Chapter 43: Chapter 43
With the money in my hand, I walked through the side streets of Palermo and, with a sinking feeling in my stomach, tried somehow to process everything I had just learned.
He was her cousin. her damn cousin who seemed to want her in a disgusting way I couldn't explain.
How sick could a person actually be?
Plus his stupid threat to Gino. Why did he do that? Yes, Gino had killed his best friend, but that best friend had almost raped me and he didn't deserve anything else. A police officer should understand that better than anyone else.
Arriving at one point, standing in the sun on a busy road, I briefly thought I should call a cab and head back to the villa, but then I saw a motel across the street from me and decided, quiet now, that would be best for me.
Lost in thought, I waited for the traffic light to turn green and then quickly crossed it to immediately enter the small, green building, where an elderly lady sat behind the antique reception desk and greeted me warmly.
"Ciao! I'd like a room. Just see you in the morning," I politely let her know, handing her one of the bills across the counter, which she immediately handed me a key with a red ribbon on it with the room number on it.
"Are you all right?" she asked me, staring at me with some concern, but I just nodded with a smile and left the building to walk down the long side of the house, where each door had its own number .
When I found mine, I immediately unlocked the white door and walked into this small room, which contained only a bed with white linens and a dresser with an old TV, while the whole room was laid out with a really worn brown carpet was.
But that was enough for me. I just wanted to shower and sleep anyway. Just switch off my thoughts and not have to worry about anything anymore.
Determined, I threw the keys on the dresser and pulled the thin curtains on the small window to get rid of my coat and make my way to the adjoining bathroom.
It was even more cramped than at Fillipo's apartment back then, but I just climbed into the shower and turned on the warm water to indulge in this soothing warmth with all my senses.
I closed my eyes, rubbed the dried blood from your arms, the dirt from the hedge from your hair, and only turned off the water when I felt completely clean and human again.
Then I just put on my black panties, ran to the wide bed and fell exhausted onto it to close my eyes and fall asleep quickly.
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When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark outside and I even had to realize that it was probably pouring rain.
The water kept pattering against the window pane and was probably the reason why I woke up from my sleep.
But when I immediately had all these thoughts and memories pushed back into my mind, I turned in frustration in the other direction and wanted to fall asleep again, until suddenly there was a knock and I raised my naked upper body in shock.
I stopped breathing, just felt my heart pounding wildly and stared at the door in disbelief while still thinking I might have imagined it.
But then it knocked again.
"Wait," I called, guessing it was the old lady just wanting to make sure everything was okay in this storm.
I quickly grabbed the dark coat, pulled it around my petite body and then opened the door just a little, holding my breath in complete amazement.
"What are you doing here?" I breathed and looked Dario straight into his eyes, who looked at me apologetically and was completely soaked.
"May I come inside?"
Without thinking about it, I pulled the door open a little more and let him in, closing the door after him and watching him briefly run a hand through his wet hair and remove his wet jacket.
"Where's Gino?" I wanted to know immediately and walked a bit to the side to be able to look at Dario, who was laying his jacket neatly on the bed.
"I don't know," he said, and I put two and two together.
"You're not even after him, are you? You knew that Giovanna would freak out and you followed us."
He nodded and I didn't know anymore whether I should be thankful that he somehow always looked out for me, if only in the background, or whether I should be angry that he had just let Gino down.
"If something happens to him."
"It won't," he refuted my worries and took his cell phone out of his pocket. "Nunzio is with him. He keeps me informed and now they're at the club until tomorrow morning anyway."
"He's at the club?" I asked incredulously, clutching my heart. "Does he know that I'm not at home anymore? Does he know what happened today?"
"No," Dario replied, and at that moment I realized that Gino, blinded by his revengeful thoughts, still believed I was locked in the room. He didn't think about how I was doing. if I needed something to eat. if I would miss him.
How could he do this to me when I was willing to give my life for him.
"Please go," I said softly and only looked briefly into Dario's eyes, but instead of walking, he took a step toward me.
