Chapter 62: Chapter 62

Ahana Pov

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It has been 1 month but I could not forget Sid. I love him a lot but at least he should realise his fault and maybe now he has realized it. Just some time more said then we will meet again but as long as I won't hurt you as much as you hurt me, I will not come with you. I cannot forgive you so soon...

I was lost in my own thoughts when my phone rang again, Sid's name was displayed on the screen. I put the phone on silent and stood near the window and then my eyes went towards the door. Sid was standing there. It was raining heavily and he was getting wet in the rain and was requesting the guard to let him in. I was just looking at Sid, he again called me on my mobile. I quickly picked up the phone from the table. I was just staring at the phone, fighting with myself to pick up his call or not and finally I decided to pick up his call.

"hello"

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There were tears in my eyes. After so long I was listening to his voice. I felt relieved to hear his voice. I only know how I was restraining myself from not talking to him for so long.

"Why have you come here?" I asked.

"Are you crying?" he asked instead of replying.

"What do you do with him? I told you clearly don't bother me then why do you call me? Why do you come here? Why? don't you understand I don't have any relation with you anymore? please stay away?" I frowned.

"It's raining so hard and I'm getting wet and I might fall ill so you picked up the call to send me out of here... right?" he asked.

I could not understand how to answer his question because he was right. I do not want him to get wet like this. He will fall ill.

"say Ahana"

"Nothing like this. i don't care about you"

"Ok fine.. So even if I stay here all night, you won't mind?" he asked.

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I didn't reply to his words.

"don't worry I will not force you by doing all this. Just come down once I want to see you. If you come down I will understand that you are angry but not away from me. We may be far from each other but still close. please come" he mumbled. My heart was pounding heavily after listening to him...

I hung up the phone and quickly went outside the house and then stood in front of him. It was raining heavily But it didn't matter to me or him.. we were just staring at each other. After so long we were in front of each other. I contemplated hugging him tightly but I didn't.

"I am going on a mission tomorrow.. I don't know when I will come back. I wanted to see you before I went. That's why I came... take care of yourself.. ok" he mumbled. I couldn't understand what to say.

"Don't be mad, Ahana, hugged him. Don't know when you will get to meet him again. Don't know when you will be able to see your Sid so closely.... wait... What am I thinking.. how can I forgive him so easily... no"

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even realise when he came close to me.

"Can I hug you?" he asked.

"huhh?"

Before I could say anything, he turned back and grabbed both his ears.

"I'm sorry lifeline.. please take care of Aarzoo until I come from the mission. She misses her Mumma a lot and I don't want her to be without her mom anymore. Only after your apology will I come here to take you forever. take care of yourself too... by lifeline and I love you" he mumbled and started taking his step back..

I was just watching him walk away from himself. I had tears in my eyes... I wanted to hug him tightly but how could I forgive him so easily.. No.. Sid left in his car and I was just watching him standing there. I Didn't know till when I stood there but when the rain had stopped. I was back in my room

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I had come out only after changing, that's when dad knocked the gate.

"Dad"

"meet him after a long time, '' he muttered.

"yaa I went and it's good I went because he is going on a mission tomorrow."

"Are you fine?" he asked.

"I'm not dad.. I'm not fine" I mumbled while sitting on bed. There were tears in my eyes. Dad also came and sat beside me. I hugged him and started weeping.

"I wanted to talk to him since morning but I'm restating myself and when he asked me to meet him. I'm not able to resist him so I went. That's when he told me that he is going on a mission. Don't know when he will come back and I will meet him again. After such a long time, we talk like this. I'll go crazy dad. I love him a lot Dad but how can I forget what he has done to me. He has cheated on me dad. How can I forgive him so easily? I can't... I can't forgive him so easily."

"But you also betrayed him, my princess," he mumbled. I broke the hug and looked at him.

"I have not told you anything till today because till now it was fine but now you are unnecessarily hurting both him and yourself." he muttered.

"I don't understand what are you trying to say, dad"

"He didn't tell you that he was an army man, but you also didn't even tell him the same thing that you're an army officer. I agree that he had falsely pretended to love you, but you have already punished him for that, then why this punishment? Why this outrage? It was your plan that Sid will take you away from the army people, then those terrorists themselves come to you, then how can Sid be wrong? in fact you had put your life in danger, he was protecting you. He fought with the world for you. He kept you safe even after being away from you, so why this anger?" He asked.

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Dad's every point was right and I was also understanding his points... Sid was right from the beginning, I have misunderstood him. He pretended to love me, then later he also made me realize how much he loves me. He repented for his mistake. Even if as a soldier he put my life at risk then he also protected me by putting poison on my clothes. Alexander himself could have died but still he forces me to shoot him quickly so that he will die by my hands. I kill him myself. I stood up quickly. Dad looked at me.

