Chapter 32: Chapter 32

The moment we were inside the condo Diego lifted me and took me directly to his room. I didn’t have time to take in the room. I was dumped onto the bed and he was right on top of me. “This is the way I wanted to have you all night, Fio,” he said kissing me in my neck. “Diego this is the only way I want you to have me.” I added. He pulled off my blouse and exposed my breast instantly. You are beautiful Fio and took my breast into his mouth. My back arched as he sucked and licked my nipple. He did the same to my other breast. I grabbed his shirt and motioned to pull it off, he did as I instructed. His tongue was on my mouth now and we were tongue wresting as we got his shirt off. He pulled off my pants along with my panties I was already squirming with anticipation when he touched me there. I let out a moan. “Oh, Fio always so ready for me, you are extremely wet.” He said. I didn’t argue with it all I wanted was Diego inside me. He pulled off his pants and we were both naked waiting for the next thing to happen. “He fingered my clit, tugging so gently and circling it. I knew I was ready to come and he knew it too. My feet arched and released as I let out the awaited orgasm of the night. “I want you to trust me Fio” “Please don’t be upset with what I am about to do. I want to know if you want to do it.” He said. “What do you want to do Diego.” “Trust me if it’s too much, let me know.” He said. I was not sure if I wanted to try whatever Diego had in mind, but I knew I wanted him, so I decided to allow it to happen. “Okay, Diego I’ll try whatever you want. I’ll trust you.” I said. I just hoped that I had made the right decision. Diego went into his closet and pulled out a chest and some pillows. I sat up when I noticed that the pillows were u-shaped. I remember seeing a pregnancy magazine when I was in the doctor’s office and I came across those. “Are those pregnancy pillows?” I asked. He just smiled but didn’t say a word. He came over to me and placed the pillows on the bed. He went back into a chest and pulled out something shiny. I didn’t get a good look because he hid them from me. He looked around the room but he didn’t see what he needed. He took out a nice silk shirt of his. Okay was he going to get a dress for this I didn’t know what to think? Then I heard a rip. He was ripping his shirt sleeves. I was about to say something but I decided on remaining silent. He left quickly and returned with a glass of water and Advil tables in his hand. Drink this it’ll help with the hangover. I took them and drank them. I placed the glass on the end table. He went back to where he had his chest once he had everything he needed he brought the pile over to the bed. The first thing he pulled out was the handcuffs. I pulled myself back. He knew I would be uneasy about those. “You said you’d try.” He said looking at me. I didn't see anything in his eyes that meant he’d hurt me just his beautiful hazel eyes. I closed mine “I said I’d try.” “Fio, I want you to know that you will see a change in me. The way I speak to you and tell you what to do. I know you don’t like me doing that, but you are going to have to start getting used to it. I know you didn’t think I would spank you especially in front of people. “ I was about to say something but he put a finger over my lips. “Let me speak, Fio.” I remained silent. “Just so you’ll know I looked around before I did it. No one saw or got the wind of what I did. I knew you got upset and God Fio you did that crazy stunt of yours. I was afraid you’d fall and get yourself hurt worse yet on YouTube. I don’t know if you saw Love but everyone was recording you. I won’t be surprised that you are already uploaded it. Anyway, I don’t want you to hurt yourself because of what I do to you. You need to come to terms that I will be forceful and sometimes demanding. And yes you’ll hate me sometimes, but Fio you’ll always come back. You need me just like I need you. Now Fio do you want to do this or not?” He asked. Woo, I needed to take this in. I knew he wanted me to be submissive but could I possibly allow someone to scold, ridicule my self-esteem. Didn’t he know that I was barely coming out? Okay, Fio I said to myself you can do this. I know you can. I took a long breath and in and then I exhaled. I knew Diego was waiting to see whether I would or not. I kept my eyes on him. “Alright, Diego I’ll do what you ask of me.” He embraced me and then he felt my back. I didn’t know how bad it hurts now. The buzz from the alcohol had already dissipated and my body was already responding to many