Chapter 30: Chapter 30
"Mom you have come" I kiss her on her cheeks.
"I would never miss my daughter's birthday" she looks into my eyes lovingly, "you are the best that God and your useless father gave me in life, you are my strength and my pride" the tears are sliding down my cheeks, the alcohol is doing its job, although the truth is I am very sentimental, "I love you my life, with all my soul" she kisses me on the forehead and hugs me again, everyone applauds for the moving scene that my mother and I are giving.
"You are the best mother in the world" I smile and turn away from her, "come on mom, I'll ask for a non-alcoholic pina colada, I don't want you to drink anything alcohol yet" she growls, my mother loves partying, "Lenin a piña colada without alcohol for me mama please. My friend is at your command." Once my mother integrated, we continued with the laughs, the karaoke and the fun.
"Good night" I hear a thick voice that I know very well, when I look at him I smile.
"You came…" I throw myself into Malcolm's arms, he immediately hugs me. Malcolm, in addition to Kahin's driver, is the head of security.
"So this is the sick one that bought you, right?" My mother comes over and growls at Malcolm, smiling I hug my mother so she won't do anything to him.
"Mama, this is Malcolm, the sick man's driver," I wink at the man, "he is a good friend and the one who takes care of me whenever I go with the man. I can do everything." My mother relaxes a bit.
"Okay" she look at the giant in front of us, "tell your boss that when I meet him I'm going to knock him out" she turns around and leaves, Malcolm, as always when something makes him laugh, laughs, that scary black man is a love.
"Now I understand where you got that shitty character from" Malcolm said amusingly, poor Hamann, he looks at me seriously now, "we must go" he winks at me, "a lot of alcohol?" He asks naughty.
"Too much alcohol" I'm honest, Kahin screams to heaven today, "let me say goodbye to my friends and I'll go with you" he nods and leaves the place. "Guys ... I thank you all," my companions look at me, "thank you for this fantastic birthday that you have given me," I smile without stopping, "don't get used to my mother too much, eh? ... I forbid it!" They all laugh, "I loved it and although I want to stay until dawn, I can't, I must go" a cell phone rings, asking for forgivenes, Malcolm answers it, once he hang up the call I look at them even happier.
"Tomorrow we will have a party and we will be able to celebrate it until dawn, the coaster will be picking you up at 4:00 pm at the Via Argentina subway station" everyone claps and says goodbye to me in high spirits.
"Now that idiot lets you party?" I sigh, mom seriously hates Kahin.
"Mom please calm down, I want you to come to my party," I stagger 'Merda, sono cosí ubricao!" I smile and my mother frowns.
"I've let you drink like that because it's your birthday, but you know I don't like it" I blow her a little kiss and she finally smiles.
"Aunt Camilla, I'll take care of her," says my friend hugging me, "come on, say goodbye to your mother." I open my arms and having her between them I don't stop kissing her until she pulls me away from her, Mom just denies over and over again.
"Come on, take her or I am capable of going to that car, with that, I can do everything and make him pay for what he did to my daughter."
I laugh, I still haven't told her the name of the man who bought me, my friend helps me to go to the car, I just feel that the car starts to move and I fall asleep.
"Auussshhh" I whisper when I wake up, "my head" I complain about my hangover migraine.
"You and I have to talk" hearing his loud voice makes me complain more, I cover myself completely with the sheets, "I hate you getting drunk," he growls at me.
"What a vulgar sir," I whisper, "you can say drunk" I feel the sheet disappear, I look at him smiling.
"It's not a joke Marilí, I wanted to congratulate you on your birthday, you arrive here drunk and asleep, damn you have ruined everything"
I look at the room and it's decorated, I smile for it, "I'm glad I spoiled everything for you, so you don't get confused or think that we can be as intimate as before, now come on, get out of my room I want to continue sleeping" I turn my back to him, that single movement makes me regret the pain.
"When are you going to forgive me? When are you going to hear my explanation?" I turned
"Marilí, I didn't want to hurt you that time."
I raise my eyebrow, "what makes you think you hurt me? To do something like that you should care about how I feel things for you and I feel nothing for you, I don't even hate..." He countenance saddened a little, but he hides it well, "now get out of my room."
He frowns, "I want sex and you're going to give it to me," he lies on top of me and without realizing it, he is already deep inside me. I scream because of how abrupt and sudden it was,
"I'm thankful I left you naked" he starts to move like crazy, I try to remove him but he won't budge.
"Get off me Kahin, I feel bad," I say but he kisses me, immediately the hangover gives way to pleasure, "why are you like this with me?" I let out the tears, "why are you doing this to me?"
He stops and looks at me wildly, "fuck Marilí, don't do this to me" I didn't stop crying, rather I cried with more feelings that increases my headache, "stop crying" he growls, but I didn't, I feel him slip out of me.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Sweet, I shouldn't have done that and ..." Laughing, I get up and run to the bathroom to lock myself up, "damn Marilí!" I hear him scream. With the immense headache and the desire to vomit, I start laughing until the vomit interrupts me, I vomit everything I ate the night before.
As I wash up and get out of the bathroom, I see him in bed, I try not to laugh, "everything okay, Mr. Hamann?" I ask without looking at him, "you can use the bathroom to masturbate" I poke at him and soon I feel him behind me.
"I can not take this anymore," he turns me around and looks at me seriously but not upset, "I want everything to be as before, I want your pampering, your kisses, I want that tender smile that you sometimes give me, I don't just want your bad answers and your wit to screw me," he sighs and rests his forehead on mine, "Marilí I want everything with you." His words make me nervous, I immediately break contact with him and my heart reacts strangely.
"Don't talk nonsense Kahin, I already told you, I know you and I know that what you said is only to fuck and that's it" I turn my back to him to keep looking for my clothes.
I hear him groan, "Marilí I love you" hearing that leaves me froze, "have you heard me? I love you," not knowing what to do and holding back my urge to look at him, I keep searching for my clothes, "I want you to be mine," he whispers, "and I'm not just talking about your body, your orgasms and your moans, I want you to be my girl." This time I do look at him, "sweet I want you to be mine completely, I want your heart to be mine" my heart races in an impressive way.
"You don't know what you're saying, have you already forgotten what I am to you? You told me I'm just your fucking doll" I remind him of what he told me three months ago, he denies without stopping.
"You may think that everything I say is for my own good, but I swear it isn't like that this time," he comes closer to me and hugs me, "I have always been possessive of everything I touch even if I don't want to, but with you I take that possessiveness to a limit that I did not know" we looked at each other's eyes, "every time another man touches you, I lose control and go crazy," he huffs, "maybe I said those things to you in that damn hotel room in Playa Blanca, but I said it because I didn't know what was wrong with me. I'm sure it was what you provoked in me, I didn't know what the hell it was that my heart felt every time I was close to you" he smiles, "Marilí, you have come into my life and I don't know what the hell you have done with it" he caresses my cheek, "sweet I want you to be my partner."
Confused by everything you've confessed to me, I don't know what to think, "that may just be a whim Kahin, I can't trust you or your word."