Chapter 62: Chapter 62

- What? – Missy murmured, not understanding what he was referring to.

- You look so real... - he panted softly, fearfully advancing the steps that still separated him, until he stood in front of her, raising his hands as if he wanted to touch her face, but didn't have the courage - Your voice sounded so real... Your eyes look so real… Even your scent is the same…” After another moment's hesitation, he brushed his fingertips over her cheek, making her skin crawl with pure pleasure as he he would ask, more hesitantly than ever, as if he were afraid of what she would answer – Missy? he gasped, his green eyes suddenly becoming incredulous.

-It's okay, Logan… – she took a step forward, pressing their bodies together as she gently caressed his face – I'm here. she murmured, opening a small affectionate smile.

-Missy… – he whispered for a second longer, before her expression became not only stunned, but also almost desperate – Missy! – he gasped, so loud it sounded almost like a scream, now wrapping his hands tightly around her face, frantically running his eyes over every feature of her face, before hugging her to his chest, his muscular arms encircling her. so hard that Missy could literally feel the pounding of his heart racing against hers – Missy! Missy! – he continued to pant, chanting her name almost like a prayer, while running his hands around her body, not lasciviously, but as if he was really trying to make sure that she was there concretely – You… You are on here...! he exclaimed breathlessly.

- I'm. – she tried to calm him down, keeping her voice low, but listening to her seemed to only make Logan still more frantic, as he pulled back just enough to bring his forehead to hers, staring deep into her eyes with such love and desperation that Missy found herself mesmerized, until he descended his lips over hers in a kiss. so deliriously hot and restless that Missy was already feeling light-headed for air when they finally broke apart, panting.

- I'm sorry… - Logan breathed, still with his face next to hers, with equal regret and delight – I'm sorry… I couldn't resist… I missed you so much… Missy…! – he exclaimed, with his face becoming afflicted – I… I'm so sorry… I don't know if you read my letter, but…

- I read. – she revealed, with a sad smile.

- I'll never be able to tell you how much I regret having given that video into that poor woman's hands. – he lamented, upset – Even if I had no idea what she planned to do with that, I know that doesn't exonerate my guilt, especially after I've kept this secret from you for so long. I know that the just punishment for making you suffer like that, and then lying to you for so long, would be to be without you forever, but, Missy...” He swallowed hard, so much pain in his teary eyes that she nearly you can feel his pain inside you - I... I just can't see you here, in front of me, and not... Not saying how sorry I am for all the stupid things I've done... And not begging you who… - Missy gasped in surprise when he fell to his knees in front of her, wrapping his arms around her waist – I know I don't have the right to ask you to forgive me, but… Please, Missy, don't leave me ! – the tears were now running freely down his face – I'll do whatever you want to redeem myself, just please… Forgive me. Stay with me, my love ... - he begged, leaning his face against her belly as he hugged her even tighter, almost as if he feared that she would pull away, after her request.

- Oh, Logan... – Missy moaned, running her fingers gently through his hair, consoling him – You don't have to do this. I know you're sorry... And... In a way, I could understand you... Understand your fear. – she revealed, with a sad sigh – Not that that justifies you lying to me for so long, but… I couldn't just ignore the fact that… For a long time, I was afraid of a lot of things too. Fear of imposing myself, fear of facing what hurt me, fear of people's judgment... So I know how paralyzing fear can be sometimes. Even preventing you from doing what you want... Or what you know is the right thing to do. - She completed, watching his eyes burn with pain and guilt - I was disappointed, it's true, that you had surrendered to fear so many times and ended up provoking, even without intending to, not just the situation that happened on that horrible night .. As well as the lie that ended up taking me away from you days ago. But still... I know you've had your own fears your whole life. And that your fear of losing me, after everything we've been through, seems to be the worst of them right now. Just... Do you think you can promise you'll never hide anything from me again? – she questioned him, disturbed – Can you promise that you will be completely honest with me from now on? Because I can handle the pain of knowing you were unintentionally a part of what happened to me at that party, Logan, but I can't handle the prospect of you lying to me like that again. As much as I love you, distrust would eventually keep me inside. So if I tried to trust you again... would you honor my trust?

- Yes! – Logan exclaimed, out of breath – I would never do something like that again! I would never deceive or hurt you again, Missy, I swear! – he promised, with such pure sincerity that it seemed to burn in every word – I would never do anything that could hurt you, in any way.

A moment of silence passed as Missy allowed his words to sink in, easing some of the ache of disappointment that still lingered in her chest. It would take some time for that feeling to go away completely, Missy well knew, but as long as she had the man she loved by her side and he honored that oath, then she would be able to get through that too. She would be able to trust him completely again.

