Chapter 15: Chapter 15

A few minutes before, Marco came to my room after I was completely drunk when Lea left my room. I was remorseful but my ego was ahead of me and when I finally found myself being injust with Lea, something in my mind told me not to think like that. I love her, I love Lea more than myself and I think I can't ever get attached to another woman as I do with her. She brings lightness to my life, she is my life motivation one of the reasons for my strength, and just imagining she will have to leave me because of stupid lies, I can't spare that, It runs me mad.

All I want is her, is it so much to ask? I close the water from the shower room, tie a towel and get to my room. I put on jogging and a t-shirt then gets on my bed and look at the ceiling. I hate to feel like that about another man, especially when he is with my Leaticia, my princess! She is mine and I may be possessive or something like that but all I can say is that, am doing all this in the name of love, in the name of our love.

Someone knocks at the door, but am too lazy to get up. The person knocks again before I ask who is there. No one answers, I hate when I ask for something and I don't get it, who is that person who insists on getting me angry when I am not in a good mood.

I get up and open the door, then I see Allan in a wheelchair. What's the fuck is this? He is the last person I needed to see tonight, I don't know if I could retain myself not to punch him for him to get back to the hospital. Look at him with his angelic face, fuck him!

" What do you want?" I ask.

" Can I enter first?" He asks

" With him?" I ask addressing the man behind him holding his wheelchair.

He orders the man to wait for him, then he enters.

" For the second time, what do you want?"

" Talk to you about Lea."

" Oh, so she sent you."

" No need, I came by myself. I want to know why you are acting like that?"

" Do you think we are in a film here? What do you mean by acting? The only one acting here is you with all your lies. All you want is Lea to have pity for you and force her to get married to you. So congrats, you will have the prettiest girl ever met in this world. Now you can leave!"

" Are you always oblige to get angry like that? I mean am here to talk with you not to shout… you are free not to trust me, I believe you may trust me only when you will come to my burial. Anyway, I am just here to tell you not to act like a bully, I didn't ask anything from Lea, she is a big girl now and she takes any decisions she wants, and you are the only man she loves and you must support her in each decision she takes. You don't love her, because if it was the case then you would have respected her choice."

" Shut up! You can't even imagine the love I have for her. It has no limit. Have you heard? It has no end."

" Then prove to me I came here for something positive, prove to Lea you came here for her and don't let all this ruin your life. I trust destiny and I trust the fact that I would never get Lea even if she gets married to me cause the tears that she will get out from her eyes will ever be for you and never for me. Think about that!" He says turning his chair to the door.

" Why are you doing all this?"

" For her, for Lea cause she didn't hesitate to sacrifice her love for me so why should I get happiness if my best friend isn't happier." He says.

I get closer to the door and open it for him to get out.

" Thank you!"

" Just do the right thing."

I agree and let him go out. Well, I believe he's not as bad as I thought, all that he said was right, I am the worst guy ever. Do I love Lea? Or am I only obsessed with her? ...no I love her, am sure of that, and for it to be clear I must show her I can also make more effort for her. I remember when we were in South Africa, she made me make a promise never to make her cry but yet I haven't respected the promise. Am hopeless!

The next day, I am at the film set. Seems everything is alright, everyone is busy and the atmosphere seems lighter. The film set is done in a big house been rented for the scene to be done today. All I have in my head is Lea, Lea, Lea, all I need is to talk to her.

" Good morning Mr. Smith." Says Mr.Blaise before coming to me and greeting me with a handshake.

" Morning Mr. Blaise."

" So what are you doing here?"

" I can see everything runs well!"

" Of course, Lea and my son are there controlling everything, since they came, everything effectively runs well."

I can't resist! Every time I hear his name I feel irritated and worse when his name is associated with Lea's name. He may be good but I can't forget he is in love with my princess.

" Alright, am going to leave you, do you need something?" Mr. Blaise says.

" Nothing!... is alright!"

He agrees and greets me again before leaving. Far along, I can see Lea laughing and talking with Allan and the other actor and actress of the movie. All I want is to snatch her from his presence but I can't because I understand that I must do some effort for her. He is her friend and I admit he was with her when I wasn't, so if I want her to laugh as she does with him and even more, I have to make some efforts.

" Excuse me, sir, do you need something?" A girl asks.

