Chapter 16: Chapter 16
I’m flying high like a bird but my fluttering wings can’t keep you from pulling me down cause you make me can’t stop thinking about you. I fall to your love… over and over again. The dancing curtains accompanying the night, you and I cuddling together in the same room. The best night of my life, staring into your eyes… I can see the love in your beautiful eyes, hope you see the same in mine too. Your pretty eyes remind me of Venus… why... Cause I see love and beauty deep inside of it.
I can say that everything in you is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen in my life. I feel like I’m drowning when I’m looking deeply into your beautiful eyes. Silly me… Talking to myself in silence and staring at you next to me, smiling… my mouth corner was forming into a small but sweet smile. “Hey… why are you looking at me like that?” Lena notices me looking at her no blink. “Jeez…” I answer her. “You stare at me and smiles…I thought you were possessed” Lena laughs in a cuter way.
“Gosh… you scared me!” I say. Lena smiles and giggles “I like it when you stare at me like that” Lena gets closer to me and runs her fingers through my hair. “Hehe… do you?” I chuckle in rosy cheeks. “Mmm… yep” Lena stares at me and smiling. “I thought you like it” I get closer to her and stare into her eyes. “Mmm… yes…I like it when you staring at me like that…” Lena says in a slow breath and stroked my neck gently. I chuckle when my eyes keep looking at her.
Lena moves her body “You know… to be honest, you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen in earth” Lena says. “Ahhh! Please do not tease me like this” I say. “No…! I swear to God” She’s touching my cheek gently. “I gotta go” Lena says. “Where?” I say. “To my room babe…! We work at 8 tomorrow morning” She says. “Gosh… Why don’t you sleep here, with me” I say while running my fingers to her hair. “I really wanted to, but you know…I snore like a spacecraft” Lena chuckle.
“Mmm… that’s sound dirty and cute” I say. Lena gets closer to me and kisses me. “I love you so much Maia” She says. “I love you with all of my boobs Lena” I say. Lena kisses my forehead and leaves. Laying on my bed, my eyes looking at the ceiling, I overthink about how my mom and dad’s reaction if they found me dating a woman. “Goshhh…” I say in a small breath. I haven’t seen them in a couple of months then I surprise them with my romantic Sapphic relationship, I can’t imagine that day.
“Ugghhh… I can’t sleep” I squinted and rolled over to the bedside and reach my phone. Propping myself up on my elbows whilst lay on my bed, I staring the phone screen “Jeez… it’s 1 AM” I say. I leave my room and walking to Lena’s room, I knock the door… no answers. I open the door and I found she’s sleeping with paperwork next to her. “Oh my poor Lena working too hard” I say. I tidy up the paper and move them to the table.
“Baby you’re here” Lena awake. “Sorry for interrupting you babe” I say. “It’s okay honey” Lena reaches my hair. “I can’t sleep” I say. ”Come sleep with me” Lena covers me into the blanket. “Uhhh… finally” I say. Lena touches my hair gently and stares at me “What happened?” She says. “Mmm… nothing, I just thinking about my parents” I say. “Wow… tells me” Lena moves her body and reaches my shoulder. “Umm… I’m afraid if they not accept the version of the new me” I say.
“Like what?” Lena says. “Mmm… dating girls” I sigh. Lena chuckles and raises an eyebrow “They probably will accept you when they look at me” Lena says confidently. I raise my eyebrow and say “Wow you’re the most narcissist woman I’ve ever know Lena” Then I chuckle. “And the most narcissist woman you ever love” Lena gets closer to me. “Umm you’re so cute” I say. Lena stares at me then kisses me. I can feel her soft lips runs through my lips.
“You remind me of my aunty, you have the same real confidence to her and that’s why I love you” I say. Lena smiles while starring at me “Alright baby it’s too late, we have a lot of work tomorrow” Lena hugs me then she kisses my forehead. I stare at her and we sleep together, cuddling inside the blanket and the star’s light accompanying us. The alarm woke me up… I can hear the shower sounds come from the bathroom, stirring and scrunching my face.
I squinted and rolled over to the bedside, I get up and walk to the bathroom. I brush my teeth and watch my face in the mirror. “Baby you here” Lena yelling behind the shower curtain. “U..huh..” I say while brushing my teeth. “I work at the field today” Lena says. “Really?” I say. Lena wears her towel and comes to me. She hugs me from the back and says “Yeahh…” Then she puts her chin on my shoulder. I move my body… she’s right in front of me.
“You smell good” I say. Lena raises an eyebrow and says “Mmm… of course, I am” She pulls me closer and grabs my ass. “Damn…I need to clean myself now or we’ll late” I run to the shower and prepare myself. Lena shook her head and leaves me. I clean myself…hot soapy water ran down my back and disappeared down the drain. I rinse through my hair once more before getting out of the shower. I felt the water runs through my body… which comforts me.
I felt that all the burdens in my life disappeared. I turn off the shower and dry myself. I leave Lena’s room and walk to my room with a towel in my body. “Hey I thought you have bathroom in your room?” Rosa says, she’s about to walk downstairs while holding little Ali in her hand. “Ah… I slept at Lena’s room last night” I say. “Ahh… new bride” Rosa tease me. “Ahh… shut up” I chuckle. “Don’t ever follow your Sapphic aunty language dear” Rosa whispering little Alison.
I chuckle and kiss Ali’s cheek, little Ali smiling and giggling to me. “Hey pumpkin… you smiling” I say. “Yeah she loves smiling” Rosa leave and walk to downstairs. Meanwhile, I walk myself to my room, wear my clothes and prepare myself. I put the makeup on… I use rosy pink lipstick and clear lip gloss to make my lips shiny. I’m wearing a black coat and a short skirt above my knee. Lena comes to my room “Why are you dressing like that? Someone could stoles you from me” Lena hugs me from the back.
I turn back myself and put my hands on Lena’s shoulder “Umm… If they hit on me and I do the same… that’s mean I’m shallow” I say. “Um… alright then” Lena raises an eyebrow. We walk downstairs and have breakfast together like a family. Seeing Lena, Rosa and little Ali sit with me at the dining table together… makes me happy. Little Ali is getting bigger, she’s about to learn how to walk now and I can’t wait to watch her growing up.