Chapter 49: Chapter 49

It’s been 17 hours I sit in here, staring at the clouds behind the plane shield. I could see Queens’s right below my whole soul right now. Timati and I leave the plane and walk to the international arrival gate, he brought me to the parking lot and drives me home. I sit naked next to him with a coat covering my tan body and bag in my hand. I reach my phone inside my bag and I found that I waste all of my phone energy in Phuket.

“Shit…” I mumble as I stare at the dead phone screen. Timati removes his sight from the road and stares at me “You a got problem?” He says. I groan “Ugh… yeah, my battery’s dead right now and I need to call my sister and tell her that I’ll be home soon” I say as I put the phone back in my bag. “Here... use my phone” He says as he gives me his phone. “Ah! Thanks” I say as I take the phone. I call Rosa twice before she picks up the phone.

“Damn, where are you! I’ll be home soon” I say as I point my sight to Timati and grin. “Maia? What the hell… are you fucking kidding me” Rosa says. “No, I’m not! Jeez…” I say as I lowering my voice. “What happened?” Rosa says. “I have no idea but I’ll explain later, see you soon” I say in a low voice. “Alright then, bye” Rosa hangs up the phone. I give the phone back to Timati and sit in silence after that. Where are you Lena… I missed you.

We arrive at my apartment and It’s almost 1 AM “Thanks Tim for taking care of me during the flight” I say as I close the BMW’s door. “Ahh… that’s my job” He says as he stares at me and smiles. I tell nothing and walk myself to the apartment “Fuck… so cold” I say as I crossing my arms and walk-in rush. Queens is pretty cold tonight… the lights shone me during my way, the white hotel coat warm my body and soul.

I pound the apartment door as I blow my hand and warm it “BANG BANG BANG!” The door sounds. Rosa opens the door as she yawns “Hoaff… Jeez! What the hell” She says as she raises her voice. I get into the apartment and lean my naked body on the couch. “Where're your fucking clothes?” Rosa says as she stares at me in confusion. “Jeez can you please let me clear my mind first?” I say in disgust as I rest my hand on my forehead and sigh.

Rosa leaves and walks to the kitchen… she brought me some snacks and a cup of coffee. She put the snacks on the table and gives me the coffee “Drink it, and clear your mind as well” Rosa says. “Thanks…” I say as I take the coffee from her. “So, how’s your 2 days tropical vacation?” Rosa says as she leans on the couch. “Fuck… that was great and was bad. What do you wanna know?” I say as I sip the coffee. “Umm… tell me the great one first” Rosa says.

“Well… I haven’t visited any places there unless the bar next to our hotel. I don’t even could feel the Thailand sun cause I back to USA before the sun is rising and naked” I say with a slight of annoyance in my voice. “Ughhh…” I groan as I exhale heavily. “Fuck me! That was my first time having a vacation to Asia and my fucking first shot-time vacation. All sucks…” I say as gaze to the ceiling. Rosa stares at me as she highly whooshing “Whooofff… that was… wow” She says.

“The point is… that wasn’t a vacation! That was the fucking long flight” I say as I remove my gaze from the ceiling and looking at Rosa. “Woww… I couldn’t even say anything” Rosa state as she shook her head. “That was bad…” I sigh. “I don’t even know where’s my girlfriend right now!” I say in a low voice as I rest myself on the couch. I get up from the couch in rush and I hit the table with my knee “Fuck…” I mumble as I reach over my phone inside my bag.

“What the hell happened to you!” Rosa says as she stares at me. “Fuck… I need to plug my phone” I say as I take the charger and plugging my phone. “Fuck… Come on!” I say in dismay. Rosa watched me from the couch as she sips the coffee. “Ughh… finally” I mumble as I stare at the phone screen. I unlock my phone and see that I got 4 missed calls from Lena and 2 messages from her, I open the messages in dismay and read the messages deep inside.

