Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Our conversation did not end up where I wanted it to be. I was plastered with my back on top of the table. Diego is on his knees smothering me with his tongue giving me once again a great fucking orgasm. "You feel so good Fio, my flower. You don't know how hot you are. He said as he did that thing with his tongue, swirling and nibbling my clitoris. Making my back arch and my body feeling exhilarating with immense pleasure. My body began to quiver so I grabbed the table’s edge harder to support myself from the upcoming orgasm. My body began to shake as the built-up began to ascend. I had my legs on top of the table but quickly decided to place them on Diego's shoulder for support. my toes curled up as I let out a loud moan as my body released every doubt that I had in becoming what Diego wanted me to be. "Oh God Fio your come smells so good. I can't wait to be inside you," he said as his fingers moved around my swollen clit, as he lubricated around my cleft. I heard his pants fall to the floor. He handed me a condom in which I tore open with my mouth and handed it to him. I felt his penis around my cleft and slowly inserted it then he pushed inside forcefully. I held on to the table as he began to push harder into me. His motion began to increase and I began to worry whether my table would make it without breaking. Diego must have sensed my body's tension that he pulled me up but never pulled out from me. Placing his hands behind my buttock he lifted me and carried me to the sofa where he cradled me on the sofa armchair. I was dumbfounded as he never tried pulling out and on how strong he was. I was beginning to feel that there was never the impossible with Diego and wondered how much of his world he would endeavor with me. He began again to fuck me hard, pushing me to my limits. I would tense ever so often to feel the impact of his thrust harder. Enjoying the feel of the roughness he provided me. I could feel the tension in his body. His breathing accelerating and how the tensing of his forearms muscles contracted to give me the clue that he was ready to come. Diego let out a strong moan as he came inside me. I held him trying to support the weight of him as he did. He pulled out of me as soon as he was done. His semi-hard erection was very visible and yet very powerful. He kissed me hard. Our tongues danced with each other savoring the heat of both orgasms. He pulled away with a smile on his face. Diego was so close to me and I could finally see him. He had a fine straight nose. His beautiful hazel eyes smoldering of heated sex and his prominent jaw. I could see he hadn't bothered to shave and it only made him look hotter. I came closer to him and placed my chin closer to him and rubbed my chin against his. He laughed as I did this. "I see you enjoy my unshaven chin." He said. "Yes, I do." "Just wait Fio when I rub it around your breast." He gave me a quick kiss and then pulled off the condom, knotted it turned, and walked to the bathroom. I stood watching him walk naked to the bathroom and as he did I was given the best view ever. His butt was solid muscles. Looking at him it looked like he had no fat on him. He was delicious. I wanted to kiss all of him. He was soon out of sight and I was left standing naked myself. I knew then that getting dress was for the better if we were going to talk about me becoming a Dom/Sub.

As he walked out I could still see that he was still hard. The men I've slept with hadn't shown this much stamina. I was in awe as I saw him. He looked that I was already dressed. "Ah, Fio I am not done with you." I looked down at him " I can see that for myself." I bend down and retrieved his clothing. " I think if we are going to do this we need to talk it out instead of doing anything else before you explain it to me." I told him as I handed him his clothing. I looked at him as he was changing back into his clothes all the while feeling the pull that had attracted me to him. I knew then it would be hard to let him go. "Are you sure you want me to change?" Diego said to me as he was pulling up his last leg of the pants? I stared at him in wonder do I wanted him to dress. I felt myself closing in on him but pulled back. “Yes," I said in a whisper. "Are you sure Fiorella, I haven't unbuttoned my pants yet, they are easy to pull off as we'll” Diego looked down at me? " Your clothe." I placed my hand on his chest and felt the hardness of his rippling muscles. I took in a long breath and let it out. "Yes, how hard it is I think we should talk about this first." I said as I moved myself to the sofa. He followed but did not bother to slip on his shirt. He sat next to me. I looked at him and decided to move from his proximately and took a seat across from him. "Why? Fio why do you move away from me." "Diego being so close to you is a challenge, you won't allow me to think, Diego began to laugh and I followed suit. "Okay, how do we do this. He began to lift from his chair. "sit Diego I know how we are going to do this. I mean what are the grounds for the Dom/ submission deal. "Okay, we need to establish a type of contraception, a safe word, and a list of things we are willing to try. A list, what kind of list. "Oh, and before I forget," Diego said before I could continue on the list, "we need the Internet to look at things we need to buy. "What kind of things? "Well sexual toys, lubricants, vibrators, and other things that we will be enjoying." okay, okay slow down Diego one thing at a time. The first thing you said is contraceptive correct." "Yes," he acknowledged. I got up from the chair and retrieved a yellow notepad from my teacher cart and pen. I sat back down and began to write. "What kind of