"I have to go to Sid.. before he goes on the mission, I have to tell him that I will wait for him so that we can get married soon" I mumbled.

There was a big smile on Dad's face. He took out the key from his pocket and passed me. I quickly took the key from him and ran downstairs and then got out of the car towards Sid's house. I was driving harshly. I just wanted to reach near him as soon as possible..

As soon as I came to Sid's house, I saw that he was keeping his belongings in the car. I quickly went up to him and hugged him from behind.

"Ahana" he mumbled without looking at me..

"I love you Sid.. I love you a lot" I confessed.. I could not see his face but I am sure he must have a big smile on his face this time. He removed my hand from his waist and turned towards me.

"Have you forgiven me?" He asked..

"I should apologize to you. I hurt you a lot. I'm sorry"

"No, Ahana" Sid hugged me tightly. I also hid my face in his chest... I missed this, I missed his fragrance and warmth of his body. I always feel safe with him. Both of us were just living in that moment when I started feeling uneasy again. I quickly turned away from Sid and went to the side. I suddenly started vomiting.

"lifeline" he called me... he came towards me and started moving his hand on my back. After a while, I felt ok. Sid quickly brought the waiter bottle from inside the house and then made me drink water with his hands.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

"I'm fine"

"Suddenly Vomiting?"

"I don't know, I felt like puking so I went aside and... I want to sit somewhere"

"yaa.." he mumbled.

He made me sit on the car seat and lovingly stroked my hair. I hugged him while sitting.

"Should I call the doctor?" he asked.

"No, only in the morning I went to the doctor. The report will also come by tomorrow. Feeling like this for a few days, vomiting and dizziness"

"Then why didn't you tell me?" he frowned.

"stupid.. did you forget that time I'm not talking to you"

"ohh.. sorry" he mumbled. I smiled at his cute apology.

We didn't say anything further, just hugged each other, we were feeling that moment. After a while, his phone rang.. we broke the hug and he took out his phone and went to the side to talk. I was just staring at him, I don't know why I started to feel for him more with each passing second. my love for him goes on increasing. He looked at me while talking on the phone. we both had eye contact, staring at each other we were smiling like a maniac. After a call cut, he came towards me and kissed my forehead. I hold his shirt tightly, because I know it's a time where he has to leave... a tear rolled down from my eyes.

He removed my hand from his shirt.

"lifeline I have to leave... don't forget you're an army officer." he muttered.

"So what? I'm a lover too.. at least give me some time" I scolded. He laughed.

"don't laugh"

"okay... okay.. I'm not laughing.... Don't know how long it will take for the mission to end. We hardly have any contact but we will get married as soon as I come and that's my army promise then we will spend a lot of time together. ok" he mumbled.

"ok"

"I have to leave Ahana" he muttered and lovingly wiped my tears.

"Please don't cry and thank you so much for coming today, I will now be fully focused on my mission."

"I love you," I confessed.

"I love you too" he mumbled and moved away.

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I got out of the car and stood up. He hugged me for the last time and then he sat inside the car then went for his destination. I was just standing there until his car disappeared. I had tears in my eyes but I wiped them and smiled. I turned and looked at the house. That's when my eyes went on Zoya who was standing on the door with a big smile. She came towards me and hugged me.

"I miss you so much," she mumbled, breaking the hug.

"same" I smiled back.

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We both went inside the house. I was peeking at the whole house. I came here after so many days. a smile appeared on my face, recalling all the moments we spent together.

"Mumma" I heard my princess voice and a big smile appeared on my face. I turned and found her holding my scarf. I remember the first time I met her at the same place and she was holding my scarf just like that. I quickly picked her up in my arms and kissed her lovingly on her forehead.

"My princess," I mumbled.

"mumma"

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I was sleeping with Arzoo in his room but suddenly I woke up... I was starting to feel restless. I went outside in the garden for fresh air and started remembering the moment which I spent with him in this garden. I was lost in my thoughts when Zoya came and sat beside me.

"you haven't slept yet?" she asked

"Doesn't feeling sleepy... you tell me"

"just went on periods" she mumbled.

"ohh" I muttered and realisation hit me..

"Fuck" I shouted.

"what?"

"I missed my periods from 2 months ago," I uttered.

"what?" this time she shouted. Now I could understand why I was feeling so dizzy... I remember the night when we made out.

"no... that's not possible... how can i be pregnant.. no.. what I'm thinking" I mumbled to myself but I said it so loudly that it was audible for Zoya.

"I have a kit.. do you want to confirm?" she asked.

"what? No"

"Are you sure?" she again asked me.. I didn't know what to answer. She grabbed my hand and took me to Aarzoo's room.

"you wait here I just got the kit" she muttered.

my heart was pounding loudly. I could not understand how I should handle this new news. How to react? I should be happy or else all this is happening so quickly and if the result is positive then I don't know how Sid will react..

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"Will he accept this?"

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