Chapter 63: Chapter 63

<Azariah>

"Tangina! Azariah! I lost my license,” Heidi cried to me from the phone.

He is in jail and Keith has charged him with violating his profession.

I feel so stressed.

"I lost my license," he cried.

"Heidi, listen. I will find a way for you to get out of there," I assured him.

"I'm inside the jail, Azaria! Your opponent has money! Where are you going to get money, huh!” He asked me while crying.

I pulled my hair out of annoyance.

I can't buy the law because Keith is more powerful than me.

“Argh!” I reacted frustrated.

It's fine if I'm the only one who gets praised. My stress and frustration doubled because Heidi was involved in my hobbies.

I couldn't convince Nick anymore because he already knew the truth but loved me, the problem was that he was not in his right mind.

"Lanvin is with Keith and I don't know where they are.

"Heidi..." I called out to her, my voice filled with despair.

I never knew Keith would meddle and find out everything. I never knew Lanvin had a meddlesome cousin. I made the wrong move. I thought Nick and I could start anew because I've started to love him—truly love him.

I tried to let go of my vengeance against him and start a relationship, but Keith messed it up.

"I don't know what decision to make," I said weakly to him.

"I can't help you anymore, Azaria. You promised me I wouldn't go to jail and if anything bad happens, you wouldn't let me lose my license," he said seriously.

I broke down in tears.

"The entire Lanvin family knows what I've done, Isabelle hates me so much," I cried to him.

"I'm so stressed, Heidi, I don't know what to do, I can't even think," I confessed to him.

I didn't know how to help Heidi because I couldn't even help myself.

I feared losing everything, losing the house, everything I've done. I killed my grandfather to get his money. I did it all for my father. I did the right thing.

Heidi ended the call.

I looked up and cried.

I checked my bank account balance. There's tiny left.

I held my stomach.

I have to fight for this baby.

I wasn't thinking straight anymore.

I have to go and run away.

I'll start over in another country and help Heidi get out of prison."

Nick's parents want me to be imprisoned for what I did to him, but Keith stopped them.

So many thoughts are flooding my mind, and I don't know how long it's been like this. I can't decide on the next step.

My mind is chaotic, and I'm scared.

Heidi is gone, and I've been exposed.

What if I beg them?

What if I plead with Lanvin's family for a second chance? I know Lanvin loves me. We had a relationship before, and I believe he's capable of loving me.

I couldn't control my thoughts anymore.

My chest tightens, and my fingers tremble because of my thoughts. They're consuming me.

I'm sorry, Lanvin, but I'll listen to my mind and follow my plan. We're even now. I've already sought revenge on you. It's not my fault if you're foolish.

I'll put an end to all of this.

My phone rang, and it was my dad calling.

I'll cherish all the memories we shared.

I won't harm our child, and I'll give them to you.

Heidi called me again, and I answered immediately.

"Keith was here," she began.

"I revealed your plan," she admitted.

I fell silent. I cried quietly while listening to Heidi.

"You need professional help, Azaria," she said seriously.

"You have to heal from your past trauma."

I sobbed as I listened to her.

"Lanvin is at the mental hospital. Keith was so mad at me," she said weakly.

"Let's call it quits, Azaria. I don't owe you or your family anything anymore. I've lost my license. I... I'm ending our relationship. I'll always be grateful for the kindness your family showed me... this is too much, Azaria."

Her words made me cry even harder. I couldn't speak because of my tears.

"Lanvin lost his sanity."

Her words hurt me deeply.

I didn't want Lanvin to lose his sanity.

"You have to heal yourself. Help yourself. Seek help."

I cried while listening to her.

"Forgive everyone who has done wrong to you," she said gently. From her voice, it sounded like she was crying too.

"You need help, Azaria," she repeated.

"Your mental state is getting worse."

I just cried and cried.

We stayed silent for a few minutes with no words spoken until Heidi ended the call.

I screamed amidst my tears and the chaos in my mind.

There are so many people I want revenge on. Maybe Heidi was right; I need to fix myself.

I look around.

I don't know where to start or how to stand on my own two feet.

I love Lanvin so much, and I don't know why I did those things to him.

I pull my hair and scream.

Why did I let my life fall apart like this?