contraceptive are we talking about? I asked him. "We'll I was hoping that you'd be on the pill." He said. "And if I am already on it." Then we don't have to worry about me using condoms." "Ah!" Are you safe to have unprotected sex." before he could answer I jumped up from the chair and ran to my bedroom came back and handed him a paper. He read it and then nodded. "So your clean." I nodded. My last sexual partner was about two months ago. I said. I saw a change in his features as if he didn't enjoy my comment. But hey he wanted to start this thing he had to endure anything I had to dish out. " I don't have mine with me but I did have myself checked about a month ago and I am clean. I looked at him for a while then wrote on the pad as I said it out loud "contraceptives condoms, check". Okay what was the second thing you said. "Oh yeah, safe word." I am not sure what the purpose of the safe word? I asked him. Before you go any further I'll be heading out to touch base with my father so I can get that paper by next week. I would like to discuss the contraceptive further. What is there to discuss? I asked him. “To get the real feel of it is better to do without the condoms.” “And well, it feels a lot better for me than it will be for you.” He said. I was unsure. I had never had sex without a condom. I always wore an IUD but I never had a man inside me unless he had a condom. I was thinking. "Ah! Fio are you with me? He asked. "Listen Fio I've already gone down there without using any type of protection we've already shared fluids." Oh! God, I hadn’t thought about that. "Am I going to have to reciprocate?” I asked quizzingly. "Well I was hoping you would," he said. I looked down at my pad. I hadn't given head to anyone of my sexual partners. They had wanted a fuck and a thank you afterward no one had suggested oral play. I never had a boyfriend to practice on. “Fio look at me.” I was unsure of what to tell him. I didn't want to hurt him, oh God what if I got so turned on and I bit it off. “Fiorella look at me!” he said a bit forceful. I looked up at him. I arched my eyebrow at him. I was accustomed to being scolded. I did the scolding I had enough practice at school with the kids. “Don't Diego.” Pointing my finger to him and shaking it side to side. “There are things that I have never done I have never had the opportunity to do oral play before you. I mean. All of this is new and you will have to be patient.” Diego was about to say something but I held my hand to him to let me finish. "What if I do something wrong and hurt you.” I told him. “That's where the safe word comes in Fiorella.” We need one to ensure that neither of us gets hurt. Truth should be your safe word but since we are going to do this both ways we are going to need one for both of us.” “So there’s pain, Diego. Sex with pain is something I don't think I can do.” He got up from the sofa and kneeled in front of me and took my hand. “No, Fio it's more a pleasure-pain. You'll see how it is when we get there. We set barriers and degrees of pleasure-pain. I would never hurt you but it can happen if it becomes too intense, that is why we need a safe word. So Fio what is your safe word. “ I looked at him and remembered the book Fifty Shades of Grey. I remember I had blurted out Grey and Diego had thought that that was my safe word. I closed my eyes and envision what could be my safe word. Without knowing I already had one. I opened my eyes to see Diego looking intently at me. "Border, my safe word is border," I said to him. He looked at me and smiled. "Mine will be More" I looked at him for a minute and hit him on the shoulder with a smile. "That can't be your safe word" "Why not Fio, we choose whatever we want" Yeah but that would only confuse me into giving you more instead of stopping. You need to pick one that will work," I said to him. " He was laughing when he said. "Okay, break." I smiled at him. “I do believe that will work, Diego.” He got up and sat down once again on the sofa. “Okay, contraceptive checked, safe word check.” Fio, we still have to talk about the contraceptive part. “Listen, Diego by the way you talk about sex, it means that you are far more experienced about it than I do, so it leads me to believe that you have had several sexual partners, maybe even more than I have had in my lifetime.” He started to laugh. “You make me sound as if I have a harem and they are at my disposal.” “Well, now that we are talking about it how many partners have you had? Diego” I asked him. He gave me this look as if he wanted to hide something, but before he could. I said the magic word. “Trust, remember.” He looked at me for a brief moment and looked somewhere else in the room and then he mouthed the number. I have only had around five Fio. One of which was more than a submissive, she became someone I cared about, but things didn’t go well. She wanted more out of the relationship but we were young and I was barely getting into this Dom/Submissive thing. “And you didn’t want it to stop, having fun with it.” I added. “Okay, Diego I get it.” So let’s leave it at five.” I said and returned to my paper in hand. Diego was the kind to share things I get it but I just couldn’t open myself to it as he did. “How about you Fio, how many.” Okay, he asked me a simple one, that one I could answer. I didn’t have to count. “About three, Diego,” I said to him. Before he could ask anything else, I changed the subject. “I’ll think about the no condom idea.” I said to him. Now you said something else about the internet. I got up and went to my teacher's box and pulled out my iPad and handed it to him. He quickly typed out the address of where to find what he was looking for. Once he did he motioned me to sit beside him. I