he wants. He wants his Daddy even though Jayar is not the real father.

"Ate, poor Jai." sniffing Mela's tongue.

I just bit my lip so hard. I am the more miserable. I don’t want to conclude right away but I feel that way. What if I fall too deep? How do I lift my heart when that happens? What if he takes Jai? Lots of questions in my mind.

"Jai," Jayar said. Standing outside his car outside the gate.

The boy let go of my arm and ran quickly to the man. She burst into tears as she hugged Jayar's knee.

"Satisfied?" it came out sarcastically out of his mouth. It was as if he was implying that I was together.

I averted my eyes and quickly wiped away the tears. God! I don't want to look at them.

“Daddy please beg to her. I don’t want to go. I want to stay with you and Mommy. I want to be our family, happy. Please, please? Stop fighting. Don't fight Mommy, so we won't leave. ”

I want to repent. I shouldn’t have taken Jayar’s picture that night.

I heard him step closer to me. I didn't want to look at the two of them, but my eyes were really treacherous because they still looked. I saw him formally, quietly and firmly with the stares given to me.

I was swallowed by saliva. ‘Those stares of his seem to be always on the soul. It was as if my endurance and strength were being dug up. Damn that stared! If I don't like one part of her body, it's eyes.

He passed me. I can not believe. Why if he behaves like his child? My heart sank in those moments. But I was surprised at the last thing he did.

"I'm begging you, please stay." He did not look back. I could not feel in his voice ‘your pleading. His tone is commanding.

I would not. But when I saw the poor face of my little angel, my heart pounded. Can I see that my child is hurting? No.

I immediately decided that day that we would live here with this man. I hope my heart will not betray me. It's up to batman!

What happened in my son's life was shocking. Imagine, from rag to riches? But ‘I’m not in it, just the kid.

Jai was overjoyed when he had his own nursery room full of toys. They both went shopping and he bought everything Jai wanted. He spoiled the child.

He also hired maids as if we were newlyweds and ‘I shouldn’t get tired of the big mansion. Fate is playful. The person I try to avoid is deliberately approaching me nof my delicious pinch.