Chapter 39: Chapter 39

: His mistake

A little Trigger  scenes below. Read with caution!

Majourly unedited!

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Nina

Nina sat on her bedroom floor and looked at the white lines of coke that lined the small table beside her.

She was drowning!

It was only Chris she had left that truly loved and understood her.

Why couldn't he just love her back, years ago after Davids death when it was just him and her against the world, they had sex for the first time.

God!  he was everything and more. He was a culmination of all her desires and she truly loved him.

After that grief filled haze night. He had said he was sorry!

Sorry for what! Only with him did she ever feel loved during sex.

She wondered how it felt to have him come home to her! To have him love and care for her in something more than a sisterly manner.

But no one can ever truly love you!

Because you are filthy and undeserving!

Those voices in her head reminded her! Oh what she will give to silence them forever.

Then his call came through!

"Hey nee!"

God! What that voice does to me. Chris was like an obsession the more I drank in him the more lost I got.

"Whatsup!" I said quietly. The white powder in my sister just about enough to dull the edge of the pain in my chest but not enough to keep me high.

"Just bored" came the reply.

"Your wife's not back yet?" I asked still sober.

"Nope and the twins are with my mum. Are you okay he though?" He asked with genuine concern.

"Yea. Just a little sick, woozy and tired of life" I replied honestly.

I was truly sick beside me lied the strip of paper beside me, I was pregnant!

A quick tumble in the hay with one of my numerous boy toys and I was pregnant!

How could my pill have failed me.

A part of me knew, I wasn't fit to be a mother. Another part longed to try if only the child was for another man. If only it was for him. My thoughts wandered.

"Niniola!!!! Have been talking to you since! What's going on, never mind I'm on my way"

Those last four words, slowly hatched a plan within me.

What if the child could actually become his!

He needs to sleep with me before that was a possibility.

Maybe with this child he would actually live her for me and let me love him the way he deserved as a true king.

If only he will lie with me!

As thoughts and thoughts crossed my mind. I got up and cleaned up the coke from the table.

He was going to be my new fix!

The thought of him between my thighs filled me with immense warmth.

I quickly cleaned up myself and pulled on a long see gown. It had slights on both sides that stopped above mid tight. The material though was see through and I had short silky boy shorts under and simple half singlet that left my tummy bare.

My weave on was combed and the natural human hair that cost almost 600 thousand hit my waist. A little oil on my dry skin, and nude wet lips and I was ready to go.

I pulled out a bottle of alcoholic wine, knowing fully well how much he detested alcohol. I added a large dose of currant juice to dull the taste and a little something.

The knock on the door alerted me of his presence. I wore a long face and I owned the door.

"Welcome" kissing him slightly on the cheek.

"Fine woman you should now be thinking of getting married o" he teased as his eyed raked over my features.

If only he knew just what I was thinking!

"Will you marry me ni" I pouted.

"Sure. As 6th wife after my wife has fried my balls" I said winking at her.

We'll see won't we!

A knowing smile graced my lips after the last unvoiced thought.

"I'm hungry, let's order" I said.

"Hmmn alright. When will you learn how to cook Niniola you are 26 already oh!" Chris said shaking his head with a playful gleam in his eyes.

After playing a little where I was intentionally too close for comfort. The food arrived and I brought the already prepared drink.

He sipped gradually not knowing what lay in his wine glass.

He drank without suspicion or malice. I felt a little twinge of guilt at his total trust in me.

I sat closer to him waiting for the effects of my mixture to settle in. I laughed sultrily and made sure my boobs touched his arm when I did.

I knew when the mixture started to take effect, it was overriding his self control and gradually my too close for comfort position was arousing him.

She knew the combination wasn't one he could resist for appart from the alcoholic wine, the drink contained a strong aphrodisiac drug(A drug that increases sexual drive and urge) a little potion of her sleeping pill just enough to make him woozy and make the events of tonight hazy in his memory. The easy seduction she had on was the icing on the cake.

So I leaned up to kiss him slowly. He looked confused at first but later on he fell in rhythm.

Kissing me back slowly, oh my heart sang  with joy at the sweetness if it all. The more we kissed the more the urge kicked in. That was how the drug worked.

We continued in frenzy hands on body until he complained of headache!

We continued still as I urged him towards the bedroom.

Must you destroy him alongside with you. A little voice said.

If I stopped here maybe, I will be able to salvage our friendship.

Do you think he'll ever forgive you when he finds out.

I ignored every feeling that tugged at me. He may not have remembered it clearly then, but he was sorry he first one to break my virginity.

He was the first man to ever sleep with me. I got lost in the sensations.

I pushed him on the bed and sat atop him, he stopped moving his eyes rolled back the effect of the sleeping drugs kicking in. I raked my nails over the flesh that covered his chest.

I saw his struggle to stay awake and complete this bonding as we went on and in total naked. I saw the fear and doubt in his eyes.

He couldn't go on. So using mg position up above,  I finished the act. Hearing him groan as he ejaculated. Knowing fully well he had no condom on.

Then I  knew when he fell asleep. No longer needing to fight the effect of the drug.

I felt dirty! Almost like I used him. I also felt sorry.

But heavens know only Chris can truly love me. Even though he was sleeping now he looked worried.

I traced my hands over his features, feeling every curve and dent of his face.

I snuggled in closer to his chest, staying like that for a long time listening to the rise and fall of his chest. Loving how they steadied mine, knowing deep down it was only here I could find true safety.

My hands rubbed over my belly, knowing already how I planned to trap him with this baby.

Aren't you too greedy? Another voice whispered.

Yes! I was being too greedy. I knew it, but I couldn't resist. Only him can care for this child and make it have a better life than his mother ever did. For Chris was good deep down in his soul even though he didn't know it.

In between my thighs ached sweetly, and I hummed with a smile on my lips.

As a kid I always loved the stars wanting to be an astronaut and see the entire galaxies above but having to study law due to my fathers order.

He ruled us with an iron fist! David was my shield from his brutal side. Until he died, partly his death was my fault too but Chris never knew.

I had loved him as a small girl with dolls but even more when he returned from London after running from home. He came back for Christiana his twin and his relationship with David blossomed. To him I was the little sister to all of them, nothing more.

Chris was a troubled child and being away from London started doing drugs again. David tried as hard as possible to make him stop but he just couldn't.

Drugs and sex!

It didn't matter anyway cause she loved him still.

The day David died. He was back from  rehab, she spiked his drink at that party and clung to him wanting him to take it in her presence and he did.

She wanted him to loosen up and something to happen between them.

So I went quickly to the restroom to touch up my makeup, but when I came back he and David was gone.

He was high, but he didn't even mean to get high. But after the first spike he took more.

Hiding it from David, he made another cup of drink thus time he did it himself pouring a large quantity of drugs. He was about to take his first sip when David took the cup drinking the entire thing.

The usual non drinker was high!

David, dragged him to see a girl he liked at Unilag campus. On their way there he had an accident wrecking the car but the impact was more on him.

David died at the spot and Chris spent three months in the hospital.

That was the beginning of her spiral.

She wiped the tears that leaked from her eyes and burrowed deeper into his chest.

"I am so sorry."

"Tee" he grumbled.

Somehow even in his hazy mind why couldn't it be Nina.

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Hey wonderful people lets discuss.

Does this act of Nina counts as rape because no force was used. Ill have you know that as long as there is no consent. Consent from a sane mind it is RAPE. Plain and simple leave your thoughts lets discuss in the comment.

A little into Nina's mind.

Why do you all look look like you want to kill me. Lighten up babies "insert evil laugh*

Love❤

Orex.