And she had faith that he would prove himself worthy of her trust again, just as a part of her knew he was.

- I believe you. She smiled lovingly at him, causing a small, hesitant, incredulous smile to spread across her expression, which suddenly became luminously hopeful.

- Do you believe? he gasped in wonder.

- Yes. Because I know you, Logan. – she stated with determination, I lift my hands so I can caress his face – And yes, I read your letter. I can't say that my trust in you will be restored overnight or that I wasn't disappointed with everything I discovered…' she admitted, biting her lip.

- I'm so sorry... - Logan sighed, completely devastated.

- But then, while I was reading everything that led you to act as you did... I realized that you made a mistake, it's true... - she shook her head, smiling sweetly – But that mistake doesn't define who you are. I know who the real Logan Knight is. He's the man who always treated me like I was the most important person in the world, even when I wasn't doing it for myself. He's the man who taught me what true love is, even when I didn't know that's what I was feeling. He is the man who was always there for me and believed in me, even when all I wanted to do was hide from my problems. He is the man who fought many times even against me, to prove to me how much I was a woman worthy of being loved and respected not only by everyone around me, but also by myself. He is the man who, from day one, loved me for who I am. He is the man who, even though he was afraid to love, opened his heart to me and allowed me to get to know him, not only his strengths, but also his weaknesses, his fears and his insecurities. – she smiled through tears of emotion, as she watched him staring at her, enchanted – I know him, because he is the man I love more than I have ever loved anyone else. And as much as he hurt me, I want to forgive him. Because now I know he didn't do it on purpose like the horrible people I compared him to. Because I know the fear of losing me made him act against even what he knew was right. Because now I understand that those shadows I sometimes saw in his eyes were his own suffering, for not being able to tell me the truth and for making me suffer, even without intending to. Because I know that he also loves me as much as I love him... And that we can overcome all these mistakes and misunderstandings, as long as we are together.

- Oh, Missy… – he sobbed, his voice breaking – I love you so much that sometimes I don't even know how to act to demonstrate that you are the center of my world. Maybe, if I were more fair, I shouldn't accept your forgiveness so easily. It should encourage you to find the happiness you deserve elsewhere, with someone who hasn't let you down so badly. – he said those words as if they tasted like poison in his mouth – But I'm not capable. I need you as much as I need air to breathe, and if you're going to act like an angel and forgive me for all the stupid things I've done, then I'm not going to argue. I will just accept your forgiveness and spend the rest of our lives striving to give you all the love and happiness there is in the world. To be the man you deserve: a sincere, trustworthy man who loves and adores you every second of every day. – he hugged her waist even harder, staring at her with passion and reverence, still on his knees, almost like a believer thanking his goddess for a miracle – I promise I will never lie or hide anything from you again, my love. I promise I will always do anything to be worthy to have you by my side, Missy. To make sure you never have a reason to leave me again. So that I never run the risk of losing you again.

- You won't lose me… – she ran her fingers over his cheeks, wiping away his tears, while smiling, touched – Because I'm yours… – biting her lip, she pulled one of the hands that was on her waist and laid it upon his stomach — Both of us are.

Logan's eyes widened in utter shock for a moment before his trembling lips moved as new tears began to wet his cheeks.

- Are you... Are you...? He panted, looking down at her belly in wonder.

- I'm really not very good at administering my birth control. – she teased softly, while containing an emotional sob.

- Oh, Missy... - With all the kindness and reverence that there was in the world, he touched the entire length of her belly, with a delighted smile - You're expecting our baby... What did I do to deserve something so precious like that? he murmured, seeming to be talking more to himself than to her.

- You proposed me a revenge plan. – she teased again, with a laugh – And look where that got us.

- If you only knew how grateful I am for having had this idea... - he also laughed, still with eyes full of pure delight - And if you only knew how you've just made me the happiest man in the world, forgiving me...

- You have made me the happiest woman in the world for more than three months now... - She smiled shyly - I thought it would be fair to return the favor.

"Oh, Missy…" He laughed and cried at the same time, with a breathless gasp that made him lick his lips, right where the small wound was, drawing her attention there.

- What happened to your face? she asked worriedly as she ran her fingers gently around the bruise on her cheek.

- Devon. – Logan revealed casually, without any resentment in her voice, surprising her – Not that I can blame him. After all, I deserved so much more, especially after ignoring his advice for the past two years and, in the end, almost ruining his marriage with my lies and my cowardice... angry at me because of a mistake I was forced to hide, I would have thrown a good punch at him too.

- Oh, Logan... - Missy sighed sadly - You shouldn't have fought...

