Chapter 36: Chapter 36

Does this mean that if he disappears forever he will not be given the right to live again? What will happen to me? Could I be punished too? But no, why didn't he tell me? Why even though he already knew what would happen to him he was still able to love me?

"All right, we go on the other side." I just nodded at them and turned away. I was still tired in my chest because of the pain, every turn was fast and even my walking was heavy. Tears are welling up because of what I know. Why did he choose to do this? Why did he choose to hide? I thought I was the only one gambling on it, but he was betting more on this love.

I immediately went to the kitchen to get some water, after I drank the water I sat down and bowed. I just wanted to cry and cry but I knew nothing would happen even if I drowned in tears.

I know that destiny will not change. I hate you, Florence! I want to hit you now because you are hiding the truth.

"You can still change everything." I immediately stood up to the voice whispering to me.

"Get out of here, Quinn. Leave her, because no matter what you do you won't be able to find Renna." It speaks softly but is frightening.

"Valeria." I could barely speak her name.

"Because he's mine, Quinn!" I was still backing away when she approached. I looked behind me, realizing I was at the very end.

"That's not true, you just forced him to believe that you were the person he exchanged letters with then. You're deceitful, Valeria!" I reciprocated that even though I was scared I didn't notice. I heard its heavy breathing and the gradual blackening of its entire eyes. My eyes widened even more as black smoke came out surrounding its body.

"I'm telling you! D-don't come any closer." I immediately pointed to her the lotus pin Florence had given. My heart was beating fast and my grip on this pin was shaking, I could see her retreat and her gradual return to normal form as Chelsea.

"You even used an innocent body, even taking their souls. Are you really that desperate for love? Now I know why even Florence doubted if you were the woman she loved and talked to, because you're sick Valeria! " I shouted at her. My heart is burning with anger. She is behind the release of bad spirits to offer souls to her.

"You can't understand me, Quinn. You haven't experienced everything with me, no!" I even closed my eyes after the wind that came out of his mouth got stronger. I heard the shattering of things around me, I was even caught in my arm by a sharp object. I immediately looked at it, it was bleeding.

Se just stopped when she heard a few steps in, she immediately took a broken plate and cut her arm and acted hurt.

"What's going on here?" I looked at Florence, while Cora, Mona and Roly were behind him.

"Florence, h-help me." Pitying it and reluctantly approaching it. She even fell and was immediately caught by Florence.

"Shee tried to kill the owner of this body and take my soul with that sharp object." I immediately hid behind the lotus flower I am holding. I shudder to look at them. I could even see the concern on Florence's face when I saw the blood on my arm.

He would have come closer when Valeria suddenly fainted in front of him.

"Take her to her room first and I will treat her there." There was concern in Roly's voice, Florence even looked at me as if hesitating, but later he also lifted it away.

"Quinn." Cora and Mona immediately ran to help me.

"You have a lot of wounds." I looked at the rest of my body. Even my feet had wounds, probably because of the broken plates.

"We will help you back to your room," said Mona. I looked at the two of them and couldn't help but sigh.

"Are you all mad at me?" I sobbed the question.

"What are you saying? Why would we be angry with you?" Mona asked as she made me sit on the sofa on the side of my bed.

"Because of what I did to Valeria, she's your friend. How long have you been waiting for her to come back," I replied while wiping the tears from my cheeks.

"Honestly, since she came back she's always shown a different attitude. She's always hot tempered, she's always angry with anyone." I frowned at what Mona said as she folded my pants.

"She's probably the one who did it all, she's scary. She seems to have a strange power," Cora added. After that, Cora went out for a while to get an herbal medicine that would help my wound heal quickly. They have no medicine for it, but they say it is effective.

"How well do you know Valeria?" I arranged to sit down after I asked this.

"She was brought here then, she was only ten years old, Cora and Renna were together. But Valeria was too cursed, she had to get everything she wanted. She would do everything for what she wanted, but Renna and Cora were the most perfect who know her because they are always together," she replied. I was about to speak when the door suddenly opened.

"I've tasted it well," Cora said as she handed it to Mona. I even peeked at the contents of this bowl.

"Isn't that painful?" I hesitate to ask. It's just the first time I've been treated like this, because I usually use medicine.

"It's a little bit, but you can do it. I still remember Renna, I always heal her wound when she plays or gets hurt." Cora laughed as she seemed to remember the past.

"It's just because of Valeria, she always hurts Renna. Even when Sir Florence wasn't around," she added. I looked up at her as her face got a little annoyed.

"I'll put that on, huh?" I closed my eyes and nodded. I was so close to the backrest that the leaf came close to my skin. It was painful, but I had to be patient.

They were in the old way of treatment so I had to suffer. After that he put a cloth around it. After they healed my wound, I was able to breathe properly. Cora left while Mona went out to check Valeria.

"Poor you, even Valeria is hurting you. That woman is really overreacting." Disgusted Cora said as she sat next to me.

"Does she always really hurt Renna?" I adjusted my seat so that I could face her more.

"Yes, especially when she found out that Sir Florence seemed to prefer Renna. Because every time Renna says, sir Florence is really amazed. Maybe sir Florence was already wondering if Valeria was his letter exchange. If he only knew that Valeria was a thief and a claimant! Since before, Renna has been better. In embroidery, cooking and even praising her beauty. Renna is always the one who lifts her up so she's angry, she thinks everything is just about Renna's ally. So every time she gets annoyed, she hurts her , one day she even stepped on her hand just so she couldn't embroider. I wanted to hurt her but Renna didn't want to," she said.

If it was me, I might have kicked her, she was just too strong before and I didn't want to hurt Florence.

"It's too much, she even told me that we should love Valeria, because that's the attitude of people who lack of love. Maybe when she feels that many people love her, she will change, but nothing happened. She became even worse." I was still out of breath at what she said. I thought to myself, Renna is very understanding. How was she able to be kind to the person who was hurting her?

"And one more thing, I think Valeria really had something to do with Renna's disappearance. The two of them were together then and because she didn't want to find Renna again, she let it out. The problem is that she got hurt, so it took her a while to get back," she added. I frowned as I stared into the distance. But what if Valeria had something to do with it?

She wanted to be with Florence in their next life. Could it be that Valeria is also the one who poisoned them? Renna was the first to fall that day, so could she have been poisoned and touched her as well? But how? Looks like this is one I should answer. The answer to this question may relate to my other question. Be the answer to the question of my personality.