Chapter 48: Chapter 48

~Aurelia Williams~

I looked at Inala in shock. is that really what i think?

"You are...?" I didn't say the word, but pointed to her abdomen.

"Pregnant? Yes.", she answered my question. I immediately hugged her happily and congratulated her.

"How? I mean since when? Since when do you know?" I babbled excitedly. "Does Costa know already?"

“No, Costa doesn't know yet. It's supposed to be a surprise, but I don't know how exactly to tell him. And to your other questions. I've known since the day before yesterday. We fathered it the night you left, assuming Arsen would be a father too. We didn't find out until the next morning that this wasn't the case." Inala said happily.

"That's right. You had a plan. Well looks like the next beta might be older than the next alpha." For a moment I thought about how it would be if I was pregnant and how happy Arsen would be to get the news. But I did didn't want to have children when she was 17. In a few years at most, maybe 22 or 23?

"We don't even know what's going to happen. Nevertheless, it's here now and I'm just so incredibly happy that it worked out."

"I have an idea of ​​how you could tell him," I excitedly began to share my idea. "Most people give an ultrasound or something, but what do you think of the idea of ​​giving him a puppy stuffed animal? He will." definitely have to think about it first."

"That's a great idea. And we could take the opportunity to go shopping together." Inala was just as excited as I was. Then I thought about it. I hadn't been in town for a long time. Arsen probably wouldn't let me go shopping at all.

"I don't think Arsenic will allow me to come."

"Then I'll talk to him.", Inala didn't let the joy take away and jumped in circles, still excited.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door and we both jumped. Inala's room was still a mess and if Costa walked in now he would put 1 and 1 together and then the surprise would be for naught.

"Aurelia? Are you in there?" I heard Arsen's voice. Man, couldn't this man get away from me for a minute?

I quickly ran to the door and Inala began to collect the catalogues. I opened the door a crack, like Inala earlier, so that Arsen couldn't see into the room.

"Yes?" I said innocently and got a confused expression from Arsen.

"What are you women doing in there?" he asked amused and at the same time curious. He wanted to push the door open a little further, but I knew him. I knew that as an alpha he always wanted to know everything. So I reacted faster and jumped through it door and immediately closed it again.

"Nothing," I replied, knowing Arsenic wouldn't buy that. So I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a fierce kiss.

Arsen replied immediately and pushed me against the wall next to the door. Not thinking about stopping, he pushed my dress up a little and slipped his hand under my skirt.

"Arsenic," I moaned into the kiss, wanting to push his hand away, but he took my moan as confirmation to continue.

He kissed from my mouth down my jaw. Then I felt his hand go into my panties and start circling my sensitive pearl. I immediately groaned again and rested my head in the crook of his neck. Then he started kissing my neck.

Arsenic continued to massage my core and I felt his teeth brush down the back of my neck. Never before has a man touched me like this and was allowed to touch my most intimate place. But it felt incredibly good. I want more...

"Fuck," Arsen growled in a voice so dark it gave me goosebumps. "You're so wet."

That's when I came to my senses and put my hands on him with all my might.

"Arsenic, stop it!" I yelled at him and he immediately let go of me. This really wasn't the best moment to sleep with him. I also didn't know if I was ready for it.

"Sorry." He looked at me in shock and I tried to hold back the tears, breathing faster than usual. The tears weren't from fear or joy. I was just a little overwhelmed with it all. It was all so new .

"FUCK!" he yelled, turning away from me. "I'm going for a run to calm myself down," he added before walking away from me.

Then I stood in the hallway, confused, straightening my dress. I liked the way Arsenic touched me, no question. He knew exactly where I liked it. But it was just too early for me. And here in the hallway was certainly not the right place. But why is he no longer in control? For the last few weeks he couldn't find an end to kissing in bed in the evening and if he did, it ended abruptly and he disappeared into the forest and only came back sometime at night. I wasn't worried that he would cheat on me. Still, I wondered what was going on with him.

With thousands of thoughts I went back to Inala's room.

Inala gave me an 'I know everything' look and grinned perversely. I really didn't want to explain myself to her and just picked up some of the catalogs from the floor and put them where Inala showed me.

But then I couldn't take it anymore. I had to talk to Inala. Know what arsenic's problem is lately. She knew more about werewolves. Maybe she could help me?

So after we got everything properly hidden, I started talking, "You know what's been up with arsenic lately?"

"No. How come?"

"Because he's acting weird. He is more tense and his patience is getting shorter and shorter. Also, we can't seem to kiss normally without him dragging me straight to his bed."

"Well...sounds like he's deprived of sex to me." Inala giggled.

"What?" I asked, completely dumbfounded. "That's why he doesn't always have to freak out. There are people who haven't had sex for years."

"Yes, but he's not human. He's a werewolf, and for us werewolves, sex is very important. Werewolves are 'sex maniacs', so to speak, and only have procreation on their mind. But you should be glad Arsenic is acting like this. That means he's really pulling himself together." Inala talked about the subject as if it were a perfectly normal thing. But the thought of having sex with arsenic made me blush.

I was embarrassed about the subject. Even back in school, where we learned how to put a condom on a banana in sex class, I was already blushing. Steven always laughed at me then.

For me, it wasn't a topic that people talked about openly. All I know about sex is from school. My parents never talked to me about it and my mother didn't have a chance to enlighten me.

I didn't reply to Inala's answer, but fell into an awkward silence. But Inala couldn't stop.

“Sex really isn't bad. I know you're still a virgin, but you don't need to be afraid. It just hurts a little at first. But it's worth it."

"Inala!" I snapped at her. She should finally stop with this topic!

"Don't be so uptight," she laughed. "Of course you should take your time until you're sure. After all, I don't want to put anything in your head that you're not ready for.", she talked to herself out again quickly. But I didn't really listen to her anymore. I finally got serious about not wanting to talk about the subject.

Yes, maybe I was uptight... But for some, including me, that's a big deal.