- It wasn't exactly a fight… - Logan shrugged – I'd say it was another massacre of him against me. There was no point in fighting back, since I knew very well that it was the least I deserved. That and… – he swallowed hard, staring at the floor, regretfully – And the fact that I just wasn't able to… exist without you. Knowing that you would probably never forgive me or come back to me. I just couldn't help but feel…hollow. Empty. – His words hovered in the air between the two, in a deeply disturbed murmur – There was nothing left but pain and emptiness inside me, when I let her down and gave her reasons to run away from me.

- But I'm here now. – she tried anxiously to console him, caressing the side of his face that wasn't hurt – And don't worry about having ruined our brothers' relationship. I asked Megan to look for him today. – she revealed, with an encouraging smile – And I'm sure they must have reconciled by now, just like us.

- I am glad to hear that. – Logan smiled a little – Even knowing that your sister will probably make us suffer the consequences for what I did later on.

- Oh, she will. – Missy opened a conspiratorial smile – And, if I were you, I would keep your little robot in a safe place for a while, instead of on top of your office desk... At least until Megan got over it all.

He chuckled, delighted, before jerking to his feet, once more wrapping his arms tightly around her, bringing their faces so close together that his breath tickled Missy's lips as he spoke again, with a smile so hopelessly passionate that her heart skipped a beat.

- Thanks for existing, Melissa Sutton. – he leaned his forehead against hers – Thank you for making my life infinitely better than I could ever imagine it could be. Thank you for being about to make me a father. Thank you for forgiving me, even if I'm not worthy. Especially not after I've been such a complete asshole, lying and hiding so many things from you. And most of all... Thank you for loving me, even if I don't deserve it either. – Logan whispered lovingly, before touching his lips to hers in what started as a sweet kiss, almost pure, but which quickly turned into something urgent, desperate and full of longing – I missed you so much… – he murmured against her lips, seeming unable to stop kissing her.

-Me too... - Missy whimpered, full of desire, as she ran her hands inside the shirt he was wearing, touching the skin of his abdomen - I need you so much...

-Yes... - Logan grunted, before taking her in his arms, looking away to her stomach, as they went to the bedroom - I'm going to have to be very careful...

"I don't think it's necessary yet…" she disagreed eagerly, knowing full well that care wasn't something she wanted after spending two full days away from him.

- Have you been to the doctor? – he wanted to know, worried.

- Well… Not yet… – she admitted, a little embarrassed, as he kicked the bedroom door open – I just wasn't in a position to think about it…

- Do not worry. We're both going to the best obstetrician in town tomorrow morning. – Logan said, in a voice that left no room for discussion – Daddy will always take care of you, little one. I promise. – he murmured lovingly, putting her on the bed and gently kissing her belly right after, before turning back to face her, with a mischievous smile spreading across his expression – But first, he has to take care of mom a little too ...

- Yes, please... - Missy gasped, needy, before pulling his shirt to her, enveloping them in another almost obscene kiss, which was only interrupted when one of his hands brushed hers, making him stop, looking thrilled.

-You're still wearing your ring… – he observed as he stared at her hand, equally delighted and relieved.

- I didn't even consider taking it off. – Missy admitted, with a sincere and passionate smile – I think a part of me always is knew that even in the midst of so much pain, we shouldn't part.

Opening an ecstatic smile, Logan took her hand carefully, bringing it to his lips to place a kiss of pure adoration over the ring, eyes closed. However, when she opened them again, Missy recognized in them the dark gleam of desire that she knew so well, and that made her nipples immediately tingle, rubbing against the fabric of her sweatshirt. Moving unabashedly slowly, Logan leaned in next to her, ridding her of her coat first, before tugging on her sweater next, letting out an approving growl.

"Looks like someone came here knowing exactly what they wanted…" he purred, before moving his face and hands to her bare breasts, caressing and sucking them with ravenous hunger.

In response, Missy just gave a mischievous giggle, which quickly turned into a succession of moans as she hugged Logan's head to her chest, pressing his mouth even closer to her sensitive nipples. And it was with a startled gasp that she felt one of his hands suddenly reach the wet spot between her legs, stroking it over the supple fabric of his pants until a great wet spot of desire appeared right where she wanted him to. played, with nothing in between.

"Logan…" she moaned, wrapping her fingers around the fabric of his shirt until the piece was close to her shoulders, ready to be removed.

- I know... - Logan grunted in agreement, nibbling his nipples one last time, before lifting his torso to take off his shirt, revealing his muscular chest - I just can't wait either.

He had barely finished his sentence when her pants were abruptly pulled off her body, leaving her completely naked. But just as he, too, was undressed in a flash, revealing the long, thick cock she was literally salivating everywhere to have again, Missy fell to all fours onto the bed, her chest pressed against the mattress and her hips thrust upward. to the fullest, knowing that her spread legs left both entrances completely exposed to him. With her face now at the perfect level with his cock, with Logan kneeling on the bed, she slipped that pulsing cock between her lips, moaning in pleasure at the taste of that musky taste again.