"No is alright… no wait, can you please ask miss Nomsi to come and see me and tell her it is Mr. Blaise who is calling for her."

"Okay." She says turning to go but I hold her again.

" And please tell me, is there an office here?"

" Yes, just in front, the first door you will see."

I thank the girl and get to the first door some path in front of me and get it, then wait for my princess.

All I want is for us to start back if possible, all I want is her and no matter what it takes, am still prepare to wait for a little.

" Mr. Blaise you said you…" she says before entering and closing the door then realizing I am the one in the office." Derick?"

" I need to talk to you Leaticia."

" And I think we have nothing to say again."

I get from the chair in the office and go closer to her.

" You already said everything, but I am conscious of the fact that I shouted at you and told you to get out from my room without even trying to talk to you."

She has a sad face when hearing the way I treated her yesterday and turn to go but I hold her hand and turn her back to me. I could see goosebumps dressed on her skin and I am glad I make her feel such things again.

" Please Derick I have much work to do."

" And am sorry for the way I treated you, Lea. Just understand me, I have only one hurry, which is to get married to you cause I'm tired of waiting. I want you to be the mother of my children, to be mine forever, and not oblige to share you with someone. It drives me mad when I realize after all the effort I have made for you, it will be someone else profiting from the pleasure to be your husband. I never loved a girl like I do for you, never expected to do so many things for a girl as I do for you. But yet you are an exception, my exception… understand me, Lea, I wanted to be the first in your life."

" But you are the first Derick, you are the first I ever loved really, you are the first with whom I decided to give my dignity cause I trust you when you say you love me and I love you too." She said, taking my hand into hers. " All I want too is to be your wife, be the mother of your children and never separate again no matter what, and even if it is the case, I will never forget you. Destiny brought us back together and decided to challenge our love, now all we have to do is to prove we can love each other without hurting another."

" Am sorry I didn't trust Allan and am sorry I say all that about him."

" You have to apologize to him, not to me sweetheart." She says while caressing my cheek." I love you!"

" I love you too Lea."

We come closer to each other and do not hesitate to reduce the small space separating each other then kiss passionately. Her kisses are the only cure to my pains, to my errors, and to my bad behavior, no matter the seconds it takes, kissing her will never get me tired as well as making her lotta love. I think am crazy about this girl.

" What should we do now Derick? I mean with all this situation. "

" We just need to love more and more again."

I say it, kissing her again savagely, introducing my tongue to hers, and dancing on a melancholic path together. Today, I want her to feel as she used to feel with me in South Africa, feel her with pleasure and excitement all around. Let her ask for more and hear her scream of satisfaction.

I carry her and hold her waist then place her on the empty table while continuing kissing. She unbuttons my shirt and caresses my chest barely into kisses. Are we seriously doing it in an office? it sounds like a fantasy.

I get my hand under her skirt slowly while looking at her reaction who seems to be as innocent as ever waiting for what I may do, waiting to see what am searching under there. I get my other hand under her skirt and remove her pant slowly under her surprise but wanting regard.

" What do you want Mr. Smith?"

I don't answer and continue my activities while looking at her attentively. I finally got down her pant.

I slowly get one of my hands through her skirt once more, she puts one hand on my shoulder already knowing what I will do. I take up one finger and insert it in her slowly under her early scream. Seeing she loves the contact of my finger, I go further making sure not to hurt her.

" Tell me to stop if necessary!" I say whispering to her ears.

She shakes her head and I continue the valse am operating on her. Hearing her screams under my activities makes me sound powerful. I kiss her continuing dancing in her, I get my second finger into her to hear her more, I need to hear her scream, call my name, and asking me for more. I didn't care someone hear us all I wanted is to give her pleasure and that was the case.

I get out my fingers from her before we take our breath.

" Did we do that in an office?" She asks

" I guess."

We both chuckle before I get her down from the table. She takes my shirt on the floor and decides to make me wear it while leaving me a central kiss. I take her pant too, bend I make her wear it, I get it up to her slowly and arrange her skirt. She looks at me and smiles then decides to leave me to continue the film set.

" No, wait! I need a date after all this, don't you think?" I ask.

" Sure but where?"

" Let us say tonight to a restaurant at 8 pm I come and kidnap you."

"(Chuckles) alright, see you tonight."

She said before leaving me.

I will not leave you anymore Lea, cause for me too, you remain unforgettable.