Chapter 15: Chapter 15

"Hey, I thought you're craving for a pizza?" I said as he parked his car in some café, he scrunched his nose as he shakes his head "I already change my mind, I'm not craving for pizza now." He said as he comb his hair using his left hand while the right hand was still on the steering wheel, he unbuckle his belt and goes outside of his car and so I followed him.

"But I want a pizza now and I'm already craving for it!" I said following him as we entered the cafe I've just realized that it was a book café, there's a lot of books in here and its more like a library more than a café to me, there's a few people here reading a book while taking a sip on their coffee and in my thoughts they are book lover like Greyson no wonder he goes in here.

"Later we'll going to have pizza." He said finding the perfect place for us to sit, we take a seat on the swing? Well the chair is more like a swing to me and the matt floor was an artificial grass its cute yet calming like were in the garden but literally not.

I sighed in giving up "Promise?" I ask him and he chuckle

"Promise." He sincerely said looking at me

"I'm going to order something in the counter what do you want?" He ask me and I just shrugged my shoulder "Whatever you want." I simply said to him while looking around in this place, I stood up and grab some books and sat again.

I read some of poetic book as I waited Greyson.

"What are you reading?" I tilt my head up and saw Greyson having a tray on his hand

"A poem." I said as I closed the book

"What's that?" I asked as he place the food on the table carefully and place the tray on the other table beside us

He sat in front of me and sighed deeply, "Well so... This is the original black tea for you and a coffee for me of course I know you're not drinking a coffee, and then this.." He paused as he place the 2 slice of cake in front of me "Its your favorite special black forest cake, don't you still like this? I remembered when Casey bought this for the very first time I and Val doesn't want it because its tasted like a crap to us but you're the only one not getting sick of this." He giggles while shaking his head remembering those memories, I look at him and he seems so happy.

"I don't know that you still remembered that time, that cake is good though." I said nodding my head at him

"Yeah, I know for you." He said shaking his head as he sip his coffee

"Anyway how did you know that there's a book café here?" I ask as I began to dig my black forest cake

"Well.. My friend Alex and I are always met here." He said and I nod at him

"Its kinda crazy to think that he's my manager /producer and almost an older brother to me, he helps me grow every time in his word of wisdom, he's the one who help me to express what I really feel in my own and we will turns it out to music, I'll go here just to be more poetic in my songs." He smiles as he speak, I didn't expect him to be open like this to me.

I still have many lots of things I didn't know about Greyson and he is to me too.

He sips again his coffee as he look at me straight to my eyes "How about you?" He ask furrowing his brows as he place down his cup

"Me? What about me?" I ask furrowing my brows too

"Mind if you share some stuffs? Come on we've never talk like this before." He said

"What do you want to know?" I ask

He shrugged his both shoulder "Anything?" He said, and I'm wondering if I'm on a REAL date right now and someone trying to get to know me very well, its like he's interested in me?! Do you guys know what I mean?!

"Well, I don't know what should I say to you, but I have a broken family as I can say. Because my Dad done something stupid to Mom, he cheated on my Mom with his officemate and we don't know it until his Mistress blurted it out in her own birthday, in my Mom's birthday..." I said as I shake my head from left to right, I don't know if I should continued it because that's very sensitive topic for me.

I see my own Mother can kill her self because of the damn depression she had before, and it kills me.

I don't want to talk about my family but here I am trying to open it to Greyson, what's the fucking hella wrong with me?

I tried to keep it a secret as long as I can.

"I'm sorry but I can't. Its just kinda upsetting when someone you looking up is disappointed you by the wrong decision he made, did you know what I mean?" I said as I sip my tea and place it after on the table, Greyson holds my right hand and squeeze it.

"Is it your Dad, who you're telling with? Are you mad at him? You know It's okay you don't need to open it about if you're not yet ready." He said as he intertwined our hand, I remain silent as I look to our hands.

"Let's go?" He said as he stood still holding each others hand

"Where are we going?" I ask but he didn't even bother to answer me back as he dragged me in the parking lot.

He opened the passenger seat for me, I don't know but I think my face is heating up. Why he acted like a gentleman now? Is it because he feels sorry of what he heard about my Family?

"Can you stop acting like a gentleman? It makes me vomit." I said rolling my eyes as Greyson hop in

His forehead creased as he look straight at me "What?" He said wetting his lips and chuckled, damn he so attractive when he did that thing.

"You're blushing." He said caused me to snap back to the reality, he start the engine and drove

"What's so funny?" I ask rolling my eyes on him

"You." He simply said as he laugh shortly, his eyes still focused on the road

"Why me?"

"Nothing, but I think I should act more like a man to you right now because I love to see you blushing over me and if I did that thing I'm wondering if you're going to have a crush on me." He smiles never fade in his face, my heart flutters as he said that.

As much as I want to, I don't want to fall in love with him without any assurances.

"Don't!" I said aggressively, his forehead creased while still smiling as his eyes still focused on the road "Why?" He ask

"Just don't!" I said

"Give me an acceptable answer then." He said still wearing his damn smile

"Its not that I don't want to fall in love with a woman's heart or let me say a 'Gay.' but...." I said shaking my head from left to right as I continued talking

"I'm sorry if I'm going straight to the point in this and it may offend you. But I want you to ask this, if I'm going to fall in love with you right now, right here, or sooner or later, I want to have any assurance like if I fall in love with you. Will you?.. Will you catch me? Or let me say will you love me back?" I asked him raising my voice a little and so do my brows too, while gesturing my hands a lot.

"Greyson will you?" I asked one more time before I turn my head to the right side looking through the window beside me instead.