Chapter 35: Chapter 35
the day was fast approaching. And during these days a lot has happened. I can hardly go into detail.
Somehow, Jayar and I only met in the morning. At night, I don't go downstairs anymore. I was afraid of him despite my admiration. I’m afraid of falling forever and not being able to get up.
Jai and I don't go with them for breakfast either. I go straight to work and do’n eat at the canteen. Avoiding? Yes, this is what I did. That's right he called me a fool. That hurts for me.
Esan also did not know that we lived with Jayar. Maybe what he would think. Then I felt like Esan treated me differently. Back to the first Esan I met. Somehow I was happy and he didn’t have to be hard on me anymore.
Jayar, on the other hand, seems to ignore my presence with him. All he sees is the child. If anything, he is already committed to others. I’m really very illusory ever!
In the eyes of the servants, we were to marry a man. I want to laugh. I'm good at that thought but I'm just happy with it. They called me Ma'am but I didn't agree because they were older than me. Only Kiera, I’m okay there. I'm not disgusted yet.
I found out they were three brothers. I saw it in the big picture hanging on the marble wall in the library. Jayar was the second and Ermel the third. Ermel and the eldest look alike. They got that from their mother who is so beautiful in the picture. Jayar got the elegance and grace that their father possessed. They have the same eyes, very thick eyebrows but he inherited his lips from his mother.
That's why my friend didn't get married. Because the Montevidad family is just another influential and very rich. Even maybe souls, they can buy.
Maybe they are looking for a woman with high dignity. Your like they treasure. That's why his naughty brother was able to play with my friend. Damn that Ermel! If I could just retaliate, I would retaliate.
In a few weeks I'm here at home. I did not feel at peace. Ando’n your fear. I always dreamed that they would take Jai. I almost wanted to sit next to the kid in his room.
"Mommy why are you so early?" From behind me, Jai appeared.
I was already in the living room and hurried out to catch another bus leaving the Montevidad properties ahead. I'm going to work.
I turned to her and gave her a mom’s hug and kiss. “I'm going to work, huh? Be a good boy here. ”
"I think you're in a hurry." Si Jayar.
I didn't waste my time glancing at him. As usual, his face was stuck and formal again and covered in mud.
"Bye baby," I said goodbye and turned around when Jai held my hand. Astonished I looked at him.
“Where is Dad's good bye kiss? Kiss him. ”
I stumbled. Previously, this boy made me kiss Jayar. Now, who am I? Is that necessary? I haven’t had my first kiss in all my life. If he was my first kiss, I would agree. That is conditional, do not include my heart as well.
In my mind, Jayar was the one who pulled Jai closer to me. He was submissive. He really spoiled my son. The man is already in front of me. Eyes to eyes. I was surprised. I am only 5’4 in height but because of the two inches heeled shoes, I grew slightly. His gaze was emotionless. Except for me to be swallowed up by the force of my heartbeat that I was almost deafened by the force.
“Kiss! Kiss! Kiss! ” Jai's cheer clap accompanied it, as if we were both being silly.
This is really young! The awkwardness is getting too much. Even I am put in doubt.
"So long. "If you act like that, it's like you haven't been kissed yet," he promised.
I'm still being made to act, right? If only he knew the truth.
To my surprise, it was as if I had flown into nothingness when his lips quickly touched mine. Am I ... Am I dreaming? I can't stand where I am. I just stared at him in amazement. It was like I was hit and run on cloud nine. If there is cloud ten, that's fine.
Jai applauded and happily shouted: Mommy loves Daddy! Daddy loves Mommy!
"Acting like a virgin," sarcastically came out of his lips and turned away. I turned away and left as if everything was okay.
It seemed normal for him to do that to me. It was like a simple kiss and he didn't care! Lord! I cried out in delight and jumped and jumped! Jusmeyo! Jayar kissed me. But of course ‘I didn’t do that, all I did was turn around and go to work.
As I rode in the passenger jeep, I felt my lip. It was just a smack kiss but my whole world revolved. The strength of his charisma! I can’t deny it. I can't focus properly on work. I feel like I'm floating in the air and Chapter 7
The sun was moving fast. And during these days a lot has happened. I can hardly go into detail.
