Chapter 103: Chapter 103

LENA’S POINT OF VIEW

“You have to get the hell I out of here!” I shout to Dmitri, he visits me today. “Relax, Lena! I will” Dmitri responds, he tries to calm me down. “And you have to transfer me to A block before I get the hell out of here! These women got me insane. I can’t even sleep at night! There’s snore everywhere and throwing their foul gas out of their ass!” I exclaim. “I’m working on it Lena, I will fuck Egor and Sasha!” He exclaims in whispers.

“I swear to God, they will pay for everything they did to you!” He ends. “I’m not taking those drugs! I’m not carrying them with me!” I sigh, placing my hand on my head. “I know you’re not! But those drugs are inside your bag!” He responds. “I don’t fucking care. You have to get me out!” I shout, almost spit on him and I’m so pissed off. “Okay… I’ll call our lawyer soon” Dmitri sighs. “But it’s fucking dangerous for us!” He whispers.

“The cops will do some massive investigation to find out, but if you’re lucky and they find that you’re innocent, you’re not carrying those drugs, thank God you’re out and we’re good! But if they find out that you’re not carrying those drugs but they find the truth that you’re the dealer, you will trap in here forever, you’ll rot!” Dmitri states. “The good thing is you’re out, but the bad thing is all of us done! We’ll lock in maximum!” He says.

“We’re finished! If they find out about the business, we’re done, Lena!” He exclaims in whispers. “Fuck” I mumble as I keep listen to him. “You end! I end! And this fucking entire business end!” He says. “Let me tell you what our lawyer says…” He sighs. “You have to stay in here so that you avoid even harsher penalty, okay?” He ends. “Fuck!” I mumble. “I will find a way to get you out, but we have to do this carefully… so no one knows” He says.

“But I’m not an addict, not anymore!” I shout in whispers. “I know you’re not, but you’re here as the addict, not the dealer. Okay? Keep that in your mind, you’re the addict…” Dmitri responds. “Ughh…” I groan. “Your penalty is because you carried those drugs at the airport and you’re the addict in here. I’m going to figure out how to get you out of here and ask for another option” Dmitri says. “Yeah, j-just keep going…” I sigh.

“If I can’t get the hell out of this place for a moment, you have to cut me off from C block!” I shout. “O-okay…” Dmitri responds with heavy breaths. “You have to find a way to get the hell I out of there! No matter what” I end as I'm crossing my arms. “Yes, you will get transfer to A block soon, you have my word. And I will call our lawyer and ask him for another option, the good thing you might get transfer to rehab care” Dmitri says.

“So you don’t have to stay in prison, because you’re not the dealer…” Dmitri ends. “I better to stay in rehab care than have to stay in here with that woman” I respond. “W-which woman you’re talking about?” Dmitri asks with a raised brow, I got him confused. “Oh, Maia is here” I explain. “Holly shittttt!” Dmitri sighs. “Well, welcome to my life!” I hum, shrugging my shoulders.

Sitting on the prison seat, I was having a nice breakfast and minding my own business, reading a book with a cup of tea next to me. I’ve spent my last one month here, and I’m not socializing with people. I prefer to borrow some books at the library, read them on my bunk, and not messing around. I had a couple of friends in C block and one of them is my bunkmate, Adele. I’m not too close to them, I talked to them sometimes, but Adele is my new friend.

I eat my breakfast while reading a book that morning before I saw Maia sits not far from me with a couple of people, she was having breakfast with people that I don’t know. “Oh, fuck!” I mumble spitting my breakfast out. “Are you okay, Mitchell?” Adele asks. “Yeah, yeah, I-I’m fine! I have to go” I reply in stutters and quickly up from my seat, leaving the cafeteria and my food on the table.

I chose to not dealing with my past and I’m hiding from Maia since I saw her that morning. I hated Maia so much and I don’t want to see her face anymore, I don’t want myself to get hurt again. But my destiny said otherwise, instead of hiding from Maia and stay away from her, I met her this morning. To be honest, my love for her was greater than my hatred for her, I really want to slap her this morning because I love her, and I hate her.

