Chapter 98: Chapter 98

BRUCE

After a few days of not eating, Simoune didn’t come out of her room, this is Nanny Lily's last hill and tomorrow she will be buried but she has not come out yet. She doesn't pay attention to me anymore every time I knock on her door, I'm worried about her condition, she hasn't eaten for almost 5 days and she's gone out of her room and she doesn't pay attention to my calls and texts

I went up to her room again to knock on it and talk to her

"Babe? Last hill is later, won't you come out? I've been worried about you for a few days without eating and leaving your room" I said

"Babe? Open it please" I added

A few minutes later, she opened it and I saw her face that was already thin because she hadn't eaten. I immediately hugged her and kissed her forehead

"Look at yourself, you're losing weight, are you eating? I'm worried about you babe!” I said

"I know you are worried, even daddy was worried so he scolded me in my dream. He said I was neglecting my body too much, that's why I’m going ate" Simoune said and she started crying

"That's right don't cry, let's go eat because uncle will be angry if you don't eat" I said

We slowly walked towards the kitchen and I immediately prepared food for her, at first she ignored it because I knew she couldn't yet

"Would you like me to taste some milk for you first?" I asked

"Yes, please" She said

I immediately put milk in the glass and she immediately reached for it, she drank it as she forced herself to eat. Suddenly her mommy came to the kitchen

"Simoune? It's good that you thought of coming down and eating, we've been knocking you for days but even Bruce can’t do anything" Auntie said

"Within a few days of not going out, I learned to be brave, I realized that there was nothing I could do about what happened and the only thing I could do was accept it and forget it. Daddy entered my dream for a few days and so did Nanny Lily, they both scolded me because I was neglecting myself. So now I know and accept it, but of course pain and sadness cannot be avoided" Simoune said

Auntie hugs Simoune, she must be happy because now Simoune is able to come out and face what happened. After Simoune ate, she hung around Nanny Lily's coffin and cried while talking to Nanny Lily

After she talked to her, she talked to her guests as well as Lucy thanking her because they help me take care of the guests, after everything Simoune came to me and hugged me tightly

"Thank you for all your help, I couldn't have done it without you helping me" Simoune said

"You're always welcome babe, I told you I wouldn't leave you, didn't I? I'm always here for you" I said

I kissed Simoune on the forehead and hugged her tightly, I know that Simoune is very brave because she can face all the problems she has now. It's good that she was dreaming of them uncle and she thought about eating now, not eating for 5 days is not a joke, she will get really sick from what she's doing, it's really good and she's okay now

Simoune and I have arranged for Nanny Lily's funeral for tomorrow, after paying and talking with those who will take care of Nanny Lily's funeral, we immediately went to the kitchen to eat lunch, it's good and auntie cooked today because I couldn't think of anything else to cook

"Oh Simoune, eat here" Auntie said

"Yes mommy, tonight I will also go to work. I haven't been able to go to work for a few days and the company has been emailing me so I need to come in later" Simoune said

"Can you do it? How are you?” auntie asked

"I can do it mommy, I don't have to think about my situation because work is more important because there are more bills to pay" Simoune said

After we ate, Simoune went up to her room and rested. I went with her for a while because she was making me feel bad. We lay on the bed and Simoune hugged me

"Thank you again babe" Simoune said

"What did I say to you, as long as it's for you and for your good, I'll do it, right? Go ahead and rest because you have work later" I said

"For 5 days I did nothing but sleep and cry, then the last 2 days I dreamed of daddy and Nanny Lily getting angry with me because I didn't take care of myself anymore. So now I will really take care of myself" Simoune said

"That's good babe, even we were worried about you the past few days because you didn't go out and eat" I said

She lay down and a few minutes later she fell asleep, I couldn't help it and I hugged her and I didn't realize that I fell asleep too

SIMOUNE

I woke up while Bruce was hugging me, I immediately looked at the clock and saw that it was 8 in the evening!! OMG! I'm going to be late for work. I immediately got up and set up the laptop on my table, then I noticed that Bruce had woken up

"Babe? What time is it?" Bruce said

"It's 8 in the evening babe I need to work" I said

"Alright babe, I'll go to the living room first and take care of the guest. I didn't even realize that I fell asleep because I was tired" Bruce said

"Oh come on, I'll go to work first, you'll take care of the people in the living room" I said

Bruce came out of my room while I was focused on the laptop, while I was working I still couldn't get rid of my sadness because of what was happening but it was also from daddy that I had to fight the sadness and pain I was experiencing because nothing was going to happen if I just let the problem swallow me up

I'm sad but I know I can better deal with Nanny Lily's death now, because even daddy is angry in my dream because I haven't eaten in a few days. I also feel that I'm losing weight because all I do is cry and sleep, they all be angry if they saw that this is what I do in life

While I was still at work, Bruce suddenly came with food

"Babe, your food" Bruce whispered

"Thank you, please put it on" I said

"I'll wait for you after, okay?" Bruce said

I just nodded and went back to work, a few minutes later my duty was over so I immediately went to him and ate the food he served for me

"Are there still many people in the living room?" I asked

"Yes, maybe because it's last night so there are a lot of people. But don't go down just rest here because tomorrow we will wake up early" Bruce said

"Alright, if you agree it will be good" I said

After I finished eating, Bruce immediately took it

"You can sleep now babe, Good night! I will help them take care of the living room" Bruce said

"Yes, thank you!" I said

It's gone down and I'm the only person left in the room. I can't understand the tiredness and sadness I feel but all I know is that I have to fight it because it's what daddy told me.

I will fight until the end of the problem I face.