Chapter 107: Chapter 107

SIMOUNE

I woke up at 6:30 in the morning because Bruce called me, maybe he was going to tell me something. So even though my eyes were swollen, I still answered it because we only talked once

“Good evening babe!” Bruce said with a smile but because he saw that my eyes were swollen his smile changed to pity

"Good morning babe, it's morning here" I said without looking at my laptop screen

"Babe? Your eyes are very swollen, are you okay? Is something happening to you? Tell me so I know and I can help you" Bruce said

"I told you earlier, I'm just tired and home sick, that's why I'm like this, don't worry about me" I said while smiling at him

"Are you sure? I'm worried about you. Did you eat vegetables and fruits? It looks like you've lost weight" Bruce said

"I ate, babe, I just can't eat every day because I'm busy at work" I said

After we finished talking, I immediately got up and went to the restroom. After I finished taking a shower, I was still thinking about how I will deal with Isha and Anna at the company now because we have the same job. I walked to the company, I had no choice but to finish the two months, maybe it's better to be alone than to have a friend like Isha and Anna. It turns out that within a week of us talking, their whole plan was to set me up with Paul, who is their friend. It's frustrating to think about

When I got to the company, I immediately sat down at my table and then I started the work I was going to do. I noticed that Isha and Anna passed by my table secretly laughing at me. I don't know what to do. My whole body is cold and I want to hurt them both but since I'm at work I can't do that, I just work quietly until it's lunch break.

I immediately left my table and went to the canteen. I bought vegetables and fruits as Bruce said because I even noticed that I was losing weight because maybe I always eat noodles. While I was eating, Isha and Anna suddenly approached me smiling

"How is Paul, is it good?" Isha said

"I don't know why you have the strength to tell me that when you set me up with that Paul!" I said seriously and with emphasis in my voice

"But you liked it and you look happy and happy, don't you? What if your boyfriend finds out? Do you think he will love you?” Anna said

I didn't speak anymore because I felt so heavy and I felt like I was about to cry so I immediately finished my food and then I went to the restroom, there I cried all over the pain now instead of having sympathy I don't say because I'm afraid of people's reactions

After our lunch break, I washed my face and then I went back to work, even if I didn't look, I could still see the shadow of Isha and Anna laughing at me because of the weakness I showed. If only I had known that their behavior was like this, I would not have become friends with them, I would have focused on myself and continued to work.

After my duty, I immediately walked towards the house, I felt very heavy and very sad and the only way I know to get rid of all this sadness is Bruce's hug. I want to tell and explain everything to him, but I'm still afraid that he might leave me and not accept what I did, so I don't know how to tell him what happened.

At 6 in the evening I called Bruce because I miss him so much, it's a good thing he's already awake because it's 6 in the morning in the Philippines

"Good morning babe, I miss you!" Bruce said

"I miss you too, it's like I'm in hell right now without you. I hope I can go home and hug you again" I said

"We will meet again, just wait, I always pray that your work is okay and that you are always safe. I really love you babe!" He said

I'm still guilty of what's happening, I can't tell what really happened to Bruce because I'm covered in fear and anxiety that he might leave me because of it. I know that Bruce is very understanding but that is not a reason for me to hurt and fool him, I know that he will be angry because what I did was really disgusting and disappointing

"I will buy many gifts when I get home, if you still love me at that time and day" I said

"What do you mean I love you that day? I love you every day, you don't need to overthink because I love you no matter what happens" He said

"And I love you more" I said

I was crying talking to him because I couldn't stop it so he immediately looked at me and tried to tell me if I really had a problem but because I didn't know how to say what happened to me I just ignored it and said that I just miss him and he made me cry.

After we talked, I lay on the bed thinking about the wrong thing I did in my life that I will regret for the rest of my life. I'm frustrated because I'm so afraid of being stupid but here I am I was able to tempt and lie to Bruce, I don't know how to cry anymore I just lose my feelings

I hope it's okay tomorrow, I hope it's okay next week, I hope when I tell Bruce it's okay and I hope he accepts me even though I did something wrong to him. I hope he still loves me even though this happened to me because even I myself regret that I didn't want all of this.

Can the word temptation be passed to the modest one that was discussed?