- Shit... - Logan grumbled as she suckled him hungrily, making the wet and greedy sounds fill the room as he reached down to her pussy, plunging two fingers hard inside her and starting to move them in a frantic rhythm – Don't make me come in your mouth... - he growled between his teeth, feeling her caress his balls - I'm going to fuck that pussy first and fill it with cum, as we both want. – she moaned around his erection and wiggled against his fingers, anxious – But don't worry, love, you'll have plenty of time to have fun with my cock later… After all, it's not like we're going to get out of this bed so early. he purred, pulling his soaked fingers out of her pussy only to gently tease her anus a little, before moving enough to withdraw his cock from between her lips, causing her to let out a plaintive moan as she gave the thick head a good look. last suck, licking him like you would a lollipop.

- Oh, hell, that little mouth… - Logan grunted, running his thumb over her swollen lips, while looking at her from above, with eyes full of desire – How I missed that… But you know what I missed the most? lack? - He opened a predatory smile, grabbing her by the hips to turn her back on the bed, spreading her thighs right after.

"I guess I can guess…" She smirked, reaching between them so she could caress that throbbing cock, before lining it up against her slick entrance, wetting her fingers with her juices in the process.

- My little pot of honey... - he purred when she raised her fingers to his mouth, before sucking them greedily - So delicious... - he growled, desirous - I'll get more, straight from the source, soon... - with a needy growl, Logan lifted her legs until he placed them over his shoulders, leaving her even more open to him - But, first...

And then he was inside her, with a single, steady thrust that had her gasping, burying her face in the pillows as she reveled in that delicious sensation of being stretched and caressed from the inside.

- Shit... - Logan moaned, starting to move so hard and fast that, in a few seconds, the wooden bed frame was frantically hitting the wall - It's like paradise... It always is... - he gasped, keeping one hand gripping her hips while teasing her clit with the other.

- More… – Missy demanded, raising her hands to his face – More, Logan… More…

"Fuck...", still thrusting so hard that the sound of skin to skin like a round of applause inside the empty room, Logan suddenly put his hands on her back and lifted her, sitting her on his lap until his cock was buried deep inside her, pulsing between her folds, making her groans with pure pleasure.

Running his hands over her body as they met each other's thrusts, Logan ran his hands down her shoulders, back and hips, finally reaching her ass, giving her a firm grip as he pushed her mercilessly against his cock. Finally, when the pressure inside her womb and the sensation of having that rock-hard cock moving inside her became maddeningly intense, Logan slid his middle finger, wet with what she thought was saliva, up to her anus, penetrating her. hungrily there too, until the orgasm spilled through her, seeming heightened by that almost suffocating feeling of being so full.

Logan, however, remained firm in his thrusts, fucking her with redoubled strength, until, even though she still felt the waves of her first orgasm coursing through her, Missy felt another one about to explode inside her. But that new ecstasy was only released when Logan, with a satisfied, plaintive grunt, began to pour himself inside her, squirting jets and jets of hot cum inside her, while her flesh once again throbbed and tightened around him, greedy and tight. demanding.

It took a considerable time before Missy could even regain her senses. And it was even with a little confusion that she felt herself being laid back on the bed again, as Logan collapsed beside her, both of them panting terribly. When at last she was able to remember how to formulate a coherent thought and how to use her vocal cords to express it, she could think of only one thing to say.

-And to think that it's only been two days... - She turned wide eyes to face him, incredulous and panting, as she felt that sweet pulsing pain between her legs begin to appear.

Bursting into an equally breathless laugh, Logan just pulled her into his arms, staring deep into her eyes with such intensity that, for a split second, she thought she saw her very soul: something brilliant, extraordinary, and at the same time , also vulnerable and even gloomy. Something that, in a way she didn't even know how to explain, Missy knew reflected her own soul.

And, impossibly, she loved him even more.

-I love you so much, my Missy... - Seeming to read her thoughts, he pulled her into a gentle and passionate kiss, which made her sigh - Thank you for coming back to me. – he looked at her with love and determination – I promise you'll never have a reason to leave me again. - Logan promised solemnly, making her smile.

- I'm not going anywhere. – she snuggled even closer against his chest, before giving him a provocative look – Remember that you promised me that I wouldn't get out of this bed anytime soon. And I want to spend my new year right here. she purred mischievously.

- Oh, yes... - Logan smiled obscenely, pulling her abruptly, until she was sitting on his hip - After all, everything I promise to my Missy, I always keep.