Chapter 51: Chapter 51

"I'm sorry, it's just that we saw themalone," says one of them with his particular accent.

"They aren't anymore, you can go," he orders them, the boys without wanting to have problems leave.

"Is this how you like to get revenge?" Listening to Loan, I can't keep quiet.

"May it be the first and last time that you imply something so low, if you hadn't interrupted you would have listened to what I was going to say, I don't need to be jealous to charge me for what they do to me, I think that was already clear to you," agitated by fury, I look at them wanting to put out their eyes.

"Nothing guarantees that you were going to tell them to leave," Kahin questions me and with a crazy laugh I look at him.

"I'm guaranteeing it, my word is worth much more than any assumption," I assure him.

"Please, don't make us look stupid, Marilí," Loan yells at me.

"Oh, oh, did you yell at me? Looks like you need two pairs of eggs, a pair that would rip you off and the others as spare parts." Loan steps back and glares at my friend.

"I told you, no men, no talking to them if I'm not there," he says to her. Seeing my friend with crystallized eyes fill me with anger, having taken the half finished piña colada, I throw it on the face of the fool.

"You are not going to treat her like that stupid, she talks to whoever she wants, be it a man or a woman and don't question me, think about it here, there are only two options, either I'm right or you're wrong, so fuck you and learn that in life one cannot be under the orders of two arrogant self centered controlling men, so since I am right, you are wrong, now get out of here and give us a little space." Loan looks at me with fury installed in his eyes.

"Hamann control your wife, I'm not about to have her yell at me in public." That makes me laugh again.

"And you can yell at us?" I yell louder, "well, my life welcome to the new era, we are in 2015 and here women are independent, intelligent and we can do many things in between yell at any idiot who deserves it."

Kahin who is pissed off by the show we do takes me by the arm and throws me on his shoulder, "I swear I love you, but when you get poisonous, you kill yourself, I don't like anyone looking at you, I don't like anyone talking to you, don't you understand?" He takes me to the hotel, when we get to the floor I undress before his eyes to take a shower, I don't want to argue anymore, "we're talking Marilí, I don't want you to go," he growls, losing control, I ignore him, I continue on my way, I am capable of saying something that would make us both feel bad, "damn Marilí."  His tone makes me shiver.

"You're not the only one annoyed here, it was you who spoke to those men," he turns me around and seeing his veins poke out, I know what comes next.

"You are my wife, you are mine and no one has the fucking right to look at you, speak to you or smile to you, your looks, your good deals, your words are only for me," his clenched fists are the trigger, soon he will start throwing it and hitting everything.

"I need you to calm down Kahin," I shout when I see him blow up the nightstand, "that's enough, I can't handle your anger problems, I can't when you make yourself impossible. Have you ever thought about what I felt when you looked at that woman?" He looks at me lost, anger has dominated him. "You're very possessive and that's not good," I look into his eyes, "you don't always have to react that way, I love that you take care of me, I love your jealousy, but when you take it to this level I just dislike it." He's getting closer to me.

"I can't control it, when it comes to you, everything surpasses me, don't you understand?" He tries to relax his voice but it is impossible for him, "I feel like not even the air can touch you," he caresses my cheek with the back of his hand and lowers it down my neck, "you are only mine, only I can have you, your body is mine, your heart is mine, your feelings are mine, all of you belong to me," I heard those words which is so typical of him, it makes me sigh and not like a lover.

"If I am yours then you are mine, this is for two Kahin, you cannot demand what you are not willing to give, if I am yours, you belong to me, your looks, your caresses, your heart, your thoughts, your damn fucking temper is just mine," we look at each other's eyes, "do you understand? You belong to me." Without saying anything, he kisses me desperately, takes me in his arms and imprisons me against the wall, his hands venture over my naked body, our skin burns with the sun and passion.

"I only belong to you, I am all yours," he whispers between my lips, "there is no other that can make me feel what you provoke in me."  I stroke his hair.

"Yelling at each other hurts us Kahin, I have never behaved so violently and look at me, I don't like this, we must stop doing it, your kisses soothe me."

"Sorry Sweet, I'm shit, I know I don't deserve you, but we are made for each other." Those words remind me of Malcolm.

"The giant, right?"  I smile.

"That son of a bitch reproaches me all he can," we laugh with fun, "go and shower, at 7:00 p.m. I must take you to a place, I want you to put on one of those hippie skirts that you like so much, I want your bare feet and your hair as always, loose."

I give him one last kiss, "it's barely 4 pm, do you want to shower with me?" I frown when I saw him deny.

"I have to do some things and ..."

"Kahin Hamann, if I see you on the beach looking at asses, you're going to unleash my fury and something else in me, so let me tell you, if you don't know how to control demons, don't unleash my hell." He laughs and it melts me with the sound.

"Easy Miss Cook, your man is a good boy, I promise I'll be busy with something else."  He puts me on the floor and kisses my forehead.

"Okay, Moreno, I'm going to relax, those courage that make me fuck will surpass me. Aren't you tired of me telling your truths to your face?" He shrugs and turns away from me.

"We are not used to a woman reacting like this to our behavior, usually we yell and they obey and lower their heads, don't look at me like that, that was before, I'm not with any of them anymore, I swear." I squint my eyes.

"Nor think that I forget about your secretary, one day I'll go to your work and I'm going to stop the train, it's just that thinking about it makes me upset," I grunt, "I hate her, I want you to fire her, it's not impossible that even Kahin has slept with her. I'm getting angry, I hate knowing that you've made so many women moan."

"Sweet you're getting mad, let's not talk about this, we'll do it later, okay?" I take a deep breath to calm myself, feeling calmer with the deep breath.

"All right, I'll go take a bath, you don't delay, you said that at 7:00 p.m we would see each other." He comes up to me again, takes his hand to my ass and presses it.

"I'll be around much sooner than you think," he kisses me and leaves.

Thinking of all that this man means to me, I wonder if I can bear his anger problems and his possessiveness,"but what am I thinking? I love that man like crazy," I laugh alone. The tub is ready, I go into the water and relax, I no longer need to sleep to forget, now I want to be awake and spend time with my brunette. My idiot friend comes to mind, I can't believe Loan treats Carla that way and she allows it, I'm tired of advising her to be tougher and she doesn't get it. Knowing that I have that vitality from before, that desire to live and eat the world makes me immensely happy, "I'm back!" I shout excitedly while laughing.