Chapter 26: Chapter 26

“What? Did you tell that to Noel? Didn’t I ask you not to do it because Ryan doesn’t like that woman?” Grandpa looked at her with an angry face and asked. So grandpa also thinks what I think.

“I... I said because Ryan should marry her” Grandma looked at me and spoke. What the fuck? Why should I marry her?

“Why? Why should I marry her grandma? Is it because she’s a woman from a rich family?” I asked her as she looked at me with hate-filled eyes. I clearly knew that hatred was not aimed at me but someone else.

“I don’t want grandma. I don’t even like that woman so I’ll never marry her and Noel will never have a fake mother as I said to you before. Just please don’t tell those things to my son and make him upset because he also doesn’t like Natasha” I sighed and turned to leave.

“RYAN. Do you think that I don’t know you’re sleeping with that filthy bitch? You think I don’t know that you are keeping her in your apartment?” I froze as I heard what grandma just said and at the same time the fury took over me as I heard her call my woman filthy bitch.

“She’s not a filthy bitch. She’s my woman and she’s the mother of my son” I shouted back at her because of my anger.

“A woman who was with cheap family status? Are you looking down on Winston's family? How dare you, Ryan?” I should control myself if not I’ll just kill her here.

“She sold herself for money. Ryan, didn’t I tell you what kind of woman she is?” Grandma asked me.

“Yeah you told me but she’s just simply different from everything you said. I also thought she was a prostitute like you said but you were the wrong grandma she even hit me when I called her prostitute and threw money at her. All she wanted back was her son, not money” I spoke and watched grandma’s face. Her face turned pale as she looked at me. She clearly knew that woman is not a prostitute and yet she lied right? She was hiding something.

“What? Is it true Grace?” My grandpa asked her with an emotionless face and I left them there because I didn’t care about their problems.

Without going to my room I went to Noel’s room and lay on his bed. He was sleeping and so cute. His cheeks are like her but at the same time, Noel had similar cheeks to Noah. I sighed as I remembered Noah’s smile. I still couldn’t forget that smile and the way he congratulated me. Next week is his fourth death anniversary and I should visit him. It's a very hard thing for me because his death anniversary and Noel's birthday were on the same day. I sighed and closed my eyes to sleep but I couldn’t sleep because my mind was filled with her and the words she said that day. Her words haunted me for three weeks. I wanted to ask grandma why she didn’t let her see the baby she gave birth to for one last time. That was a cruel thing.

She even said I didn’t come to see her while she was carrying Noel. I wanted to see her but grandma was the one who stopped me. Shit. I could have gone to see her secretly. Suddenly my mind again reminded me of how she told me about what happened to her because she couldn’t give her milk Noel. I never knew, I just never knew she would suffer so much because of the baby she gave birth to. Her tears and her pain, I saw everything as she shouted at me. I knew she was venting her anger from me but I clearly deserved it because I was the man who caused those things. If I could find people who insulted her I would definitely kill them.

I should find out what happened to her and what my grandma is hiding but how? I don’t even know her name yet. Shit. I even forgot to ask. Urghh. She won’t tell me anything and I can’t ask her and hurt her more so I should find out. With that thought, I decided to sleep and I’m going to see her tomorrow. I won’t give a fuck about grandma.

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The next day I woke up and saw Noel was already up and looking at me. I knew he woke up early because he wanted to see his mommy.

“Daddy hurry up. Mommy is waiting” With that, he pulled me by my hand. Urghh… This kid can’t even move me yet keep pulling me.

“Okay. Let’s wash” With that, I got up and picked him up before going into the bathroom. After both of us were done with everything we came down for breakfast. As I sat down I picked Noel up and placed him on my lap.

“Where are you taking Noel?” I heard grandma’s annoying voice.

“Taking him to the office,” I told her because anyways she’s going to find where I’m taking him.

“There’s no need for you to take him to the office” She simply spoke while having her food.

“No. I like daddy and I want to stay with daddy today. He promised me” I looked at Noel who was already frowning at grandma. I wanted to laugh because this boy is also like me. Puff.

“Okay...” Grandma looked at Noel and said. After breakfast, I drove to my apartment with Noel. As we came into the apartment.

“Mommy. I’m here” Noel shouted and jumped up and down happily but he didn’t get any response.

“Mommy. You here?” With that, he ran towards the kitchen and asked. Where is she? Did she leave? My heart clenched as I thought about she’s leaving me and Noel. Then I remembered what grandma said. Did grandma tell her something? Fuck.. I went into the room we stayed in that day and checked. Shit… her things are not here. Only the clothes I bought for her are here. Why the fuck did she leave? Urghh. How am I supposed to find that woman now?

“Daddy. Is mommy gone?” I looked back at Noel who was looking at me with tear-filled eyes. Fuck.

“No… baby. Mommy will come. Let’s go to daddy’s office” With that, I picked him up and left the apartment. I drove to the office and went in with Noel. As soon as I entered the office I saw Natasha who was sitting on the sofa. What the fuck is this bitch doing here?

“Ryan… Here you’re” She stood up and came to me with a smile. Disgusting.

“Why are you here?” I asked her. She looked at me and smiled brightly.

“Grandma said that you brought Noel here so I came here. I wanted to spend time with him” haha. Did she think that Noel will like her and ask her to be his mother or did she think that she can use Noel to marry me?

“You don’t have to spend time with him. Just go. I’ll take care of him” I said as I walked and placed Noel on my chair.

“Noel. Don’t you want to be with aunty? I’ll make you chocolate cakes” Really? Did grandma tell her everything that Noel liked?

“No. I’m sorry but I don’t like you aunty Natasha. I only like mommy and I only like to eat what she makes for me” Noel said with an annoying look and I felt really happy because this child is helping me with these things.

“Daddy. I’m sleepy. Can you ask her to leave?” Noel looked up at me and spoke. I sighed and looked at Natasha who was looking at Noel while clenching her fists. This bitch clearly wants to use Noel to marry me and she doesn’t have a bit of love for Noel with her.

“You heard him. Leave now and never come back because grandma’s wish will never happen” I said coldly as she looked at me with an angry face. Then she just left the office room. You deserve it for trying to seduce a man who has a woman and a son. Bitch..

“Daddy mommy will come right?” Noel asked me again and I nodded. I will definitely find her no matter what. With that, Chris came in.

“Yo.. little demon king is here,” He said while walking towards Noel. Then he picked Noel up and kissed his forehead.

“What do you want to eat, little young master?” He asked as Noel giggled. Urghh. This man is always trying to feed my son with unhealthy food.

“Chris… Find aunty Jade. I want to know what happened four years ago” I said as he looked at me with a serious look. I remembered about aunty jade and she should know about everything that happened because she was the one who stayed with her during her pregnancy and aunty Jade just disappeared after the baby was born so that means she clearly knows something that I didn’t know.