Somehow, Jayar and I only met in the morning. At night, I don't go downstairs anymore. I was afraid of him despite my admiration. I’m afraid of falling forever and not being able to get up.
Jai and I don't go with them for breakfast either. I go straight to work and do’n eat at the canteen. Avoiding? Yes, this is what I did. That's right he called me a fool. That hurts for me.
Esan also did not know that we lived with Jayar. Maybe what he would think. Then I felt like Esan treated me differently. Back to the first Esan I met. Somehow I was happy and he didn’t have to be hard on me anymore.
Jayar, on the other hand, seems to ignore my presence with him. All he sees is the child. If anything, he is already committed to others. I’m really very illusory ever!
In the eyes of the servants, we were to marry a man. I want to laugh. I'm good at that thought but I'm just happy with it. They called me Ma'am but I didn't agree because they were older than me. Only Kiera, I’m okay there. I'm not disgusted yet.
I found out they were three brothers. I saw it in the big picture hanging on the marble wall in the library. Jayar was the second and Ermel the third. Ermel and the eldest look alike. They got that from their mother who is so beautiful in the picture. Jayar got the elegance and grace that their father possessed. They have the same eyes, very thick eyebrows but he inherited his lips from his mother.
That's why my friend didn't get married. Because the Montevidad family is just another influential and very rich. Even maybe souls, they can buy.
Maybe they are looking for a woman with high dignity. Your like they treasure. That's why his naughty brother was able to play with my friend. Damn that Ermel! If I could just retaliate, I would retaliate.
In a few weeks I'm here at home. I did not feel at peace. Ando’n your fear. I always dreamed that they would take Jai. I almost wanted to sit next to the kid in his room.
"Mommy why are you so early?" From behind me, Jai appeared.
I was already in the living room and hurried out to catch another bus leaving the Montevidad properties ahead. I'm going to work.
I turned to her and gave her a mom’s hug and kiss. “I'm going to work, huh? Be a good boy here. ”
"I think you're in a hurry." Si Jayar.
I didn't waste my time glancing at him. As usual, his face was stuck and formal again and covered in mud.
"Bye baby," I said goodbye and turned around when Jai held my hand. Astonished I looked at him.
“Where is Dad's good bye kiss? Kiss him. ”
I stumbled. Previously, this boy made me kiss Jayar. Now, who am I? Is that necessary? I haven’t had my first kiss in all my life. If he was my first kiss, I would agree. That is conditional, do not include my heart as well.
In my mind, Jayar was the one who pulled Jai closer to me. He was submissive. He really spoiled my son. The man is already in front of me. Eyes to eyes. I was surprised. I am only 5’4 in height but because of the two inches heeled shoes, I grew slightly. His gaze was emotionless. Except for me to be swallowed up by the force of my heartbeat that I was almost deafened by the force.
“Kiss! Kiss! Kiss! ” Jai's cheer clap accompanied it, as if we were both being silly.
This is really young! The awkwardness is getting too much. Even I am put in doubt.
"So long. "If you act like that, it's like you haven't been kissed yet," he promised.
I'm still being made to act, right? If only he knew the truth.
To my surprise, it was as if I had flown into nothingness when his lips quickly touched mine. Am I ... Am I dreaming? I can't stand where I am. I just stared at him in amazement. It was like I was hit and run on cloud nine. If there is cloud ten, that's fine.
Jai applauded and happily shouted: Mommy loves Daddy! Daddy loves Mommy!
"Acting like a virgin," sarcastically came out of his lips and turned away. I turned away and left as if everything was okay.
It seemed normal for him to do that to me. It was like a simple kiss and he didn't care! Lord! I cried out in delight and jumped and jumped! Jusmeyo! Jayar kissed me. But of course ‘I didn’t do that, all I did was turn around and go to work.
As I rode in the passenger jeep, I felt my lip. It was just a smack kiss but my whole world revolved. The strength of his charisma! I can’t deny it. I can't focus properly on work. I feel like I'm floating in the air and g me and immediately went to Jai's room. I saw my son sleeping soundly. He hugged the big stuff toys sponge bob square pants. I approached where he was and kissed his forehead.