“Baby, have you arrived at home yet? I missed you! Hope you feel the same! Call me when you home X #Lena”

“Hey! You know… I sat with my friend right now at a small bar in Vegas, I ordered a Nutella cake as my dessert and it reminds me of you. Mmm… are your legs made of Nutella? Because I wanna spread them X #Lena”

I chuckle as I read Lena’s messages, she was the reason I’m happy tonight. My vacation was fucked up but it doesn’t matter as long I have Lena with me, everything just fine. I search her number on my phone and I call her. “Hey, baby! Thank God you finally called me…” Lena says through the phone as she exhales heavily. “Hey, honey! I just plug my phone as soon I got home” I say with a smile on my face as I breathe softly.

“Did you read my messages?” Lena says. “Yeah! I read them all and I’m not Nutella but I could be more” I chuckle. Lena chuckle and she made me miss her more “Mmm… can’t wait to taste that” She says in a low voice. I chuckle “So you’re in Vegas right now?” I say. “Mmm…hmm, I hate this place without you by my side” Lena says as she heavily sighs. “When did you come home?” I say in a low voice with a slight of grief in my voice.

“I just booked the last flight and I on my way to airport right now” Lena says. “W…what? Seriously?” I say as I highly raise my voice. “Yeah… and I’ll eat you after home” Lena chuckle. “Mmm… that’s the first thing you gonna do after home…?” I say in a low voice as a sweet smile comes through from my face. “You’re on my list of things to do after I got home” Lena says in a low voice. Her voice made me miss her more and cause me to shivers.

My breath gets heavy as I heard her voice “I miss you so much…” I say. Lena inhales deeply “I miss you more…” She says. I lowering my brow as I unplug the charger and walk towards the couch “Take care… and please come quickly” I say as I lean myself on the couch. “I will babe, no worry” Lena says. “Mmm… alright then, I’ll be waiting” I say as I heavily breathe. “Bye… See you soon” Lena says. “Bye…” I say as I hang up the phone.

“So what’s up?” Rosa says as she stares at me. “All cool! That was Lena, she’s in Vegas” I say as I sip the coffee. “I wonder what kind of business that she runs in Thailand? And why did you guys back in rush? Why not spend more time” Rosa says as she turns the TV on. “I have no answer for that… I wondering too” I say as I put the coffee at the table. I heavily sigh “You know… when I was there I felt strange…” I say as I lean myself on the couch.

“There’s a lot of Russian men there, I didn’t know that Lena had a connection to them and running such a weird fucking business” I say as I heavily sigh. Rosa raises an eyebrow and stares at me in silence. “What?” I say as I highly raise an eyebrow. “Did you think what I think?” Rosa says. “What do you mean?” I say in confusion. “Is that possible if Lena…” Rosa inhale. “If Lena brought the Thai girls and made them become prostitutes in Vegas or sell them all” Rosa says.

I highly raise my voice “What the fuck are you talking about! That’s none sense” I say. “Listen… She’s in Vegas right now. Why don’t she’s back here, why she comes to Vegas?” She says. Rosa's words had a point consider Lena in Vegas right now. And it causes me to overthink… “I’m cold and I’m so tired right now” I say as I get up from the couch. “Ahh… Alright! I’m about to sleep too, but I’ll make Ali’s milk first” Rosa she get up from the couch and walk towards the kitchen.

I leave the living room and walk to my room with a white coat that Lena gave to me at the hotel… I don’t even wear any panty or bra. I can’t imagine that I’m not wearing anything and sit 17 hours with strangers on a plane. “Ughh…” I mumble as I open the room door. I get into the room and plugging my phone. I take off the white coat and walk naked towards the bathroom. I clean myself and about to sleep, I wear my thick cozy pajama and lay on the bed.

“Uhhhhh…” I inhale deeply and clear my mind, tried to forget everything… The stars' light comes through the window, they accompanying my empty dead night soul without Lena by my side. Every time I saw Lena I felt like she’s the part of me, she’s the one that I choose to be with, she’s the one who fills my life, my day… and I don’t want to lose her, I want to spend my life with her. Be the one that she proud of… be the one she loves and I’ll make the most of every second with her, just me and her.