Chapter 31: Chapter 31

He sighs deeply, "it isn't, although I already told you that I didn't know what I felt for you, now I do know" he looks into my eyes with intensity, "I know you think that at my age I have already fallen in love but the truth is that it is not like that, I have never fall in love until a girl with a beautiful smile, huge, lively and blue eyes, with beautiful and extremely long hair and with a personality that drove me crazy, coupled with a wit that meant putting me to the test" I smile at what he says, "you drove me crazy from minute zero" every time more out of place and without knowing how to react I move away from him.

"I can not trust you" it's the only thing I can say to deny what he's telling me.

"Maybe it's the age difference that you're afraid of, I know I'm 16 years older and you don't trust that I've never fallen in love, but I swear, I'm telling the truth."

I frown, "age has nothing to do with it" I haven't told him yet about how he reacted while dreaming that time, it could be just a simple nightmare, but he needs to know why he's not always willing to sleep with me I ask, "would you sleep with me from now on?"

He visibly tense, "you know that I can not" he whispers and I frown, it's incredible that he doesn't explain why.

"I can not trust you" I repeat as the only answer, with my clothes in hand I pass him by the side to get dressed.

His confession has left me shocked, Kahin Hamann in love with me?  After behaving as he did? With my head in a mess I decide to go down to go to the dining room, at the foot of the stairs I stop in my tracks, there are a lot of people hurrying carrying things around and a gay shouting out orders."

"They're fixing things for your birthday" Kahin explained behind me, "happy birthday dear," he hugs me from behind and kisses me on the neck, I no longer allow him these demonstrations, but even what he told me has me absorbed. I take the box that he passes to me, when I open it I open my eyes wide.

"No, I can't accept something like that" I turn and look at him, he doesn't undo his hug, "Kahin ...they can kill me for wearing something like this."

He frowns, "you will wear it only when you're with me then," in my hands, there is a gold necklace and a huge diamond as I said, it is very similar to Pocahontas, he takes it in his hands and puts it on me, "it fits you perfectly," he smiles, "it's like Pocahontas," he looks me in the eye, "I will be like Yaraví, my love for you will be faithful and so loyal that I will not be able to love anyone else," he kiss my lips and like a fool I reciprocate, this is as little credible.

"Kahin," I whisper, pulling away from him, frownin, "I can't accept the gift and I can't take your word for it,"  I bring my hands to my neck to remove the garment, but he does not allow it.

"Okay, I'll keep trying, I'm never going to stop until all of you are mine," he caresses my cheek, "but with the necklace, you're going to stay and no more talk."

I bite my lip hard, should I listen to my mother?  Should I believe what he tells me? Totally confused and without saying anything else I rush to get away from him.

"Eh ... Skinny," my friend laugh, "come on, you must see how precious everything is," little attention I pay to my friend, "what happens?" She asks concerned.

"Na ... nothing ..." I whisper looking at her and trying to wake up.

"Wow ... What a beautiful necklace," she touches it, "did Kahin give it to you?" I purse my lips, okay what's wrong with you? And don't tell me nothing because I know you."

with my heart at a thousand beat an hour and with almost no breathing I gulp, "Kahin asked me to be his girlfriend," my friend's smile widens, "but I said no" the smile seem to be erased with a stroke of the pen.

"Are you stupid? Damn Marilí, you like that man as much as he like you,” she looks at me and narrows her eyes, "is it because of your mother?"  I look at her immediately, "is it because she constantly tells you to get away from him?" I frown, I hadn't thought about it and now that I do my friend may be right.

"Don't be silly, I just can't trust him" I counter my thoughts, "come on, show me what you're doing and please ... I don't want to talk about it anymore, okay?" My friend looks at me seriously and finally agrees.

When I leave the mansion, my friend guides me to the pool, where they will be giving the party, the decoration is beautiful, everything is neon, there are glasses with neon lights, the same glasses, there are bracelets and more.

"Didn't Kahin go overboard with all this?" I smile like a fool

"He knows you like bright, vibrant colors and here it is.  Look, I chose the piñata, Kahin almost killed me but he accepted it. The piñatas are of a naked man and woman," laugh at the sight of them, "but sweet is better" she guides me to one of the tables, and when I lift the lid of the box, it doesn't take long for me to laugh again, the cake is an ejaculating penis.

"Don't make up Carla," I look at her laughing, "how did Kahin accept something like that?"  She shrugs in amusement.

"He just wants to make you happy" she stops smiling, "how long will you fight to avoid that happiness he wants to give you?" I change the gesture once.

"Hey girls,"  Loan greets us coming to us, I look at him and smile.

"Hey silly," I return the hug.

"Happy lethal birthday," I laugh at how he tells me, "this party will be a blast. Ready to see Hamann grunt about everything and nothing?" I roll my eyes, it becomes impossible when there are many men where we are.

"I'll see how to contain it and you have to help me" he winks at me and taking advantage of the fact that he is greeting my friend I turn away from them, today I don't want to talk about Kahin Hamann aka 'I can do everything.'

***

The whole place is completely ready, the pool full of beach balls and balloons, the refrigerators with beers to the top, we have an improvised bar and a professional barman, as well as people who will attend us like Kings and Queens.

"Did you like how everything turned out or should I make someone lose their job?" Kahin asks with the gay boy next to us, I can see the poor man's face begging me to say yes. Smiling, I wink.

"I loved it, you should hire them for all the activities you do"  Kahin nods just as seriously.

"You did a good job then," he finally tells the boy who is clapping.

"I'm very glad you liked it, I'm Lonzo by the way" he holds out his hand.

"I'm Marilí" I wink at him and receive his hand.

"Good, Lonzo go and check that everything is alright," Kahin chasehim away and he leaves faster than he appeared.

"Kahin," I turn and hug him around the waist, "I didn't tell you before ... but my mother hates you even more than my father, who left her at 17, pregnant, alone and without a roof to live in," he frowns, "I'm telling you this so you can see the degree of her hatred for you, if she behaves in a rude and unfriendly way, have a little patience with her, can you do that for me?" I kiss his lips.

"I'll try not to send her to an asylum for hating me without knowing me" he smiles strangely "your father is an asshole," i did not smile.

"Hamann this is serious, you don't know my mother, the lady is crazy." He laughs.