“Shut your eyes, Mitchell! You look terrible last morning” Adele chuckles from her bunk, her bunk is next to my bunk and she literally teasing me. “Hehe… sorry, I cannot sleep. There’s something inside my brain and they cannot let me to sleep” I laugh softly, closing my book and placing the book on the side table. “What happened, Mitchell? Tell me?” Adele asks. “Hmm I have no idea” I sigh.

“By the way, I just saw your ex, the woman on that picture” Adele pointing her index finger to Maia’s picture on my prison side table. "I thought she’s from the A block and she had buddy in her room” Adele ends. “W-what? I thought the A block is a private room for one person” I respond. “Oh, great…” I scoff. How do I forget Maia, she cannot sleep at night if she didn’t have someone to keep her bed warm and fuck.

“Damn, Mitchell! You have to sleep! Your eye bags look like these guard maw!” Adele laughs in silence. “Oh, fuck you! How do I sleep? These women snored like UFO!” I state. “Well, you’re right hahaha. I live with them for over two years and now I got my ears damaged!” Adele laughs. “That’s the funniest joke I’ve ever heard, thanks Adele!” I chuckle. “You have to fresh yourself Mitchell, the bathroom is empty now”

“Go get some water! That will help you to relax. I swear you’ll sleep in peace after” Adele gives me advice. “Mmm right… thanks for the advice” I smile, grabbing my towel and my shower candy after. That morning was before 4 AM and no one ever waking up that early. People usually taking shower around 04:15 AM to 9 AM before the breakfast time starts. “Ughhh shit” I stretch my body on my way to the bathroom and yawn.

“Who's waking up this early?” I scoff as I get into the bathroom. There’s someone who taking a shower inside the cube and I have no idea who that was. I’m looking for my toothbrush inside my shower candy and about to take a shower after. But before that happens, I found that Maia calling me and standing next to me. I do really hate her and I do want to slap her this morning, but I chose to keep my mouth shut and ignore her, because I don’t want to talk to her, not now.

“Time’s up!” The officer says. “Ughh great!” I groan softly. “Okay, it’s good to see you” Dmitri up from his seat and hugs me, the visitation is done. “It’s good to see you too!” I hug him and groan. “I’m checking on your A cell now, you’ll be there soon!” Dmitri says. “Alright, thanks! I’ll be waiting” I respond. “Okay... I have to go” He caresses my arm and leaves. “Huh…” I heavily sigh and make my way out of the C block visitation room.

I make my way to my cell, but before I reach my cell, I passed the A block, the place that Maia live. “Huh, fuck… this is horrible” I sigh as I keep making my way into the A block. Adele and I will have a basketball competition with the A block team at 1 PM. She may be waiting for me for some exercise before the competition starts. But instead of meeting Adele at the court and do exercise, I went back to my cell and injured my fists, after I saw Maia in her cell.

“Ughh… ugh…” I punch the wall with my hands and it hurts me so much. “Ughh… ugh… ughhh” I keep punching the wall with my hands, my fists flushed red and the bones around my fingers were bleeding and injured. “Uggghhhhh… fuck” I snap, I’m losing all my energy and stop punching the wall. “Huh… huh… huh…” I heavily breathe, my breath trembling. “Uuuughhhhhhh!” I punch the wall once again with all my power, the wall starts to red because of my blood.

“Lena!” Adele comes, she quickly runs closer to me, there’s no one in here because all people gather at the basketball court or work. “Oh my God, Lena!” Adele grabs my hands and she’s looking at my fists. “Oh, God…” Adele quickly pulls me to her bunk. She’s grabbing a bottle of alcohol and pieces of cotton inside the drawer and cleans my wounds after. “Shhhh…” I’m whimpering in pain as I feel the alcohol touching my skin. Maia have to feel my pain, she have to pay for it.

“It happens if you’re dumb!” Adele shouts and she mad at me. She keeps cleaning my wounds and smears my hands with gel. “Shhhhh… stop it! It hurts” I’m whimpering in pain. “Shhhhh auchhhh! Ahhhh… ” I yelp. “This happens if you’re stupid enough to hurt yourself!” Adele snaps. When the first time I got here, Adele is the one who cares for me and she's always around me, after that we’re becoming friends till now.

“What happened, Lena? What made you like this?”