touches. I didn’t let him think it hurt by my body reacted to it. “Fio, let me see your cut.” He said. “No!” I said to him and sat down with my knees under me. “Fio this is not a request, I need to see it.” “Look, it got infected and red. Melba cleaned it up. I’ll go see the doctor on Monday.” I told him. “He didn’t look convince.” “Fio turns around,” he said. I didn’t do what he said. I hadn’t expected the assault, he grabbed my arms and flipped me down the bed, and was on top of me in an instant. I felt his hand near the area of my scratch. “If you touch it or try to take it off, I am out of here. And you can forget about ever thinking I could do this again.” I said to him. His hand lingered on my back and then he removed it. He didn’t say anything but left it alone. “Okay, Fio we are going to start. Remember what I said I will become more demanding and forceful with my voice and words. You will do what I say whether you like it or not.” He said with a more sinister voice. I nodded. “I need to hear it Fio.” “I understand,” I said with a bit uneasy. “I will not hurt you, this is not about pain but pleasurable pain. If you see you can’t take it, let me know.” He rose from me. I was about to move but his words stop me cold. “Don’t move, stay the way you are.” I didn’t move. I was hearing a different voice now something harsher and bitter and demanding. He grabbed the pillows and ordered me to lift my body. He placed them in front of me. “Move to place your belly on top of these and move upward to the bed. He said. I did as he said. “Now I want you to take a hold of one of the bed railings.” I hadn’t noticed his headboard was made with railings. I did what he said and held on to two of them. “Move a bit more up, push the pillows with your legs. I started to realize that he had a full view of my naked back and full exposure of my ass. I didn’t argue and did as I was told. I heard the cuffs. He cuffed my wrist to the bed railings. “Look at me, Fio,” he said as he was done. I did as he said. He looked at me for a minute and then touched my cheek. I didn’t know what he saw. He continued. He took one of my legs and began to tie it with something soft. I remembered that he had torn up a silk shirt of his. He spread my leg outward somewhat but kept my knee hitting the pillow. I began to think that this was such an awkward position but didn’t bother telling him that. He did the same to the other leg. Now I knew. I felt my ass higher up in the air. Oh, Shit I hadn’t thought about telling him I had never done anal and I wasn’t thinking of doing it today, but I wasn’t going to say anything. I hated to be scolded so I stayed with my mouth shut. “How does it feel Fio?” “Truth,” I said. “Yes” “ I don’t like being helpless.” He lowered his head to my ear and whispered. “It’s necessary, you’ll see.” He turned my head to face his and he kissed me. I just wanted to break apart and possibly spit on him, but I kept my ground. I decided then that Diego was going to see the true me. “I couldn’t see where he was. The tightness of my legs prevented and the handcuffed wrists prevented me from seeing. I heard him open the crate again but didn’t know what he took off. The next thing I felt was something soft being traced on my back. It felt like a feather. I squirmed when he went up and down. “Try not to move” When I couldn’t do what he said. I heard the voice I dreaded. “Don’t move ! or I’ll do something you won’t like.” So that was his game threat. I began to pull away at the handcuffs. “Don’t Fio.” He said. “What’s your safe word.” He asked. “Border!” I yelled. “Then use it but don’t hurt yourself.” I stayed quiet. I wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction. I tugged at my legs to see if there was any way I could escape the hold. “Fio last warning.” I didn’t listen. Then I felt it. It was so sudden. I cried out from the impact. The pain coursed through my buttock right to every nerve. His hand was solid, he didn’t hold back. He spanked me. The son of a bitch spanked me. I had never been spanked like that before. I was always a good girl, not even my mother would have done that to me. I felt my eyes well up with tears, but I maintain them from spilling over. “Now, Fio you will listen to me.” Oh, shit his voice was angrier than I had heard it. Is this what he meant that I wouldn’t want to be with him sometimes, because right now and then I wanted nothing to do with it, but I wasn’t going to give in. Marcos had often told me I was stubborn and my stubbornness was going to help me through this. So bring it on, Diego. I just didn’t say it out