Chapter 55: Chapter 55

2 day's passed like that. Naina made Sameer realize his mistakes had a great effect on Sameer. He just hasn't realized his mistakes. He has also realized his responsibilities.

That Naina is not only his wife but also his responsibility. Like Naina, he should also take care of her little little needs. He should fulfill her unsaid wishes. What would bring a smile to her face? Now he wants to give her all the happiness she deserves.

Naina used to taunt him over things sometimes but also care for him too. After all, she loves her Kunwar Sa a lot.

Sameer now spends more and more time with Naina. He often asks her to come to his cabin with silly excuses. Naina also knows why he is doing that. Without saying anything she just pretend innocent instead. Cause she loves to spend time with him too.

Naina already knew everything about Sameer but now Sameer has come to know a lot about Naina through their chatting.

Naina likes to sing, enjoys reading novels, and loves gardening. And she likes the sea a lot.

People say relationships get better with time. Like theirs. Now their relationship gets better with time. And started getting stronger also. Now Sameer also started liking her. He's not sure about his feelings.

He doesn't know if it's love or likes. He likes her presence. He loves to spend time with her. He loves to bring a smile to her face by doing silly things. He loves the feeling be with her. But he wants to get sure that it's not just affection but love.

So he's taking some time to confess. As he still didn't earn her forgiveness. Then how can he confess his feelings to her?

But he doesn't know his wife has already forgiven him. She's just testing him now.

NAINA KUMARI

Weekend time. Today I and Sam are going to the library to buy a new book for both of us.

We both love to read romantic and Mysterious stories. Most of the time Sam bought the romantic novel. But I like to read mystery-type books, thriller books, and Vampire and werewolves stories. And sometimes I read supernatural books also.

"Not again, N. You're going to read another werewolf story?" Sameera whined looking at my book which I was holding.

"Look. The title 'The Alpha's Mysterious Luna' Doesn't it sounds interesting?" I asked her grinning ear to ear. And she smacked her forehead.

"You'll never gonna change." Shaking her head in irritation with my obsession with Werewolves.

We both were about to turn but got startled hearing someone's greeting from behind when we both looked at the sight from where the sound came and found Puneet Bhai Sa standing near a shelf. And beside him, a handsome person was also present with him.

"What're you doing here, Bhabi Sa?" Bhai Sa asked.

"Come to buy vegetables. Lots of fresh vegetables are available here. Do you want some for yourself?"

Sameera asked him with a lip tight smile. And Puneet bhai Sa glared at her.

"I'm talking with my bhabi sa, not you. I'll appreciate it if you don't poke your nose in our matter."

Puneet Bhai Sa and Sameera. Whenever they meet they start fighting like cats and dogs.

"Silent," Librarian spoke loudly glaring at us.

"Are you both satisfied after getting me scolded by the librarian? Then take your leave from here." I showed them the exit point.

"Why should we? We also come to buy books. Didn't come to show our handsome face."

Picking up any random book while reading something and looking at it he said.

"Kunwar Sa. I didn't know that Puneet bhai sa is so adept at reading that he can even read an upside-down book."

Suppressing my laugh I spoke and we trio burst into a guffaw. But stopped getting a death glare from the librarian.

"Aww. Bhai Sa. Don't get upset. We're just pulling your legs." Patting his shoulder I cooed him.

"Did you pay the bill?" Kunwar Sa asked me and I shake my head in no.

"Then let me do the payment for you."

Saying that he started going toward the counter to pay for the book.

"No, no. There's no need to pay. I can pay." He didn't listen to me and paid the bill.

"Hello, Sweetie. Is he your husband?" Mrs. Tripati asked me. Who is the librarian's wife?

I come here often but only with Sam. I'm their regular customer. she knows me very well. But she never saw me with him. That's why she asked me to confirm.

I looked at Kunwar Sa for his approval. And I think he got my hint so he replied behalf of me.

"Yes. She is my wife." Wrapping his arm around my shoulder he replied with a big smile.

"You both look adorable. Just a perfect match. May God always bless you with all happiness." She blessed us with a warm smile.

We both said goodbye to her and made our way to where Tom and Jerry were present.

"Are you both done? If yes then should we take our leave?" Kunwar Sa asked looking at both of them.

"Naina let's leave from here, I can't bear to see his face for a moment." Dragging me with her she makes me come out of the book shop.

"Sameer, you go with your friend. I will drop your wife home safely. Don't worry!!" Sameera takes his permission to take me with her. And Kunwar Sa gives her a nod as a sign of okay.

