Chapter 14: Chapter 14

It's fucking Sunday now, and I'm here being crazy because today is the fucking day that I and Greyson will hanging out, I'm excited well yeah a little bit but still in an awkward mode.

Duuuh he kissed me because I dare him that he cannot do it but damn that and this I don't know that he can.

"I can say you're in the middle yet very deep of thinking of something?" Valerie said smiling "Wanna share it with me?" She ask while staring at me while having a cheeky grin on her face, she always like that so I'm used to her.

"Ah well uhm it's nothing, I'm thinking about the sembreak and 'bout coming back home, you know?" I lied hoping she bought that and she nod as she stared back to the cup as she makes a coffee

"Are you going somewhere? Oh by the way I saw Greyson left early this morning." She said without looking at me as she poured the hot water on her cup and I don't know why but I feel my face heat up.

"W-why are you telling me that? Who cares if he left this morning?" I said shrugging my shoulder, she sip her coffee and put it down after as she looks straight to my eyes, her grey eyes is so pretty and her lashes is too curly and long like a doll.

Her eyes narrowing at me like she's studying me, I avoided her gaze. "Val you make me uncomfortable with that look." I said as I look around, but I can feel her eyes still on me.

What the heck?

"Well I'm sorry." She apologized as she took a bread and dip it to her coffee before she ate it, we remain silent for seconds until suddenly my thoughts haunt me again because of that kiss.

"Val." I call her name as she raised her both brows like 'What?'

"Can I ask you some question?" I ask and she just chuckle "Sure go ahead, what is it?" She giggles as she waits for my question to her, I wonder if should I tell to Val about the kiss but how?

I sighed deeply wondering how can I easily say that 'Val can you give me an advice because Greyson kiss me. Because I challenge him to do it and he did but after that, I don't know? I can't even forget that night because every time I close my eyes all I can see is him and I in his room and that fucking kissing scene! And I don't want to get my hopes up because he'll never be straight.' "Do you believe in signs?" Fuck this crap I can't tell her.

She laugh at my damn stupid question. "Seriously?" She cannot stop laughing at me "Yeah, I'm serious." I said rolling my eyes on her, and she stopped as she ask me again

"What kind of signs? Love signs?" She ask and I nod shyly, oh gosh this is so cringe.

"You know to be honest I do believe in signs." She said being serious now "But you should added it with a pray, love and patience." She added

"Try to go to church and ask some signs, like for example 'If someone who was wearing a white pants with a black shirt and he talks to you he's the one for you.' If God granted it, be thankful although those sign can misled you, but always remember true love will find you." She said as she put her cup on the sink and washed it

I giggles while shaking my head from left to right as I stood up, "I asked like a teenage girl, well never mind Val. But thank you." I said as I jogged upstairs and take a bath for almost 30 minutes, I wear my favorite navy blue T-shirt with have a 3 little bunny eating carrots on it and a pants.

Well I have no idea of where we going though, I'm just getting ready. I took my cellphone in the nightstand wondering if should I text him or not but I decided no to so I put my cellphone back to the night stand, wondering.

"If the sign was so fucking true, God please give me a hint if Greyson have a fucking chance to be straight, like a small minnie hint." I said like a crazy people who's talking to her own self.

I know that's not going to happen.

I lie myself on my bed and took a pillow beside me and put it on my face and scream it out.

"AAAARGGHHHH!!!" I screamed, boosting my stress.

"STOOOOP THINKINGGGG!!!!" I scream to the pillow, I was going to scream again when I noticed Greyson leaning his back against the door with his both hands on his pocket, his face doesn't know if he is going to laugh or not.

"Don't laugh!" I warned him as I point my index finger on him and he just chuckle

"I said don't!" I sternly said and he just look around and nod

"Have you eaten?"

"How long have you been there?" We both exchange our question to each other and we just chuckle

"You first." We both said

"No!" We exclaim as we both said it again, Greyson shakes his head as he wetted his lips using his tongue

"You first!" I said, this time I'm the first one to speak

"No lady's first." He said

"Well I already ate breakfast, how about you?" I ask, he shakes his head "Not yet, that's why I'm starving." He said holding his tummy

"What are you waiting for? Go eat now." I said to him but he shakes his head as I sit properly on my bed

"Then let's go?" He yank his head as he walks forward to me

"Huh?" I ask dumbfounded looking at him

"I said let's go." He repeated again

"To where?" I ask creasing my forehead

"Hmmm, I don't know yet but I love to have some pizza this lunch so let's go?" He said as he lift his left hand in front of me I took it and stood up.

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As we went downstairs, Valerie grinned when she saw us together her eyes sparkling and never leave in us.

"Where are you both guys going?" She asked with a cheeky smile on her face

"Just strolling?" I said in almost a question tone

"We have a date today so mind if we go now?" Greyson said and my mouth dropped open, as he held my wrist and went outside.

I look back to Valerie and her eyes widen, I can say she was shocked too.

I'm still in shocked mode when he says that in front of Valerie, I don't want her to think that I'm really dating Greyson.

I'm dating our gay friend.

Inside his car I exploded my annoyance

"Why did you said that to Val?!" I hissed in frustration, what if she believed Greyson that we are really dating?

She will ask me a lot of question if ever like how, when, what the fuck just happened?!

And I don't want that.

"Why did you just said that we're dating?! What if she bought that crap?!" I said looking at him but he just ignored me and turn on the engine of his car

"Why you so defensive? Its a joke. She's not going to bought that, she knows that I'm gay." He simply said without even looking at me as he starts to drive.

Deep down in my thought I wish you're not gay.

"But you look so serious when you said that what if sh-"

"Then let it be." His eyes still focused on the road

"Huh what do you mean?" I ask furrowing my brows, I don't understand him.

"Why you so many have questions?" He ask back and I just rolled my eyes on him

"And why you just can't answer my questions though?"

"Because sometimes the truth will be better if we left it unsaid." He said, what does it mean?

I really don't understand him.