Chapter 24: Chapter 24

“My baby boy is the best and mommy loves you the most” I kissed his forehead and washed him. After I washed him I wiped him and helped him to wear his clothes.

“Mommy. Your hair is wet because of me” I smiled at him because he paid attention to everything.

“It’s okay darling. Mommy will shower now” I picked him up and went out of the bathroom. As soon as I came into the room I saw Ryan who was sitting on the bed while resting his chin on his palm. I wanted to laugh because he’s also like a kid.

“Daddy see. Mommy washed me. Am I handsome?” Really? I kissed my son’s cheek and looked at Ryan who was smiling at his son.

“Yes, Handsome.” He said as he raised his arms to carry my son. I went to Ryan and gave my baby boy to him.

“I love you daddy” As soon as I placed my son in Ryan’s arms my boy shouted against his daddy’s ear. Damn…

“Don’t Noel….. You’re taking daddy’s ear to go numb” Ryan also shouted while covering his ear. Wait. Noel? Is that my baby’s name? I didn’t even know. My heart clenched as I heard that name. Why is it so similar to Noah? Again I remembered my brother and my eyes were covered with tears. I bit my lip hard because I wanted to force my tears back.

“I.. I’ll wash and come,” I spoke while looking down because I didn’t want them to see my tears. With that, I quickly went into the bathroom. As soon as I closed the door my tears came out. I cried because of the pain of losing my brother. Noah was just so small but I failed to protect him. I sighed and wiped my tears before showering.

I quickly showered and came out and saw Ryan who was watching me. Again he has already taken a shower and is wearing clothes. I looked away from him and wiped my hair. Then he stood up and came to me.

“Why did you cry?” He asked me while pulling me closer to him. I bit my lower lip because I didn’t want to answer.

“Tell me. Why did you cry?” He forced me to look at him and asked again. My eyes again became moist as I looked at him. Wasn’t it all because of him?

“I just remembered my little brother” I sighed and looked away from him.

“Then why did you cry?” Is he asking me why? Why he’s acting like he doesn’t know anything. I was really angry but I didn’t want to argue with him because he let me stay with my son so I can’t just make him angry again.

“Nothing. Let’s have breakfast” I took a deep breath and spoke. He looked at me for a while and nodded. As I came out of the room I saw a man who was cuddling my son. Why is a man here? I looked at him and took a few steps back because I didn’t want him to see me.

“Relax. He’s my dad” I heard Ryan’s voice behind me and I looked up at him. I quickly grabbed his hand and again went into the room.

“Does.. your grandmother know?” I asked him because I wanted to know. If she knew that I’m here she’ll definitely be furious.

“Know what?” Ryan asked me with a serious look and I shook my head.

“Don’t tell her that I’m staying with my son” I told him because I didn’t want that heartless woman to take my son away from me again. After all, Ryan is totally different from her and let me stay with my son but that woman will never…

“Why? What happened? What did she do to you?” He grabbed me from my shoulders and asked. What did she do to me? Doesn’t he know? What does she do to me?

“She…” Before I could say anything.

“Mommy” I heard my son’s voice and I wanted to go to him.

“Ryan.. I’ll prepare the breakfast” With that I left the room and saw my son who was waiting for me.

“I’m hungry mommy” He pouted while showing his little stomach and I smiled because of his action.

“Grandpa, She’s mommy. Like a fairy. Isn’t she?” Suddenly Noel shouted. Then I looked at Ryan’s father and saw he was smiling at me.

“Yes, like a fairy,” He said as he came to Noel and picked him up. I felt shy because of what he said. I looked at my son who was giggling against Ryan’s father’s body. I smiled at him and went

into the kitchen.

“Mommy, what happened to your neck?” While having breakfast Noel asked me and I knew what he was asking about. Shit. Why didn’t I cover my neck? I was wearing a bathrobe but I clearly hid the hickeys that Ryan made last night but unfortunately. Urghh….

“I.. Nothing” I forcefully laughed and looked at Ryan who was already looking at my neck while smirking. I looked away from him because his father was also there and I was so embarrassed.

“Did I bite you last night while sleeping mommy because I bite daddy while sleeping? Noel asked with a worried look and I felt sad. He clearly didn’t but I felt happy because of what he said. He should definitely bite that perverted daddy of him.

“Yeah, you bit her.” I looked at Ryan who had just spoken. What the hell? Did he make my child even more upset?

“Really? I’m so sorry mommy. You look so pretty and I won’t bite you again. Wake me up mommy if I bite you again” He spoke with a very low and sad voice. My heart hurt because of his sad voice. I looked at Ryan and saw he was smiling at me and Noel and I wanted to slap him again.

“Let mommy feed you, baby,” I said as he nodded and tried to get up from the chair. Ryan helped him to get down from the chair and Noel came to me with his food plate. I picked him up and made him sit on my lap.

“Mommy… you’re the best… so tasty. I like” As soon as I fed him the first spoon he giggled from happiness. I smiled and wiped the chocolate from his lips.

“Mommy. What do we call that word… mmmm it’s de…” Oh my god. This boy is so cute…

“Delicious…” I knew what he wanted to say. He nodded and looked up at me while showing me his chocolate-filled teeth.

“Mommy’s food is deli..curious,” He said while giggling.

“Not like daddy… He can’t make…” Pufft I laughed because of what my son said. Noel is just so cute, smiling and giggling.

“Didn’t you say I was the best after I made those for you?” Ryan asked him while raising his eyebrows.

“But I found mommy is the best but you were so good daddy,” He said with a worried look because he didn’t want to upset his daddy.

“Okay” Ryan smiled at him and said.

After breakfast, Ryan’s father went out of the house and said he’ll wait outside for Ryan. Actually, Ryan’s father was really gentle and a good man totally different from Ryan.

“I should take Noel back today. You will stay here okay? Don’t go anywhere. Just stay in this house. If I could I’ll bring Noel tonight” Ryan came to me and said. I could understand him but I just didn’t want to let go of him.

“Okay..” I nodded and smiled at him.

“Take care. I’ll let someone take your things and I’ll send clothes for you. Don’t go out” He spoke as he kissed my forehead. I nodded at him. Then he kissed my lips again I sighed and kissed him back as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

“Alright. I’m taking Noel with me now. Take care and you have everything in this house and don’t go out.” He again said to me and kissed my forehead. Then went out of the room and I followed him,

“Mommy. I’ll come again, wait for me and I love you so so so much” Noel ran towards me and hugged my leg while looking up at me. I picked him up and kissed his cheek.

“Alright baby. Mommy will wait for you and mommy loves you so much more. I kissed his forehead and put him down. Then Ryan Picked him up and smiled at me before going towards the elevator.

“Ryan take care.” I smiled and kissed his cheek. He nodded and left with my son. As soon as they left my whole world became empty again. Urghhh… Not only do I miss my son but also I miss his daddy. Urghh.