loud. I stopped squirming and just laid in the position he had me. I was going to take it and even if it hurt I wasn’t going to use my safeword. I knew how to hurt him back. “Answer me, Fiorella.” Oh, shit now he's using my whole name. “I understand Diego.” I said in a noncaring voice. He didn’t say anything else and continued with the feather. I held myself from squirming and he continued. I felt a sensation started to build in me. It was the most sensual thing he had ever had done to me. “How does it feel?” I didn’t want him to know I enjoyed it but was afraid of what he would do if I didn’t answer him. So I did. “It feels good.” That much was true. “Good, the other thing I will do might not feel good, but you will enjoy it Fio.” He said. Oh fuck, he was going to hit me with it, so I braced myself for the impact. And just as I knew he would he whipped the bottom of my buttock. I pulled my back in to soften the blow. It didn’t hurt as much as his hand so I felt that was okay. The next thing he did was used the feather part and trace it again to my buttock avoiding the scratch on my back. Then again he whipped me, after a couple of times he noticed that I had gotten the pattern so he changed tactics on me. He lingered the feather more than I would have wanted and wham it happened. I yelped at it. I wasn’t ready. “That’s better.” He said. So that was it, he wanted to hear me. What did that do to him probably just turn him on more? I didn’t even think that this was erotic but after a couple of more of his torturing, I found myself enjoying it and I knew then that I was extremely wet. I could feel my muscles down there begin to react and I knew exactly what I wanted I wanted Diego inside me. I don’t know how long he did this and then he did the unthinkable I don’t know how we must have looked and I didn’t want to think about it. I felt his tongue in my clit. I just could imagine. He had positioned himself under my awaiting cunt and began to lick, suck, tug and make me have an orgasm. I moaned loudly as I did. It was a relief. I held unto the railings. My legs tried desperately to move, but I just couldn’t the restraints were too tight. He kept at it again. I knew I couldn’t hold on anymore. My hands began to slide down the railing I hadn’t noticed how sweaty they were and how sweaty my forehead had been. I had submitted to him so willingly. He got up from under me and he positioned me from behind. I didn’t know what to expect. I didn’t hear a tear of a condom or him placing one on. I was about to ask him about it but thought better of it. And then I remembered, he already had been inside me without one. It was under the stairs, he had entered me without it, the only thing was that he didn’t come inside me. He dropped his load outside and into the ground. He placed his erection right in my spot and began to lubricate himself with my come. My feet arched but that was what I had been waiting for and what my cunt had wanted all along. “Is there what you want.” He said as his penis went up and down near my opening and rubbing my clit in the process. I knew he wanted me to beg and since I couldn’t pull my buttock back to him. I had to say it. “Yes,” I said. “Say it like you wanted, Fio” What the fuck hadn’t I already. What I wanted to say was put the fucking thing inside me now but thought better of it. I didn’t want him to spank me again. I already felt it numb as it was. “Say it Fio.” He ordered. “Please, I want your cock inside me.” I said. He did as I wanted. He inserted it so gently and then wham right in. He did this a couple of times which I enjoyed. Once again his penis was outside and he was rubbing it up and down. I knew what he wanted me to do. “May I please have it again.” I said. He did as I said. I believe he did this already three more times until he couldn’t hold it any longer. I was tired and beat. My arms ached and so did my feet, but never did I tell him my safe word. He pulled out just as he was about to come. I didn’t bother to tell him I had an IUD. He would need to wait for that or did I want this again. It wasn’t as bad as I thought. I didn’t think that the whip was as bad as his hand but I wouldn’t consider doing this again. He left the room after he came and I was still stationed in that position. I relaxed my body into the pillow and when he came back up I didn’t care how I looked. I knew I had started to drift. I was spent. I felt his hands untying one leg than the other. He came around and began to undo my handcuffs. I looked to see and I could still see his penis erected. I knew Diego wasn’t done just yet.