"Goodnight baby," I said softly and lay down next to him. A few moments later I was swallowed up by drowsiness and decided to sleep next to the child.
"YOUR not going to work anymore."
I was surprised the next day when I heard that term. I don’t know if I’ll laugh or get annoyed at his bad joke.
I didn't understand him. I continued to pace. I had to be early because we had a presentation together with the big clients to invest in the company. But I was even more shocked when he blocked the door.
He was in a business suit and carrying a briefcase. As usual, his face was still stuck and one of his hands was bruised.
I paused for a moment and glared at him. “If you’ll excuse me Mr. Montevidad, I'm late, ”I said softly.
But to my dismay, he just looked at me as if he didn't care. I don’t know what he wanted to point out that morning.
“You heard me. You are not going to work anymore. ”
I stumbled. Is what I heard correct? As for my profession, does he interfere?
"What?" I was shaken and passed him.
"Stop right now," he said.
Although I was afraid of him, I did not listen to him. What I did was run and quickly get on the bus. If he's joking, I don't like what he's joking about.
And in hindsight, I was delayed because of the heavy traffic. I was 10 minutes late for the presentation that day. Esan must have been looking for me.
I take a deep breath as I enter the conference room. But everything seemed to be in slow motion to me when my eyes first caught sight of Jayar's serious, formal and stubborn face.
I can't get over. She? Is he our big client today? How did that happen? Is that why he doesn't want to let me in now? Didn't it cross my mind that he could be our client.
“Let’s cancel it today, Mr. Fobres. But don’t worry, we’re going to sign the deal. ”
His scary and overly bossy voice wandered into those four corners. But more frightening of all, he was staring at me. He seemed to be implying that I was dead to him.
Esan's face reflected the pleasure even though he was wondering. They shook hands as if they were not bleeding. Then I didn’t know because Jayar grabbed me by the arm and pulled me out. Everyone looked at the two of us, especially my boss.
While I can't figure out why he did this to me. I was just submissive Until he took me out of the company.
"Let me go!" I finally managed to get my voice out as well. The strength of my heartbeat that almost made me deaf.
But as I expected, he did not leave me until he put me in his expensive car parked in the parking lot.
I don’t really know what’s running through this man’s mind. The tightness of his grip on me so when he released me, my arm marked red.
"Anything to say?" he asked stubbornly as he looked at me.
I have something to say but I don't think I can open my mouth now that I'm in the car. I just listen to the throbbing of my chest.
“Starting today, you will stay at home with Jai. No but’s and don’ts. I’ll take you home. ”
God! I was about to react but he quickly pulled the car over. I wasn’t wearing a seatbelt so I almost got hit in the front.
He has already taken away my heart, as well as my job? My mood twitched. He's overdoing it.
“This is my job Mr. Montevidad and my life is my job. You have no right to dictate to me what to do and everything I want because it is my life. How could you to manipulate my life! You are so bad! ” my breath caught after I shouted that at him while driving. I do not care. What dominates me these times is annoyance and anger.
"Do you live your job?" his voice seemed to be pointing at me.
"This is where my son raises us," I replied firmly.
"Then my suspicion is correct."
I was suddenly silent and nervous. I looked back and looked straight ahead. He seems to know something. My anger was gone, it was replaced by unforgivable fear.
"W-what do you mean?"
I heard him growl and I noticed that his fingers seemed to be playing on the steering wheel. "If you really love our son ..."
"—My son," I interrupted.
But he just glanced at me and raised the corner of his lip. "You are willing to give up everything for Jai."
I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow when I looked at him. “But it’s my profession! From any angle, that's not right. ”
“Maybe you are right. What if, I tell your son that I'm not his father and you're just kidding him? How does it sounds? Fair? ”
My heart sank and I stared at him with a deadly stare. He uses my son’s feelings. I can't really get why he's doing this to me. He's so bad! Right now, the boy and I are leaving his house.
I never spoke again. I just kept to myself the emerging annoyance I had. I thought he already knew something. Fortunately and nothing more. But that's all, as long as I'm alive he's interfering. I was stunned when we stopped at a mall. No noise he left me and he went inside.