Chapter 91: Chapter 91
Chapter 31
\"W-what? I can't.... I can't do that!\"i really can't do that. Im not a murderer! I can't do such thing. Even if, he is so bad, i can't just kill him. I don't want to be in jail.
\"But, it c-could save y-you. Just l-listen to me s-summer. Y-you have no choice.\"it's a mess. Do i really need to kill him? It could save me? But how?
But, how will I trust Ryan?! He is a vampire too! He wants my blood too! They were all vampires, even Rin!
Just trust him summer!
\"How?\"i ask in a serious tone. Im desperate. If these are just the only way to save myself from him, then i will.
He did not speak but he pointed the small box near to us. I quick grab and open it. Its kinda hard to open because the box is made by a wood, but i manage to open it using a hammer that i saw behind me. My eyes are great bigger when i saw a silver knife inside it. Damn, thinking that i must kill him making me feel very guilty. I never kill people and i know, this will be hard for me to do.
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Before i leave from the hidden place or whatsover, i helped Ryan to get out from the silver chain because he is catching his breath. He is tired and it is because of the silver chain that tied up in his wrist.
\"Im sorry, teacher. I never mean to do it, Im just shock because of what you were trying to do...\"i lied. Im not even sorry. Damn him! After trying to rape me? You should be the one to say sorry!
He sigh. \"I'm sorry, i thought.... You were ready\" what the fvcking fvck?! Im not ready, for fvck sake! I never wanted to be raped! I swear, I'll kill him for sure. Im not going to give him my virginity, not to my psycho teacher. And not to anyone else!
And I'm ready, I'm fighting? It's annoying! I want to be nothing because of the annoyance I feel. How can he say that I'm ready to see how much I want to lose before?
\"It's fine, teacher. I was just shocked that I was suddenly shocked, and another I couldn't give my dignity to you.\"after I said the last thing I said was my eyes widened, especially as I saw the teacher's mouth open and there was anger in his eye.
I immediately retracted the words. \"I-i mean, in that you are not r-ready yet. K-I'm happy.\"my language, his anger was immediately extinguished and replaced with soft expression. \"Sweetheart, im ready. You don't know how to control myself not to ravish you. So, please. Say that you're ready. I really want to have our own family.\"he pleased but i just laugh very awkward.
\"Teacher, H-I'm not ready yet. W-don't make me easy\" I avoided looking because of his begging eyes. Summer, you're here to kill him. Don't let him fool you once again, using his face. Not again.
\"Sweetheart, i want you jealous just like before we want like this. But i know, you're being like this to me because you have many questions to ask. So, ask me and i'll answer it\"
Yeah, answer it teacher. Make sure you don't tell lies.
Yeah, answer it teacher. Make sure you don't tell lies.
\"Please, sweetheart. I want you to love me like you do before.\"he beg and i give him my sweetest sake smile. I secretly rolled my eyes because of what he said. I want you to love me like you do before? I never lost him. Its just my thought.
\"Okay, then. What's with you and samantha? Don't you ever tell lies, teacher.\"i raised my eyebrow and wait until he speaks. \"What do you mean? What's with samantha----?\"i cut him off. Shit! Still telling lies! Still denying it!
\"Damn it, lucas! Stop denying it! Just spill it out!\"i shouted with anger. I want to hear what is the truth and i'll never get what i want if he'll deny it everytime i ask him. Its about my friend, yeah. She is still my friend although she tried to kill Michaela---our friend.
\"But im telling you the truth. I never had a relation with your friend---\"
\"Then, what about the hospital? You even shouted and me and walk towards her! Now, tell me teacher. Tell me!\"i can't believe this. I can't.
I don't know why im acting like this. Its not like nor love. I don't feel love towards him, even like. I know, im just curious. Curious about them.
\"Its about samantha's twin sister. Her name is Svetlana. Svetlana was the one who tried to kill your friend.\"
What the fuck? She has a twin?!
\"I was there to talk to samantha about her twin for hurting your friend, because i never thought she'll do that. Svetlana was a good friend of mine, not until she confess her feeling towards me. That time, i already met you so, i tried to avoid her. But then, i found out that she has a twin. And its samantha. I found out too that samantha is your friend so i manage to get close to Samantha and ask her some random questions about you. Svetlana found out that i like you that time, she even blackmailed me. We've been boyfriend and girlfriend for years, but im not really into her. She was mad at me because of trying to get some more information about you. And then we broke up.\"he explain. \"She promised to herself that she'll hurt you no matter what is happened. She is very desperate. And then, days had been passed after that, i talk to her to stop but then, she kissed me. She ask me to kiss her back and i did. Because she's promised, she'll not go to hurt you but then, i saw her trying to kill your friend.\"he added.
\"I-its all your fault, t-teacher. If you don't love me, these will never happen. Michaela won't be there at the hospital.\"i blame him. Yes, its all his fault! I thought it was me! Damn that Svetlana, how dare her hurt my bestfriend! I even slapped samantha because i thought it was her who tried to kill Michaela.
\"I know sweetheart, i know\" he smiled at me. And he holds my cheeks but i slap his hand. \"I hear you talking to that fvcking doctor. You want my friend dead. How c-could you!\"i scold at him and i tried to calm my self not to slap him but i can't. I slap him, very hard. And i never regret slapping his face.
\"Its for your punishment, sweetheart. I told you before, i'll kill your family and friends if you'll them everything. You're going to stubborn, you did tell them. So, even if you want your friend to get hurt. I must kill her because of what you did.\"he smirks darkly. He holds my chin before placing his cold lips again.
\"I will never forget what was happened, sweetheart. Because, it leads us to be here. Alone with you. We both know, We're mean to be. You just keep denying it.\"he whispered to my ear before licking my earlobe. He kissed my neck down to my collar bone, he even sniff my collar before i felt his fangs inside it.
It hurts. It does, but i can't even speak a word. I didn't bother to stop him. All i can feel is the pain and the warm tears that falling from my eyes down to my cheeks and neck. Im tired, im so tired. I can't escape from him. Should i stay? But I have to kill him! Killing him is the only choice that i have. But I can't even move my body. How? Please god, help me.
I felt his fangs inside my neck. He lean me down to his bed so he can sip my blood properly. I felt nothing but the bait. I don't care if i'll run out of blood. If i die because of this, then fine. I won't fight against it. I just want to say...
Im tired.
To be continued...