Chapter 29: Chapter 29

“See Reishan, Look at your son. He’s also like you… Fell in love with a cheap woman. Both of you don’t know how to value your family” She spoke as my dad looked down with an extremely sad face.

“So yes. I did it because I didn’t want you to become like your father. He loved the wrong woman and now you’re also doing the same thing. Both of you couldn’t choose the right woman to love” Grandma said with a sarcastic voice. I saw the way my father’s face changed and it made my heart hurt.

“Natasha and you will be a great couple, Ryan. Give her a chance and she will take care of Noel too” Grandma came to me with a smile.

“Julianna is the woman I like and she’s the mother of Noah so don’t mention other women in the future. I don’t give a fuck.. I’ll just kill everyone” I smirked at grandma and stepped back before she approached me.

“And the two women you just called cheap are my mom and my woman so grandma next time don’t let me hear that word again because you’re the only cheap I know” I spoke as I went upstairs. I grabbed a few clothes for Noel and me. Then I came downstairs.

“I’m leaving” With that, I left the house.

“Ryan come back here. Where are you going?” I heard Grandpa's voice but I didn’t care. I just went to the garage and got into one of my cars and left the house.

I went straight to my apartment. I just couldn’t ease my mind yet because I wanted to see Julianna as soon as possible but I decided to wait for her. She will never leave Noel without seeing him and she will definitely be at Noah’s grave tomorrow. I sighed and went into the apartment and saw Noel was eating noodles.

“Daddy..” He shouted as soon as he saw me.

“Eat baby. I’ll take a shower and come. Where’s uncle Chris?” I asked him as I placed our clothes bags on the sofa.

“He’s in the kitchen” I nodded at him and went into my room. I removed my clothes and went into the bathroom to take a shower. While I was having a shower I saw Julianna’s toothbrush and my heart tightened.

“Bloody HELL..” I shouted and punched on the wall. My hand became numb but it doesn't even matter because the pain and the numbness in my heart was something beyond every limit of pain. How did I miss those things? Shit. Noah’s death is totally my fault. Fuck.

At the same time, my mind was filled with Julianna’s cries. The way she cried and told me that I made her lose the most important things in her life. My tears came out as I remembered every word she told me while crying.

“Ryan Come out. It’s enough now.” I heard Chris’s voice. Shit… why can’t I forget their faces. Especially Noah… His smile… I could have saved him. Fuck… I turned off the shower and grabbed a towel to wipe my body then I came out of the bathroom as I wore a bathrobe.

“Daddy... I’m sleepy” Noel came and hugged my leg. I could clearly see that he was upset because of the things that happened. I sighed and picked him up.

“Let daddy wash you” I couldn’t even wash him or take care of him because of these shitty things.

“I washed him. Let him sleep now” Chris spoke while looking at Noel. I nodded at him and took him to sleep. I waited until Noel fell asleep and then went out of his room. Fuck.. My head hurts.

“Ryan… Julianna is in her old house” Chris spoke as I sat beside him on the sofa. I guessed it but I didn’t want to go and annoy her at this time. I just held myself back because I didn’t want her to hate me more.

“Mmmm” I nodded at him.

“Give me a cigarette,” I said Chris as I turned on the T.V

“Shit… No..” Chris shouted and stood up from the sofa. I looked up at him and smirked.

“Alright. I’ll take” With that, I grabbed him from his hand and took the cigarette box from his pocket.

“Fuck you, Ryan.” He cursed me and took off his shirt. I watched Chris and saw his face was strange and not like his normal funny one.

“What happened?” I asked him as he looked at me and sighed.

“Nothing” He shook his head and lit a cigarette and placed it between his lips. I took a puff of a cigarette and spoke again.

“Tell me” Suddenly he looked at me and lowered his eyes.

“A woman. Urghh… She’s annoying” I looked at Chris with surprise because this is the first time he’s talking about a woman like this. Annoying?

“Why? Couldn’t have sex with her?” I smirked at him and asked because I knew Chris’s hobby. Women threw themselves at him because of his looks and money.

“Yeah... She even hit me and threatened me. Fuck she even called me a gigolo” He sighed and took a deep puff of the cigarette. Puff I wanted to laugh because that woman was correct.

“So?” I asked him as I lit the second cigarette. I was smoking and I had never done it before. Shit. It’s great that I closed the door of Noel’s room. Urghh

“She’s gorgeous Ryan. She got long brown hair and hazel eyes. So cute” As soon as I heard his words I watched his face. Damn, he’s smiling like an idiot.

“I want her” His face suddenly became serious.

“For sex?” I asked him because I knew what he really wanted from a woman but this time he was completely different. He never described a woman like this.

“Fuck.. No... I want to make her mine” He let out a forceful laugh and said.

“Just like I want Julianna?” I asked him because Julianna was the first woman who moved my heart and made me fall in love with her.

“Yeah. Like that” He looked at me and smirked. I knew this guy would definitely make that woman his.

“Good luck. You’ll definitely have a few more slaps” I mocked him because I also suffered from a few slaps from my woman.

“Who cares… If I can make her mine I’ll let her hit me as much as she wants” Chris let out a perverted laugh and stood up.

“I’m gonna sleep.” With that, he went into the guest room and closed the door. Urgh…