"You said you're in love with me," he said suddenly calmly and I looked into his eyes again, which seemed to study me intensely while I reluctantly felt that tension between us that was there from the start and that I've had for so long had tried hard to dislodge.
"Yes, I said that," I replied softly and suddenly felt a tingling sensation in my whole body as Dario came closer and closer to me and only stopped when he came to a stop right in front of me and I looked up at him.
"Then let me spend a night with you, to show you that I can also offer you something, Ludovica," he breathed, putting his hand on my cheek, which immediately caused goosebumps on my neck, but I pulled away me him no matter how hard it was for me at that moment.
"I can't," I tried to tell myself and ward off the urge, but Dario suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me so close that I looked up at him, startled.
"You can. and you want to, just as much as I do."
His words were so true and when he suddenly gently slipped my coat off my shoulder, I closed my eyes and savored the feeling of being desired by him, but also feeling bad at the same time.
"I want you," I whispered, my voice shaking, loving how he was in control and letting me go under his guidance. "But what if I hurt others with it?"
"You always only think about others and that since I've known you. Think about what you want, little one, because your feelings and desires are so much more important than anyone else's. At least for me," he explained calmly and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. "And if you don't want to, then I'll accept that too. I'll follow you, Ludovica."
With my eyes closed, I stood in front of him wearing only my panties and took a deep breath to go deep inside myself for a moment.
I tried not to think about what Gino wanted from me. I didn't think about what Dario wanted anymore, only about what I wanted.
I wanted the man who would always be there for me no matter what, even though I'd told him so many times to leave me alone.
Without opening my eyes or saying anything, I lifted my hands slightly, took a deep breath, and held them out to him, shaking. just like I always did.
"Please, take control from me," I whispered, and stood there, my heart racing, only to feel the tension as he wrapped his hands around mine and carefully tied them with a piece of cloth.
"You know what that means. are you sure?" he asked, slightly worried and I nodded silently, then gave a small smile.
"I always have your tie with me," I heard him whisper, and at his words I immediately opened my eyes to watch him hold my breath as he gently tightened the tie.
When our eyes then met, I felt a heat inside me that was almost unbearable and I eagerly awaited what he would do next, while all of a sudden I could think of nothing else than the two of us here in this little one Hotel room. There was no outside world around me when I lost myself in the beautiful blue of its irises.
Only him.
and me.
Two people between whom there were so many feelings that were suppressed for far too long.
"Turn to the bed," he demanded in his dark voice and I was only too happy to do so. I tiptoed past him to the bed and stared expectantly at the white wall in front of me. I felt the intense trembling of my body, which, like me, was under high tension. The feeling of not knowing what was about to happen. not being able to control what he was about to do spread through me and I closed my eyes in pleasure to just take a deep breath.
"Are you sure you want this?" I heard him again behind me and then nodded again, which immediately caused me to feel such intense pain in my butt cheek that I took a deep breath and nearly fell over.
It wasn't his hands punishing me. it was his belt and while I was cramping slightly from the pain, I could simultaneously feel how wet my panties were getting and how willing my body was to please him. It was an exhilarating feeling and I don't know how I'd lasted so long without him.
"Continue?" Dario asked calmly after I had recovered somewhat and I closed my eyes to stand upright again.
"Yes," I breathed and immediately felt the second blow, the force of which made me fall onto the bed with my hands tied together, gasping for air.
"Do you like that?" he demanded out loud and meanwhile my whole body was trembling from passion and pain in equal measure. I was so hot that I felt like a single thrust of his cock would make me climax, he made me feel like that.
"Yeah," I breathed again, turning my face to the side on the covers while I was on my knees on the bed, my butt poking out at him.
Then came the third blow, which with its pain brought the first tears to my eyes and I immediately felt Dario's hands on the spots he had hit. He gently stroked my reddened skin, then pushed his hands from my buttocks to my sides and placed himself right behind me, so I could feel his hard erection on my buttocks and I was already moaning softly in front of me with excitement.
"I missed you so much," he breathed, taking a hand from my hip to push aside my wet panties, driving me mad with impatience.
