Chapter 42: Chapter 42

**Zion's POV**

My eyes feel like tearing our right now when she asks me that if she has any problem?

How can I say that?

How can I literally say that she is diseased?

"Miss Nancy, would you please take a seat first. We need to talk with you first," the doctor advises with the gentle voice and she sits right opposite to him sharing me a confused look.

I walk to her and pat her shoulder gently.

"Don't worry, dear I'm always right here by your side," I assure her and she sits quite calm but I know more than anyone that she is so much afraid right now.

The doctor explains all of her situation in front of her. She seems to be more shocked and worried when she listened to them.

"So, what is the solution? What can I do to treat it on time?" she asks with low and hopeless voice. Doctor has assured her that her disease will be alright and she will be healthy again but being a diseased itself is such a huge shock to everyone and when it comes to chronic one, it makes them weak all of a sudden.

"We are operating a surgery on you. Both of your breasts will be removed out of your body. This is called total Mastectomy meaning that you will lose both of your breast," he says.

I steer my head towards her face which is quite worried after that.

"You mean I won't have both of my breast with me? How's that possible? How can that be possible?" she tears down in front of all of them and stand up quickly from the desk and starts walking out from there.

She walks away with so much quick steps wiping away her tears towards the elevator.

"Nancy! Nancy!" I call her from behind but she doesn't tend to listen to me. I know she is hurt and she couldn't take this thing on her own.

But she should go through the surgery if she wants to live.

And I don't want her to leave the world right now. I can't tolerate a world without her. I have already lived the world without her for seven years and there was nothing so much lovely in it.

"Nancy, wait," I say as I grip her hands while she stands in front of the elevator waiting for it to open up.

She sobs with low sound but the pain is at the utmost level.

"Listen to me Nan! It's all going to be alright. You are going to be alright after this surgery. We can't just sit back and watch you going through all the pains. So, this is the only option Nan! Please," I say as I embrace her in my chest but she keeps on crying.

"How can this happen to me? Why me? Why of all people me? Why can't god see happiness in me? It had just been some days that I have had some happiness in my life. But right after that, why should this happen?" she sobs and suddenly the elevator door opens wide.

"Anything wrong?" The person in the elevator asks and I gesture him with my hands moving it that there is nothing for him to worry about.

The elevator door closes but we stay like that for some minutes. I know she needs time, she needs time for all of this and I am going to wait for her whatever it takes.

I take her to the washroom to get refreshed. She returns back to the door and then she stands sternly over there.

"I won't do it. I won't just do it," she says and my mouth forms 'O' in shock.