Chapter 34: Chapter 34

One morning while in the office. Ashy is waiting for Paul. Today is the day of their fitting and it can't go wrong.

It's been a few hours, but he's still not coming. Ashy already felt annoyed. She couldn't stand it anymore and she called her boyfriend.

She did it several times, but no one answered his phone. She couldn't help but to be nervous.

She repeated it and finally someone answered.

"Hon, where are you? What time is it? We have an appointment, right? Now it's our fitting day. Where are you? Why haven't you come yet?" Annoyance was evident in her voice.

Who wouldn't be bored in such a situation? He doesn't seem to care what's going on in preparation for their wedding. He always gone. It was only right for him to give the money to be used by the one in-charges at the wedding. It's just fitting their clothes that he hasn't been able to come yet.

"What ??? You mean you're still in the office today? So does that mean that Storm didn't come? I have a meeting with Hon. I ordered him to come with you first. We're totally the same body, so he'll go first yorepresent me. " Paul's weak answer obviously saves words.

Ashy was especially bored. She wanted to be annoyed.

As for measuring what he would wear to their wedding, he left it to his brother. Again she will going to see him.

"Hon, as for the fitting, you still don't have time for it? Are we going to continue the wedding or not? It looks like you have no interest in it anymore. You always don't have te fpr it.. That's why Storm is here to take care of the office, isn't it? But why are you so busy now? " This question resonates with the boyfriend.

"Hon, that's why Storm is there to be my representative temporarily. We talked last night that he would go to the fitting first so that you could have someone with you. Just wait for him so you can go to the shop together. I'd love to hon but I really can't make it. Don't get upset. You have to get used to how busy I am. When we get married, I'll be able to make it up too. I'm busy with work. So please, just fix it and it's coming too. " That's all and he hung up the phone.

Ashy didn't do anything but hang up the phone. She just cried. Not because she can't be with Paul, but because of the fact that she can be with Storm again.

She feels that fate is playing tricks on her. Who else will be happy? The man you love so much, you can be with him in arranging your wedding, which is not for the two of you. How is she going to deal with it?

She just sighed and wiped the tears that were slowly dripping from her eyes.

After a while, she stood up from her seat.

She was about to leave the office when she met Storm smiling.

"Ready?" His question seemed to know very well that he was going somewhere.

She just looked at him.

"I can do it alone. I know you have a lot to do too. It's not your responsibility to take on the things your brother should be doing." The word she released is meaningful.

"Is it bad if I'm the one with you?"

"It's bad because I don't want to hurt you!" She answer to him then looked dark.

"I'm here to help,"

"I don't need any." She replied.

"Hmmm, Paul asked me a favor to accompany you to your appointment today. I have made a promise to my brother and I'm here to make it.It's okay, maybe I'll go with you first." He looked at her and pointed the way for them to get out.

Ashy has done nothing but follow him. It looks like he really has no plans to lose no matter what else she says. She just needs to focus on why they are together.

She had already opened the door of his car. She couldn't wait for Storm to open it for her.

As much as possible, she didn't want him to think that she liked the gestures he was making. She should not be overwhelmed by the goodness it shows.

"You're going a little far, aren't you? It's a good thing I woke up, because I lost track of where we were going. I'm sorry." He spoke because they had been silent before, even more than the deaf.

Ashy ignored it. She knew it was just making an excuse for her to speak as well.

"Are you hungry? Maybe you want us to eat first. It's nice to be able to eat. Do you want to? " Again, it questioned her.

"Storm, aren't you really quiet? Will you ask me everything you see? Can't there just be silence?" She stared at him to show annoyance.

"Am I noisy? I'm sorry, huh? Because I'm not used to driving and then not talking. Sometimes when I'm alone, I just sing. But because you're there, I asked. I don't know why you don't want to say it out loud. You never used to be like that. " he looked at her as if he was seeing the former Ashy. The Ashy that he is knew to all the time.

She just looked back at the road. It looks like she has no plans to speak.

They remained in that situation. Ashy's voice was never heard inside the car. She meant it so Storm wouldn't have a chance to talk to her.

They arrived at the venue after one-and-a-half hours. Ashy immediately went downstairs and went inside as if unaccompanied. She didn't even look at Storm.

Once inside, they started measuring. Only the inner is measured because it is forbidden to wear the gown. The marriage may not continue. She turned to where Storm was. She was just amazed to see how much the clothes Paul was going to wear fits in him.

She thought that she would be the only one to be with him, that she would be the only one to marry. But she was sad to think that it wasn't. She was sad because she knew that Paul would be her husband in a few months.

After the fitting, they decided to go home.

As before, Ashy was still silent.

"Will I take you to your house or will you still go through the office?" Storm later asked her.

"I'm going home. I'm tired too. I want to rest, "she replied sparingly, then turned her attention outside.

"Would you like to eat something, I'm asking you to eat first? Maybe you're hungry?"

"No, I'm going to eat at home. Stop being nice." The answer was to stop him.

"Is it a crime to be nice? Is it bad to be nice to you? Why is your blood so hot on me? " This question was then obvious.

"You shouldn't be asking me that Storm. You know what the reason is. I don't have to remind you." she looked at him as if it were ice that she wanted to melt.

"Which of the things I did made you angry? Was that me preventing you from marrying my brother? My visit to your house? Or was that... "

"Stop it! If anything happened to us, it was a big mistake. A mistake that shouldn't have happened and shouldn't have happen again!. " she insisted that she almost crashed the car.

"Why, do you expect that to happen again? If ever, I won't refuse. I always love making love with you." He was teasing her.

In the meantime, Ashy felt embarrassed. If she could just slap him, she would have done it. But she is afraid that she will harm him even more and they are in the car.

"Be a decent man, Storm. Don't bring up things that are long overdue. You'll be a man." She looked at him badly. She didn't know if it had any effect on him or not.

It just calmed down to stop the aguments between the two of them.

Later he spoke again.

"Excuse me, I mean Paul. He's just been too busy, so he can't accompany you to your appointments. It doesn't matter that I'm here while he's gone." He was serious in what he said and he only had the sincerity of what he said.

"I'm sorry if you're upset. After all, you supposed to be with your child now and he's with you. But where are you? You're here to take on things that you shouldn't be doing. I hope this is the last time we'll be together. I hope next time Paul will be with me. It's just awkward because we're getting married but you're the one who always with me. " Long words came out of her mouth. She also did not know where they came from. She herself was shocked.

After a while, they both fell silent.

"Ash, while we were on the shop, didn't you think, or even thought that we would get married? Did you ever not think that we would just be together again? That the fate of the two of us would change and so would be in the end? Because honestly, that's what I saw while wearing Paul's clothes. Whether I admit it or not, I know and I still love you. I've never lost you in my heart and mind. " It tries to find Ashy's hands but she avoids them.

"It doesn't matter what I thought. It doesn't matter what you thought. The important thing now is that we learn to forget each other because that's what it should be. Let's not let anyone else get hurt." She looked outside so he wouldn't see her tears dripping.

He has not responded yet. He just focuses on driving attention. After delivering her, he went home immediately. Ashy then thanked him for not prolonging their conversation. She just went to her room and cried and cried.