Chapter 90: Chapter 90

Chapter 30

Three days had been passed and im still here, with him. Im still thinking about those words, about turning into a vampire and i hate to admit, i can't escape this. I don't know how and when will i turn into a vampire like him. And i know, its coming and i can't stop it.

I'm scared!

\"Sweetheart, stop over thinking.\"he whispered before hugging me very tight. He is so very concerned with me but deep inside, he is happy about me turning a vampire. I guess he always frayed for this to come, and yeah, its coming. I hate the fact that lord granted his wish. Does lord has really a plan for me? Or, lord wants me to be like this?

I barely cried so I covered my mouth with a blanket to prevent the next more cries from disappearing from my mouth. \"Aw, that's what we called, Tears of joy?\"he ask and started kissing my nape. Those kind of word hit me. Tears of joy? Why can't he feel the pain that im lifting? I want to be a normal girl who is always busy, studying, hanging out with friends, and be with my own family but then, teacher ruined it. The day he pops to our school, he already ruin my dream. He ruined everything that i have. And now, im going to be like him. I don't want to be immortal.

\"T-teacher, i don't want to be like you. Please.... Just let me go\" I was back in bed to face off. I saw pain through his eyes like what my eyes are but he manage to keep a cold face. \"I won't let you go, sweetheart. You're my world, my life. If I'll loose you, how will i live? Please, don't be selfish.\"he then wipe my tears off. \"Im not, teacher.... Im not selfish, because you are. You're the selfish one, You're doing these for your own good. You are thinking about yourself being broken. How about me? I just want to have freedom, but you're not letting me have it. You've been hurting me, physical and emotional.\"

\"Maybe, i am. But, I want you to be happy with me. I don't give a damn, sweetheart. I will and I can kill every people who loves you and you love. I can do---\" i cut his words.

\"Stop it, teacher.... S-stop using people that love against me. You know, that's my weakness.\"i cried. Why is it that every time my loved one is quiet I am still and weeping? I could not do anything but agree on what he wanted to do when it came to my family and friends.

\"I know, just listen to me and they'll be good. Obey your master, sweetheart\" he smirked. His words sound like teasing and i hate it.

I hate how he manipulates me. And im so stupid! Im so stupid because i let him manipulate me. And Im still letting him to manipulate me.

The way he wipe my tears, i already knew, he is teasing me as if he wants me to do it. Damn, i can smell his blood. Now I just felt thirsty since a few days ago so I grabbed her arm and lowered my fang.

His fresh blood can make me feel thirdy.

\"Hmm...\"I was poorly harvested while continuing to absorb blood from his back. I don't know if he feels the bait the way i sip his blood, but im thankful. He didn't even bother to stop me.

\"See? Sweetheart, you can't even do anything to stop. I can feel, you love being with me. Stop denying it.\"he whispered and wipes my lips using his thumb.

\"I d-did that because im thirdy. Not because I love being with you. Stop this shit, teacher. I swear, Once i get out of here, I'll tell them everything.\"i warn him and slaps his hands that are now on my cheeks. Its not that hard but i saw how his mouth opened.

\"Like, I'll let you. Come on, sweetheart. You don't know what's on my mind right now.\"he smirk devilish. I don't like her method of smiling. But I knew I had to get out of bed and run away from her.

\"Nah ah, sweetheart.\"this then pulled me back to bed. I was led by fear and anger so the only thing I could do was apply her body.

\"No, no no no! Please, im begging you! Don't do this! Promise! I'll be good girl, please... Teacher!\"I begged but I was more than happy to hear the sound as if it were ripping and I didn't get it wrong because I was wearing nothing.

\"Of course you'll be good girl. You'll obey me. So, stop fighting back and Let me unhook your bra.\"its language but I keep on sobbing and fighting. I couldn't kick her because she was sitting on my knees.

\"N-no! I don't want to.... Stop! T-stop it....\"I begged and tried to fight her again because she was trying to get rid of my wardrobe. I couldn't move my hand because he held it very tight.

\"Damn it, sweetheart. You're so sexy.\"he whispered to my ear and then, he lick it. Adhesive. Terrible. I don't want to lose the thing I keep — just because it does. I want the person I love to give and not the bad guy---that is, he is not human.

\"Don't do this to me, please. I begged you, you stopped\" I could hardly recognize my voice because I had difficulty moving and sweating so much that I even had aircon. \"Ah, summer... Continue doing that \"it growled as I determined my knee to hit the thing in the middle of his thigh every time I forced my feet to move. She didn't even get naked because she was wearing only boxer short.

I poured my whole energy to lift my knee and kick the thing in the middle of his thigh. He immediately got off the surface and took that big chance to get out. I got up in bed and picked up his shirt that was on the floor, my clothes were crazy too.

\"You have to get out of here, you have to get out of here.... Calm down, summer, calm down.\"my language to myself as I continued to move and turn in every aisle. As I was running, I saw a little wood just on the floor. It resembles what I was traveling with so it was not immediately noticed.

\"A-what?\"I poor question as I lift that wood and peek below it. Too dark. I can't see anything.

\"Sweetheart... Stop playing hide and seek. You know, i can easily find you\" i heard his footsteps, looks like, he is just near. I had no choice but to go down very dark and slowly close the wood. I didn't fall because I could feel the stairs I was traveling down to the darker seats.

Never before reaching the end of the stairs, I immediately heard a sound of a chain. I don't move right away and have a good mind if I stay here inside or I'll come out.

\"H-hmm...\"I heard that voice more and more for fear. What if, its teacher? It's a teacher? It's his voice?

\"S-summer? I-i-is that y-you?\"I hear more. Obviously he had a hard time, but I knew him right away? Atsaka, you are not a teacher's voice.

But maybe he just pretended!

That's right. Well if he just pretends to be someone else for when I approach him he'll take me again? But I can't confirm if I don't light up where that voice comes from. Fvck this curiosity. I wanted to ignore the voice but i can't. I feel like, its very important to talk to that guy from the dark. Even if i don't want to fed my curiosity, i still want down the stairs and try to find the voice that i just heard minutes ago.

I keep walking and walking for a felt something in my head. I pulled it down and the lights turn on, i wanted to get out from here when i saw bloods and many sharp things, not until i saw Ryan with silver chain on his wrist. He is wearing a short but only short. He looks very weak and tired.

\"R-ryan?\"i ask silently as he turns his head up to face me. \"S-summer......\"

\"Ryan w-what haspened? You don't look fine....\"i ask again and started to walk towards him.

\"Y-you wanted t-to k-kill him... R-right?\"ask it. I want to answer that Yes but I don't want to kill, I don't want to be a murderer like that. I can't do that either, I can't bear my conscience.

\"I don't know...\"i whispered. Its true, i don't really know the answer or how should i answer him. Its not like, i wanted to kill teacher but he is fvcking sick as a psycho. He will hurt me again and again. I can't endure it.

\"A-as far as i know, Vampires are not easy to kill if you d-didn't know how to.... But, Rin t-told me... If you stab the Vampire's heart using a s-silver knife, they'll die...\"

\"U-using a silver chain to a Vampire c-can make us w-weak, so please.... S-save your self f-from my cousin....

Please, kill h-him\"

To be continued...