"I want to feel you," I begged, knowing at the same time that Dario was into exactly this power game during sex. He determined, just like then, when I would come. if I would come. and also how I would come.
"Do you want that?" he replied excitedly and once gently stroked my wet middle, which made me so irritated that I groaned loudly.
"Yes, please," I breathed, spreading my legs a little more, causing him to take a deep breath.
"You're so wet," he whispered and suddenly rolled me onto my back with a jerk so that I lay on the bed in front of him with my legs apart and opened my eyes again. My breathing was jerky and I felt my heart beating so hard that I felt slightly dizzy while Dario undressed slowly and painfully and I then simply put my tied hands on my heated middle.
"Don't you dare," he said sternly, but I ran my fingers eagerly over my sensitive area and looked at him defiantly into his eyes, which were sparkling with excitement could.
"Oh god," I moaned and almost came too, but Dario suddenly grabbed my hands and pushed them onto the bed over my head to lie down between my legs and eye me excitedly.
"I'll fuck you to the climax," he whispered, letting go of my hands to support himself with his hands next to my shoulders and enjoy watching me as I almost went nuts with the tension under him.
"Then do it!" I demanded, breathing, pushing my pelvis towards him, which made me feel his erection and start rubbing my middle against her. I moved my pelvis faster and faster and enjoyed being able to satisfy myself on him until he pressed my pelvis onto the bed with one hand and placed his cock on my opening.
"Look at me," he breathed sternly, and I watched him through my veil of pleasure as he bit his lip as he slowly pushed himself inside me all the way, taking my breath away.
"Yes, exactly like that," I moaned with a trembling voice and wrapped my legs around his pelvis to feel him even more intensely in me, while he suddenly brought his hand to mine and with a skillful grip undid the tie over my head .
I looked at him in amazement and at first didn't understand what he wanted to tell me with that, until he suddenly leaned down further towards me, his dark, slightly soaked hair fell slightly on his forehead and he looked deep into my eyes.
"I want to give you everything you need," he breathed against my lips and when he suddenly gently placed his lips on mine, my heart was pounding so hard it almost started to fly.
It was an indescribable feeling that could not be compared to anything in this world. Everything inside of me shook and flashed like a raging storm and I wrapped my arms around his neck, eager for more, to pull him even further down to me. His lips sucked on mine so tenderly that I couldn't help but press my body even tighter against his as he began to move rhythmically and with firm thrusts inside me.
"You feel so good," I moaned into his mouth and started moving my pelvis to his beat as his tongue conquered my mouth and played gently with mine until I pulled away from his mouth to somehow catch my breath come.
"Ludovica.", Dario breathed against the skin of my neck, while I held him tightly, groaned loudly again and again and he continued to move in me overtired. His thrusts were hard, and every time he was deep inside me, such a beautiful feeling went through my whole body that I trembled under his strain.
"I'm coming," I moaned, clutching his strong shoulder while simultaneously hiding my face in the crook of his neck. He allowed this closeness, wanting to give me everything I needed now and wrapped his strong arm around my back to hold me tightly while he continued to drive me with rhythmic, firm thrusts to an orgasm that was completely different , than all my highlights before.
I started to tremble so violently and couldn't even moan from the sheer overwhelm, he felt so intense inside me that I just clung to him, gasping for breath, enjoying the feeling of this all-encompassing orgasm.
When he suddenly stopped moving inside me, he slowly pulled his arm out from under me and rose slightly to study me curiously with your rapid breathing.
"Are you alright?" he asked worriedly, stroking my cheek while I lay beneath him, completely exhausted, looking up into his eyes.
"Yes," I breathed breathlessly and somehow tried to suppress the trembling, but my body still seemed to process this climax, so that Dario, without wanting to climax himself, pulled out of me, lay down next to me and hugged me tightly his warm, slightly quivering chest drew.
He stroked my back, blew his cool breath on my heated forehead and I listened to his fast heartbeat with my eyes closed to enjoy the feeling of just lying there with him in a tight embrace.
"If you knew how much I love you."