Chapter 28: Chapter 28

“Chris... How am I going to find her now?” I have never felt this kind of helplessness. Fuck.. My mind keeps showing me Noah’s smile and Julianna’s smile. Shit…

“I don’t know man..” Urghh... I should find her. Shit.

“Maybe she will come to see Noel tomorrow. I don’t think she could forget her son’s birthday” Yeah, she loved Noel and she will definitely come to see him. Wait.. tomorrow is Noah’s death anniversary. She will definitely be there. I’ll get her back.

“I even called her a prostitute and hurt her. I fucking raped her” I found myself crying for the woman I hurt. My tears came out and I didn’t force them back. How am I going to face Noah after what I did to his sister? My heart shattered into pieces every time I remembered the way Noah congratulated me that day. If he knew that his sister was the one who gave birth to my child. Shit...

“Chris… Take Noel here. I don’t want to see that evil woman’s face now” It hurts to believe that my grandma caused the death of an innocent child. My mind was just empty and there are no words to describe the pain inside of my heart. I was just fucking lost. No... I should talk to grandma. Why do I have to stay away from her? She may be my grandma but she's a totally filthy woman.

“I’m going” With that, I got up from the chair to leave.

“Are you fucking kidding me? You can’t drive like this” I heard Chris’s shouts as he came after me.

“Ryan. Stop. Let me drive” Chris came and pushed me away as he got into the driver's seat. ‘

“Stay the fuck away Chris” I was furious at him because he was fucking annoying.

“No. Get in I’ll take you there” Without arguing with him I got into the car and he started to drive. After some time he stopped my car in the garden and I quickly got out of the car. My mind was filled with Noah and suddenly my blood started to boil because of anger.

“Chris come” I shouted as I entered the house. As soon as I entered the house the thing I saw made me even more furious.

“Daddy” Noel ran towards me with tear-filled eyes. I quickly picked him up and looked at the two women in front of me. Fucking bitch Natasha and that evil woman.

“What happened Noel?” Chris came into the house and took him from me and wiped his tears.

“I hate her. She forced me to call her mommy. She said daddy likes her” I looked at Noel who was looking at Natasha with furious eyes.

“Did you call her mommy?” I asked Noel as he shook his head.

“I have a mommy” I felt happy because my son is not accepting any woman other than his mommy.

“Yes, you have a mommy” I smirked at Natasha as her face went pale.

“Fuck off from my house. If you dare to show your fucking bitchy face in front of me again, trust me I’ll rip your head out of your body” I calmly said as her eyes filled with tears.

“Shut your mouth, Ryan. Natasha will be your wife. You dare to disrespect her?” Grandma stood up from the sofa as she shouted.

“What made you think that I would marry her grandma?” I asked with a sarcastic voice.

“You should marry her because I have already talked with her family” My blood again started to boil from anger.

“I don’t give a fuck about her family and I already have a woman so I will never marry this woman” I simply said as my grandma’s face turned pale. Then she suddenly looked up at me.

“You dare to shout at me because of that slut? Was it because she seduced you to sleep with her? I never expect this from you Ryan.” Slut? Ha… I’ll show you who is the slut here.

“Chris, take Noel to my apartment. I’ll come” I told Chris.

“But…” He was about to say something but I cut him off.

“I’ll come quickly” Chris nodded and left with Noel and I looked at grandma.

“What was that Ryan?” Grandma asked me as she looked in the direction Chris went.

“That was it” I smirked at her as she looked at me with disbelief.

“Okay. Now let’s talk about your wedding” I took a deep breath and looked at Natasha who was blushing. Disgusting bitch.

“There’s no wedding between me and her. Just give up” I simply spoke as I took a cigarette out and lit it.

“Why are you smoking in the house, Ryan? You never did it” I took a puff of a cigarette and looked at grandma and smiled.

“I didn't do it because Noel was in the house. Now he is not here and I don’t give a fuck about your health” As soon as I said that grandma slapped me but that slap couldn’t hurt me as Julianna did. Every time she slapped me it didn’t hit my face it felt like she was stabbing my heart.

“Shut your mouth Ryan” Grandma shouted at me and grandpa also came down.

“Where’s that money grandma?” I asked her as she looked at me with a questioning look.

“What money Ryan?” She asked me again and I let out a cold laugh.

“The money that Julianna returned” I smirked at her and watched her face turn pale.

“Wh...What? Julianna? Who?” As always, drama queen.

“Of course Noel’s mother” With that I looked at Natasha’s face and saw she was looking at me with an angry face. Puff.

“What are you talking about Ryan? Why are you shouting at your grandma?” Grandpa came and asked me.

“I’m not shouting grandpa. I was just hurt because of her evil schemes.” It really hurts every time I remember them. Noah and Julianna.

“Ryan… What’s wrong” I heard my dad’s voice as he entered the house. I looked at him and saw he was frowning at Natasha.

“Dad. You know I found what happened four years ago.” I smirked at grandma and spoke.

“What?” Dad looked at me with a confused face.

“Shut your mouth, Ryan. How dare you disrespect me in front of Natasha” Natasha quickly stood up and came to me as she hugged grandma’s hand. What a good woman.

“Don’t be angry at him grandma” Natasha spoke sweetly and hugged grandma while looking at me. Fake bitch.

“I won’t shut my fucking mouth. You’re an evil woman grandma. Do you think that I don’t know what you did behind my back? I found everything that you did to Julianna and her brother. Shameless woman” I shouted as grandma looked at me with disbelief eyes.

“Natasha. Fuck off from my house now before I could throw you out” I wanted to make that woman leave because I didn’t want her to find anything about Julianna.

“Never come here again” She looked at me with a strange face and grabbed her bag as she left the house.

“Ryan, how could you talk to your grandma in front of Natasha like that?” Grandpa frowned at me.

“Talk to her like that? Why don’t you ask her what she did to Noel’s mother?”

“You clearly lied to me about her grandma. You said it was her boyfriend and she didn’t pay money and let him die but what is the truth? You fucking didn’t give her money and let her brother die”

“She was waiting for me for a whole damn nine months and you didn’t let me see her” My tears came out as I spoke. She was waiting for me yet I couldn’t go to her.

“You clearly killed that little boy. Heartless woman. No wonder Julianna hated me that much. She even called me murder and heartless beast. Everything is because of you.”

“Didn’t your heart melt when she begged you to give her money for her brother’s surgery? Are you even a woman?”

“She gave birth to my fucking child because she wanted to save her brother not because she wanted money but you made her lose both of them.”

“Grandma I can’t believe the way you lied to me. You said she’s a prostitute and a cheap woman. Fuck.. Why did I believe you?”

“She even came and asked you to return her baby. I saw her that day and she was all wet because of the rain and she walked through the road like she lost everything but yet you FUCKING LIED TO ME. I FUCKING HATE YOU” With that, I kicked the huge flower vase on the floor. I watched grandma who was looking at me with horror-filled eyes.

“Tell me why did you do that?” I asked again with a low voice. Then she looked at my father and spoke.