Chapter 92: Chapter 92

SIMOUNE

I was distracted at 4 in the morning so I immediately took out my phone to check the events on my Facebook. I've been super drained lately because after school I'm taking care of work, I got up and then went to the kitchen with my phone . I made coffee and then sat on the sofa and turned on the TV

While I was sipping coffee, I was reading Bruce's messages. I felt guilty about my behavior towards Bruce lately because maybe I was so tired from work and school that I was pouring out all my anger on him. I couldn't even give him enough time for him to explain his side so maybe he will have a hard time with his situation. A few minutes later, Nanny Lily woke up

"You woke up early today, did you eat last night?" Nanny Lily asked

"I haven't been able to eat, because I'm so tired from work that I went to bed after I was on duty" I said

"Did you talk to Bruce?" Nanny Lily asked

"Not yet" I said

I moved to the kitchen where Nanny Lily was cooking and then she spoke to me

"Why are you angry with Bruce? What is your reason? Did you ask him or at least talk about the problems you two had?" Nanny Lily said

"It's not Nanny Lily either, I feel like I'm getting angry at him and also I'm tired from work as well as school so my anger towards him is getting worse. Even if I want to talk to him, I can't Nanny Lily" I said

"You know how important communication is in a relationship, Simoune, what if Bruce gets tired of understanding you? Will you just let him leave you and end your relationship just like that? You are very lucky because he didn't give up trying to understand you, because I can see and prove that he really loves you because he patiently waits for you here in the living room even though he is tired and sleepy. See? You are both tired, Simoune and being tired is a valid reason because you are both students, you need to understand him so he can understand you too. Love and understand him before it's too late" Nanny Lily said

Because of what Nanny Lily said, I became even more guilty for what I did to Bruce, maybe I was too selfish because I didn't think about anything but myself.

"I promise Nanny Lily, I will fix the fight between the two of us" I said

Nanny Lily hugged me because I was crying, maybe I cried because I was guilty that I hurt someone who did nothing but love me, that is so wrong even if Daddy finds out what happened, he will be angry with me

I ate after Nanny Lily cooked, after that I showered and dressed and of course I put on make-up, I went down to the living room and saw Bruce outside the house

"Nanny Lily, I'm leaving first. Rest here first" I said

"Yes, you two and Bruce, be careful!" Nanny Lily said while smiling at me

I left the house and got into Bruce's car, I didn't know how to notice him and how to talk to him

"Good morning" Bruce said

"Good morning too, I'm sorry for my behavior lately, maybe I'm just tired from work and school that's why I'm like that. Sorry" I said

"It's okay, the important thing now is that I can deliver you in your school, because it's been a few days since I've been not able to talk to you. Even my messages and missed calls you don't answer" Bruce said, I could feel Bruce's sadness because of the tone of his voice

"Sorry babe, I don't really know how to relax in this tiring world, so maybe I put all of my anger into you" I said, I kissed his on the lips and he immediately smiled at me

"That's okay, as long as I told you I'm always here for you even if you're angry" Bruce said

We held hands while he drove the car until we got to my school, somehow I felt better because now we are both okay, I got out of the car and then waved at him

"Be careful driving, I love you!" I said

"I love you too, update me. okay?" Bruce said

I just nodded and then I walked into our campus, Clarisse came up to me and she looked very happy because her smile was so big

"Why are you happy?" I asked

"They are giving grades to other teachers so I am happy because I got high marks" Clarisse said

I immediately entered our room and looked at the papers on my table and saw that almost all of my scores were passed. It was fun and it was like relieving fatigue to see how high my score was. Our professor came in and immediately gave us grades, when I suddenly received a call from an unknown number, I immediately turned it off because I was focused on what our professor was saying, but because it called again, I answered it.

"Who are they?" I asked

"Simoune, I’m Rose and I live next door to your Nanny Lily because she had a heart attack. Fortunately, we were taken to the hospital immediately and I got your number from Nanny Lily, she is already inside and she is being taken care of now" Rose said

I don't know, I seem to have lost the fun in my mind because when I heard Rose end the call, I immediately called Bruce, but because he was busy, he didn't answer. I was restless because I didn't have a car with me so I didn't know how to get to the hospital, Clarisse noticed that I was restless so she immediately asked me

"Are you okay? Is there a problem?" Clarisse asked

"Nanny Lily is because..." I said, and I started to cry

"Where's Nanny Lily?" Clarisse said and she also seemed restless

“Nanny Lily is in the hospital, can you take me there now? She needs a companion" I said while crying

"Yes, that's no problem for me. Get your stuff ready and we'll both leave" Clarisse said

I immediately packed my stuff, after I packed my stuff I left a message for Bruce to let him know I was in the hospital

"Babe, I'm going to the hospital Nanny Lily had a heart attack so I have to go to her" I texted

When I finished texting him, we immediately said goodbye to our professor and since there was nothing else to do, he allowed us to leave. We immediately went to the hospital and I saw Nanny Lily lying down. I looked for the doctor to talk about Nanny Lily's condition

"Doc, how is Nanny Lily?" I asked

"Right now she is okay, maybe she just hasn't been able to rest properly and exercise that's why she was attacked. Is she not with you at home?” Doctor asked

"No, I was at school earlier, so Nanny Lily is at home. Is she okay now?" I asked

"Yes, she just needs to take her medicine to prevent another heart attack" Doctor said

"Thank you doc" I said

I don't know what to do because the pain seems to have returned like how I saw daddy lying in the hospital bed and after a few days he also lost his life, I don't want that to happen again. I don't know but I just kept crying, luckily Clarisse was with me and hugged me while I cried.

After a few minutes Nanny Lily woke up, I immediately talked to her and said hello

“Nanny Lily, how are you? Do you feel something strange?” I asked

"I'm fine, I'm sorry if I added to your problem now" Nanny Lily said

"You are not a problem for me, Nanny Lily, you are one of my mothers who is still with me until now. I am very thankful because you are the one who raised me, I know that I am the only one left of your family so don't think about the cost because I will take care of everything" I said

Nanny Lily was crying when she looked at me, I couldn't stop it and I cried too, after a few minutes of our conversation I told her to rest and I called the company to say that I can't go in my work because of I had an emergency, they agreed that I wouldn't go in as long as the next day my working hours would be increased.

Until when will my problem end? Why does it seem like everyone I love is struggling and hurting? Can't they feel no pain anymore? Can't everything just be okay?