Chapter 29: Chapter 29

He forces his way between my legs while caressing my breast with his other hand. His biceps and arms keep pressing my hand sideways so I can't struggle or do anything. Seid may be harsh with his words at times, but he hasn't not a single time used brute strength against me. But tonight is different. He is different. He isn't Seid at all. He is demonstrating his strength against me, dominating my fragile body with his masculinity.

"Seid please," I beg him, but he keeps forcing himself on me, then he pins me to the huge glass pane in my bedroom where the moon can witness everything he's been doing. He forces his two fingers, then three thrusts me with it multiple times.

I groan in too much pain, "Uh," I cry and plead but Seid doesn't seem to hear me. "Please stop, -Uh, Ahh, Uh-".

Then he speaks full of rage, "Did he touch you like this, huh, Ava?" He clamps my clitoris between his fingers and then squeezes it hard. I scream in pain, "Did he do this to you, huh? Did you like it, huh? Then, I'll do you as you wanted."

He thrusts me with his fingers again and again, while pressing me against the glass. I scream over and over and beg him to stop. He then rubs my clitoris roughly, sending both pleasure and pain to my entire body. But the thought of him doing all this because of rage brings me to unending tears. Then, his violent rubs stop momentarily. He tears my underwear like paper, causing friction to my private region.

"Please stop," I try to look him in the eye, but he presses his head against mine, he bites my ears and whispers, "You don't know how much I wanted to kill that Dmitri when he touched you, so I will purify you with mine, Ava. You are mine." He impatiently throws my brassiere to the ground, leaving me all naked, then he sucks my neck, to my nape, to my back incessantly, roughly, violently.

Then he heavily presses his body against mine so I won't move, then he raises both my hands, flattening it to the glass while rubbing his pants to my bottom and licking my whole back nonstop. Then he pulls my hair back real hard, I yell, but he doesn't give a fuck, he continues dominating me, "He pulls my hair closer to him strong enough to bend it backward, exposing my neck. "How about this? Did he pull your hair like this? Did he satisfy you well, huh? Let me show you how I could satisfy you."

"Stop it, please, you're out of your mind, Seid. Stop this, at once, let's talk and I will forget t-",

Blag!

Before I could even finish what I'm saying, he turns my body and bangs me to the glass, then he shuts me with his forearm on my neck and presses it hard,

"I c-can't breathe," then he lets it loose a bit and says, "Shut it, Ava!", while wearing a deadly look on his eyes.

I keep my mouth shut, then he starts unzipping his pants. I stand there frozen due to the trauma he imposes. I watch him remove his clothes until he's also naked. This is the first time I've seen him fully naked. But instead of excitement, all I can feel is fear. Then he steps forward again, holds my hair tightly sideward, then he kisses my exposed neck while his other hand is squeezing my breasts. Then he claims for my lips and sucks out my tongue. Despite the non-stop tears flowing down my face, he doesn't back down. He kisses me aggressively and bites my lips as if it's a habit. Then he lets go of my hair and plays with my breasts with both hands.

"Please Seid, stop this now. I'll sue you," I threaten him with my breaking voice.

"Sue me all you want but I will have you tonight. Since that man already enters you, you're no longer a virgin, all I need to do is fuck you real hard and you'll be mine again," he declares sounding crazy. Why is he doing this?

All of a sudden, he carries me to the edge of the bed suspending and spreading my legs. Then he kneels down before my opening and blows it. So instead of a groan, I let out a soft moan,

"Seid, Uh, please, Uh, stop," then he licks it quickly causing me to tighten my whole lower muscles. He twitches at the sight of my private place for the first time. He sniffs it like he's sniffing a flower, and licks it continuously, in a rhythmic pattern, and because of that, my moan is heard like music.

"Uh, mmm, Uhh, uhh, mmm, Uh, Uhh, Seid, please, not this way," I plead him, asking him to stop despite my body's reaction to anything he's doing.

Then, he devours my womanhood by filling my hole with his long, tip-tongue, playing inside me.

I arch my back automatically as my inside entertains his playful tongue. Endless moaning escapes my mouth. He moves it in and out as if dancing to the pattern of my tightened muscles.

"Uh, Seid," the loathing calling of his name a while ago, turns into a pleading hungry sound, hungry for his love, hungry for his body, hungry for sex.

I hold his hair tight and unconsciously press his hair to my thing. But just as I am about to reach my climax with his expert tongue, he stops and stands in front of me, blankly staring.

"Ava, I want to fuck you really hard, I want to punish you for sleeping with that man instead of waiting for me, instead of hearing my side, but I can't be selfish with you. I just can't do this to you. I love you so much, that I can't even bring myself into fucking you now. Not now. I am mad at you, but I am more than mad at myself for forcing myself into you like this, " his voice breaks as he cries.

He then, one by one, picks his clothes up, "You can sue me all you want, I will face it, but if you have even the slightest space for me there in your heart, find time to forgive me, just as I forgive you for sleeping with that man," he shamelessly pronounces, then walks away.

Just like that, the man who almost rapes me, my former lover, once again, left me hanging, naked and embarrassed.

"Seigfried, you will never change," I utter and cry my heart out.