observed him for a while before I decided to do what he wanted. I didn’t know If I could contain myself in being so close of a proximity to him, but eventually I knew I had to and try to control my poles around him. The moment I sat close he moved back to fit into the sofa more comfortably and pulled me along with him. I cradle myself to him. I felt the poles tightened as he did this. The smell of him and I around him was intoxicating. I was beginning to feel funny. I began to squirm around him. He instantly knew without me knowing. “All you have to do is ask, Fio.” I am here to take care of your needs.” And by the way, you are squirming, I can say that you are getting turned on.” He said. I lifted myself and positioned myself to an angle. I didn’t enjoy being told that I was horny, but I knew he was right. I could feel my cunt getting wet already. Just the proximately of him did this to me. “I am doing fine Diego” “you know since I don’t know anything about toys and stuff. You can go ahead and order whatever you want, but it doesn’t mean I’d be into it.” I said coldly. “Ah Fio doesn’t be like that,” he said as he lifted himself from his position and placed his body in front of me pushing me back up into the sofa. He was on top of me in an instant. I enjoy the way I make you feel.” “All you have to do is ask me, Fio and I will comply.” He said. “I am fine, Diego.” He looked at me with his smoldering hazel eyes. I knew he wanted me to. He licked my lips so sensually. I gaped at his atrocity. I knew I wanted him, but each time he did this he would make me bend to my knees. I thought about him trying to teach me to be a Dom so I decided to act cold. I held my ground. He kissed me again sensing that I had become rigged. He began to kiss my neck sensually then slowly went down to my breast and began to lick my nipple in a circular motion. I took in a deep breath but I motioned my body to remain still. I knew I could do this. I had to do this. He stopped and looked at me. “Why?” he asked. I had nothing to say to him. I didn’t want him to know that his touch meant so much to me he could will me to do his bidding. I didn’t want him to know. I just shrugged and didn’t explain. His features changed into something I had not as of yet seen. His eyes became darker. I tried not to let fear get through me but yet it lingered around. He kissed me harder and I gasped at his attack. He inserted his tongue into me and began to fondle my breast more eagerly. He tore my shirt in the process. As he heard it ripped, he stopped his assault and looked at me. “Break,” he said. I looked at my shirt and then at him. He lifted himself off and sat back down where he looked at the iPad. I took off my shirt and tossed it to him. Leaving me with my bra on. “You owe me a shirt, I would like a Harley Davidson t-shirt if you don’t mind.” I said to him. He stared at me and I could sense he was happy with what he had done. I left him for a while to retrieve another shirt from my room. I slipped it on and turned around to find him standing near the door frame. “I am sorry Fio, about your shirt. I promise that won’t happen again.” He said. “Diego, I believe that will happen again.” Is it going to be like this where you get so obsessed with getting what you want?” I asked him. “Sit down Fio.” At first, I was reluctant to sit down on the bed but thought better of it. So I sat down. “Things will get intense, yes” “My body language, my voice and yes I will be forceful in my commands with you.” He said. Oh shit! I didn’t like what I was hearing. I didn’t like anyone telling me what to do and using a tone I only got to use with my students. “I think I’ll have a problem with that.” I said to him. He came towards me too quickly. I pulled back on his fast movements. “Don’t be afraid of me Fio? I am not going to hurt you.” “I am not afraid it’s just how you move that startles me once in a while. You are quick to launch. I need to get used to you that’s all.” I said to him. “The thing is Diego I don’t know if I could be able to handle your voice tone.” I don’t like for others to be harsh towards me. I am authoritative in my classroom which is something I am already used to. Damn, I never heard it from my mother either, I never gave her trouble to get that kind of punishment, and here you are trying to do be all hot and bothered with things that I don’t want to do or told things I don’t want to hear.” “Okay, Fio I understand, and thank you for letting me know that’s what trust is all about.” “I am glad you trusted me enough to let me know. The thing about it is that you will have to learn to be directed and punished by my voice and by pain. “Pain,” I said shocked. “Pleasure pain, love” Oh, Fio you are so new at this you will see it. I promise. I just need to keep in mind that this is all new to you and that I need to treat you as a blooming flower.” He said. “So does that mean you will be scolding me more often?” “To answer truthfully the answer is yes, Fio but you will eventually be doing the same to me.” “There will be times that you won’t be able to stand me and wish me gone, but I need for you to understand something Fio. I had never had such a connection that I have with you. You are something more to me. I just don’t know what that is. I know you feel it too.” How could I possibly argue? It was true I did feel the connection. I let out a gasp of air. I was going to have to learn things that I was not going to like. Looking at Diego “You are going to need to be patient and understand that authoritative is not in my vocabulary. He went to me and encircled my waist with his strong arms. “I promise Fio, I will try to remember and he kissed me.” There went all the rest of the afternoon about the BDSM business.