He left with Bhai Sa in his car and we drove off with her scooty.

"Kunwar Sa, I was thinking to invite Puneet bhai Sa and Sameera to our home?"

I told him my thought placing his coffee on the sofa table. He was lying on that reading a book which was my book.

"Why did you suddenly think of inviting them?" He asked sitting from the lying position.

"Nothing specific. After my arrival, Puneet bhai sa was never at home. He's not just your business partner or friend. He's just like your brother. So don't you think we should invite them for lunch or dinner? And Sameera is my only friend here. Like Bhai Sa, she's like my sister so I want to invite her also."

"Are you planning to have World War three at home?"

I laugh at his statement.

"Nothing like this will happen. Maybe after spending some time here some change will come between them."

I point out my suggestion.

He thinks for some time having his coffee. And then said, Okey. But on Sunday.

After having our dinner I went to clean my kitchen and he went to his room.

After cleaning I filled a jug with water and with that I made my way to his room.

His room's all lights were off and darkness convert it into a horrible place. I peeped inside only my head and then stepped inside with a water jug.

"Kunwar Sa." When I didn't find him I called out for him.

"Why are you here?" I heard his voice but couldn't find him. So I switched on the lights.

"Turn off the lights."

There he is sitting on the floor leaning on the bed. His face was hiding between his knees as he was hugging his knees close to him while crying. Yes! He was crying.

When I didn't turn off the lights he looks up and his gaze met mine.

His eyes turned red color and were swollen. Tear marks were there visible on his face.

"I said turn off the lights. Didn't you hear me?"

I instantly switched off the lights and went near him placing the jug on the bedside table. I also kneeled down next to him.

"What happened to you? Why're you crying like this? You were fine a while back."

He didn't meet his gaze with mine. Just kept crying hiding his face in his knees.

"If you cry like this, you will get sick. Tell me something, why are you crying? You have my swear, tell me what happened?"

This time he lift his head and met his gaze with mine. And it's hurt, to watch your loved ones in this state. It really hurts.

"The person I loved who I respected and cared for only kept me in deceit. And whom I should have respected, I reprimanded her." His voice became heavy from crying.

"I know what I have done is a crime. And there is no forgiveness in this world for my sins. That's why you haven't forgiven me yet." More tears made their way down from his eyes replacing the previous ones.

"Today in the morning, when that lady was asking you in the bookshop, what I'm to you, then you looked at me instead of answering her." He said in a choked voice.

"Why? Cause you were hesitant to disclose our relationship to others. As you are not sure about us. You are not sure enough whether you can introduce yourself as my wife or not." His cry turned into whimpers.

"It hurts. It hurts me a lot to see you in such trouble. I don't know why I couldn't see you earlier. why don't understand what is truth and what lies? I'm such an idiot."

He started to hit his head with his fist while crying.

"Kunwar Sa. Kunwar Sa, don't hurt yourself." I tried to hold his hand to stop him from hitting himself.

"I know, you'll never forgive me. You are treating me just like before. Like nothing happened. But I know that inside you are choking in pain. It is very difficult to bear the pain inside and look normal outside. And seeing you as normal makes me angrier at myself."

He again started hitting his head but this time I hold his hands in mine tightly.

"Don't hurt yourself like this. Give me some time." I told him.

"Okay. Why don't I have to wait my whole life, I'll do it for your apologies. I definitely will."

He said with his tear-filled eyes. And I wiped his tears with my hand.

"I hope, now you understood your mistakes. Kunwar Sa, you underestimated me beforehand because of my appearance. Kunwar Sa, you can't judge people by their appearance." I said in a calm voice.

"One thing always remember, before questioning others on their character,

One thing you should keep in mind is whether you know him/her well or not. If not then think hundred times before throwing questions at others."

Saying that I make him stand on his feet.

"Now go and get fresh. After that go to sleep."

"Can you.....Can you just stay here for today?" He requested me with a pleading face. His eyes were shining in the darkness with his tear-filled eyes. I couldn't able to deny looking at his face so I agreed.

He came back after washing his face. And I was waiting for him on the bed sitting on my side.

"Now sleep." Saying that I turned off the bed table light which I had turned on sometime before. I don't afraid of darkness but I don't like darkness either.

He lay down on his side and I on my side. I was facing the other side. But I know he was facing my back. That's why I didn't turn and closed my eyes. I don't know when I fall into the land of nod.