Chapter 31: Chapter 31

It remained standing while waiting for Storm's answer. After what happened to them, it seems that he was more courageous to harass her. Why did she give in and let it happen to them that day.

He just stared at her and seem to have no plans to speak.

"Aren't you going to talk? Why are you here? Don't you know or can't you think of anything else to do with your life and make me even more upset?" She explode to sit on the sofa.

"What should I do with you?" Its an emphatic and meaningful question to her.

"What? Why me? Why did the conversation goes to me again?" It's a simple surprise that is really disgusting.

"You asked me if I don't know anything else to do with my life, right? So I'm asking you, what should I do with you, coz you are my life." Smiling with his answer to her. Smile coming from her heart but she didn't show it.

Ashy wanted to feel the thrill of those times but she restrained herself. She shouldn't feel that way. She didn't know if she was serious with herself or if she was really just thinking about Paul.

"You stopped with your strategies Storm, it's not funny. So why are you here?" Its a question again.

"Is it wrong for me to visit my future sister-in-law?" he winked.

"You shouldn't be coming here, this is so embarrassing. Mom is here. What do you think are you doing?" She says poorly.

Yes and she has not yet told her mother the true relationship between Storm and Paul.

"I don't see a problem with your mom, you're the only one with a problem Ash. I don't know why." Eventually she caught sight of her. From head to toe.

Ashy already knows that the next thing he will criticize her wearing her tiny shorts. This was really one of the things Storm disliked when they were still in a relationship. He e hates to see Ashy wearing clothes that almost cover her whole soul, something Ashy admires in him. But now ahe will use that to annoy him.

"When did you learn to wear that? There's almost nothing to cover your body, can't you see? Is that the effect of your relationship with my sbrother?" Its weak but judgmental question from him.

"If it's anything I'm wearing right now it's because I'm comfortable with it. I'm just one here in our house. Paul has nothing to do with what I'm wearing right now. And most of all you don't have to care about it." Her annoyed answer then rolled her eyes.

"I'm not used to it. You changed, a lot maybe. You're not like that to wear clothes like the you are wearing right now. Also, you know I don't like that kind of clothes the most and you're a woman." He arranged his hair with his hand and then stared at her.

"There are things that change Storm. Changes are good if its for the better. Here I am now and whatever I was for a long time without you.. One more thing if you don't want me to wear this don't look." She glared at it with her eyes.

"Are you that insensitive Ash? Don't you feel, that until now I still love you. I still want you to be my wife and I want us to end up together." He opened his hands so that Ashy could clearly understand what he meant.

"You still love me? You still want me? Ohh maybe yes, you still want me. But the words you love me, it seems like it's hard to believe anymore Storm. It's like it's hard to digest. It's hard to squeeze into my brain. " her tearful answer to him.

"If you could only open my heart ...."

"I can't and I don't want to." It's a big deal in what he has to say.

Why would she do that. Another thing, for what else that they are talking things about theor past they both know that she is getting married. Why is it that when she is living well, then he will appear. What does he wanted to happen.

"Ash, I'm here for no arguments. I'm here to convince you not to marry my brother. I'm here to ask you to just back off. This is for your own sake believe me." Explanation of this.

"For my own sake? Maybe you mean is that for your own sake, or for the sake of your family's wealth. Maybe you think I'm going to used Paul so that's how you rejected me. Why Storm, is that how you really think of me? " she looked at him meaningfully.

She was also the first to regain her gaze because she could not bear to look at him and meet his pleading eyes.

"That's not the point Ash. Why would you enter into a relationship that you're not happy with. Why would you marry someone you don't love."

"So you love Girlie so you married her then. You don't love me so you chose to hurt me. You chose her because she's really the one you love. Yes, you don't have to make me look like with my stupidity Storm . I believed you, trusted but what happened? " she wiped the tears from her eyes.

"That's all you know Ash, but if you'll let me explain you'll understand why." His voice rose to almost be heard throughout the house.

"Whatever your explanation is, it doesn't matter to me now. Why,? can your explanation change everything that happened? Can your explanation bring back all the pain I felt? It won't ease any pain it caused me. So for what else, there is no reason Storm. And if that's what you're fighting for, please just be right. "

Out of resentment and remorse, Ashy just cried, as much as possible she didn't want to hear any more words from Storm. He even tried to hug her but she pushed him away.

"Ashy please, listen to me. Yes, the pain can't be reversed, are you the only one who was hurt? Me too, yes, the pain we felt can't be reversed and recovered. But it's not too late to start again." Its pleading.

They exchanged answers and they did not realize that they were already shouting.

"Get out!" Ashy scolded him.

Her mother heard that so she went to where they were.

"Are you fighting?" That's a good question.

"I'm leaving. Thank you for accepting me here." He kissed the lady on the forehead and then he finally went out the door.

Ashy was left with tears in her eyes. She wanted to stop but she couldn't. So she had no choice but to cry. Her mother let her release the pain she was feeling. She hugged her and then stroked her back.

"That's right, you'll cry to ease the pain. I know you've been carrying that pain in your heart for a long time." She felt the concern and understanding of a mother.

"I don't understand why mom, why he has to come back into my life. When I'm already at peace, when my life is fine. When I'm about to forget him, then he will show up." she sobbed in front of her mother.

"Why don't you listen to his explanation, why don't you ask him all the questions that are on your mind. You will better understand the events when you hear his explanations Ash. As long as your mind is closed, you will not either he will be understood. " Her mother's advice that then arranged her seating.

"It doesn't matter anymore mom. Because I'm getting married. I'm getting married to his sister." She admitted.

Her mother was stunned. She was shocked to hear what she just said.

"Marry his brother? What do you mean? That Paul and Storm are siblings?" Its question covered hermouth with her palms.

She cried at her mother's reaction.

"Yeah mom, that's why he's convincing me not to continue the marriage. How can I do that? How can I tell Paul that we have a past with his brother? When he finds out that he'll be hurt, he'll doubt me. I can't take that. I can't blame him for hurting me. " she replied to her mother then hugged her.

"Paul is a good boy. I see how much he loves you, I see how much he values ​​you. If you confess to him the truth I am confident that he will understand you. And I know that if you ask for your freedom, it will be granted. He will give it to you because he loves you. " Her momsaid positively.

"I will admit to him the truth that me and Storm used to be lover mom but to ask him to release me, I can't. In the years we have been in a relationship, he has done nothing but understand and respect me. I have never seen him angry with me. For me, I can't repay that with pain and frustration. If there's one person I don't want to hurt, it's Paul. " her answer then looked at the ceiling as if the answer to all her problems was upstairs.

The mother touched her shoulder,

"Only truth can set you free Ash. Truth will also give you real joy. Whatever you decide, I will support you." she kissed her on the forehead. Then left in the living room to think.