Chapter 160: Chapter 160
“So you take me out of my home offering me a how about! But it's to take me to the ocean to talk to me about how you almost lost me when I wasn't yours to begin with. And how trust invaded us and now you're telling me that you're not asking me but telling me to trust you! I do trust you honestly I do. It's your ideas that I don't trust cause I don't see how this is going to help me get rid of the feeling that I am having but can't explain.” Jhonia lashes out at him explaining how he takes her from home to go on a how about, but he takes her to the ocean to talk about how he almost lost her but she was in his the beginning with.
And how trust invaded them then she told him honestly how she does trust him but it's his ideas that she doesn't trust because she doesn't know how the ocean is going to help her make the feelings she's having go away when she doesn't know how to explain it!
But what she didn't tell him is that she can't stand being away from him suddenly. She's more eager to be with him than he is to be with her, this controlling of herself is making it hard for her and she doesn't know how to tell him she doesn't want to be away from him.
"Okay. Don't trust my ideas or don't trust me. But I won't hurt you and I won't fail you. I can promise you that so please, remove your shoes for me and put your hand in mine." He agreed with her immediately then told her not to trust him or his ideas but he won't hurt her he explained he won't fail her either he can promise her that so she should remove her shoes and put her hand in his. She took a deep breath then removed her shoes like he had asked! She didn't put her on into his, allowing him to bring her to the brink of the ocean edge where the waves came in and went off.
"Close your eyes." Kyhe said to her. Jhonia took a few seconds before she closed her eyes. Kyhe stood behind her, hugging her.
Feeling her heartbeat race suddenly makes her feel overwhelmed. But Kyhe was so eager to make sure that she gets whatever is on her mind and are on her shoulders off he didn't realize that her heartbeat was beating out of her chest!
“What are we doing?” Jhonia asked and she was getting ready to open her eyes.
"Don't you dare open your eyes... Now, if you don't mind please step forward!" He said to her demanding she dare not open her eyes after a moment he told her if she doesn't mind please step forward!
“What is this?” Jhonia asks.
"Shhh. Just keep walking until you stop when you do. Each time it comes with the feeling comes and his stomach goes, let the pain go, that's all I need you to do." He told her to sush. Before he began telling her to keep walking until she did reach the time to stop and with each time it comes with the feeling comes and to let it go when it goes with the pain.
With each step she takes he takes it with her but in that moment she realized what she was looking for a whole week of working preparing for a common event which she will have a huge part in playing as the secretary of the CEO to the company name Sky with such a huge role.
Stress slowly takes her over as they were barely having time for each other, she didn't realize she was already in love with him and he didn't need to win her over cause he had already won her over in his own way not playing the role of which her husband had played but at different kind, a different side, the sweet and caring, yet so cold.
It seems he was everything she was looking for but denying him because of who she had been wedded to. As soon as her feet hit the cold sea water, her mind was clear of what he was saying about the pain which she had to let go when the wave goes back in and with each wave that comes to her she should let the feeling come with it.
He stood there holding her like it was everything he imagined and expected it to be! But on the other hand Jhonia was facing what she was afraid to face.
“Thank you.” She said to him fully reaching for his arms that disrupted around her joining her fingers into his but keeping his arms around her she was happy and that was all she needed.
Shefelt safe and secure, loved and accepted! But little do they both know the husband who is not yet publicly divorced extends on the other end of the beach they are both standing on and things are not about to end well for either of the three.
Nearce watches how junior suddenly went from angry to happy and from sad to smiling. He kept watching like he was waiting for something a specific moment a second to terrify a lot about them. But Jhonia was enjoying the moment and happiness he was bringing her, an everlasting smile he kept on her face with all she desired. The faithfulness. They were eager to make her happy with all she needed because she could be anything and everything but it wasn't easy to get someone who will be everything.
The two played around in the water on the sun for a while, it seems Kyhe had already planned for today! He lifted her for a brief moment and returned with something for her to consume. Time went by and there they were splashing around in the water, then Jhonia enjoying the walk on the beach holding his hand walking close to the water to have it splashing up against her feet.
"I never want you to thank me, ever, because it is my job to make you happy, it is my job to make sure if your day is falling apart I put it back together, don't thank me for something that is my desire for me to do. Jhonia, I don't ever want to lose you but I also don't want you to use me to get through to what you want... I don't mean it in a bad way but everyone knows that Sky is my company and any lawyer under my company will consider mine but also yours. What I'm trying to say is I got you a lawyer outside of my company that won't affect the matter you will go through, he's an old friend and he's willing to help me, help you because he knows how much you mean to me. I don't want you to use a lawyer from my company because it will mean that I am helping you and I don't want you to feel like I'm always helping you because, I know you are strong and I know you can do things on your own. However, this is not because of you or me, it's because of your bastard husband who's on the other end of the beach. I only noticed some time ago but it seems he has been here for quite some time watching us." Kyhe told her to never ever tongue him for making her happy or putting her falling apart days back together. He explained it was his job and she should not thank him for something that is desire of him. To do, calling her by her name. He explained he doesn't want to lose her but he doesn't want her to use him to get through to what she wants.
He took a moment looking at her looking at him to explain he doesn't mean it's in a bad way, he explained to her that everyone knows sky is his company and any lawyer under his company is his but will also be hers. He explained what he's trying to say is that he got her someone outside his company to help because it means the world to him.
But he doesn't want to seem like he's helping her, because knowing how strong and powerful he is. People might feel like the case was given to her, so that reached the court and he didn't want that for her. He knows how strong she is, and that she can do anything on her own, after telling her he doesn't want her to feel like he's always helping.
He looked at the other end of the beach the opposite side of where Nearce is watching them, he explained to Jhonia that this was not because of her or him it's because of her bastard husband who have been on the other end of the beach watching them for he have noticed him quite some time now but he didn't wish to make her sad so he kept it to himself until then he's not telling her how long he has been watching them.
“And I don't care anymore. I have already posted that I am getting divorced so there's no need to worry, and if he's watching it let him because you are and always will be the kind of man he can never imagine being or even try to be. Thank you, I am not saying it because it's easy to say but because I mean it. So, I will always say because you have always done things for me you shouldn't have even when you didn't know me. And again I thank you for going all out trying to get someone to help me again while being in the shadows.” She said, explaining to him her voice was deep and cold, demanding she didn't care anymore. She didn't tell him how she had already made the post about getting divorced so there's no need for him to worry but if he wishes to watch them he should let him watch them because he will never be the kind of man Kyhe is not even if he imagined it. She talked to him explaining it's not because it's easy to say but because she needs it. Expressing how he has always helped her even though he didn't know her and told him to go out trying to get someone to help her.