Chapter 15: Chapter 15

Freya

I was in disbelief at what was occurring. My eyes glowed with surprise. I was offended that my partner would be the one to scold me since I couldn't think he would do it eventually. It caught me off guard, and now there's no turning back. I was curious as to who disclosed that. I was positive that neither my parents nor I were the cause. I realized that the best thing for me to do at that point would be to look into the situation, but I'm not ready for that.

I want to lash out at something or someone right now because I'm hurt. He can't say it to me again, I promise. He will pay for what he just did, and now that I think about it, I know I would be held accountable if I hurt him. I wanted to confront him for what he had said, so I stormed out of my room and headed for the hallway that led to his room, but I later had second thoughts. I quickly left the front of his room and made my way over to the training center.

There were pack members present, and they began murmuring among themselves as soon as they noticed me. I could feel my curiosity growing, but I was too overcome with emotion to pay attention. I'm aware that I shouldn't display my anger to other pack members, but I no longer give a damn.

I just need to let out some steam to get the feelings out. It was the only thing that enraged me more against him, and I feel hurt. He was yelling at me, and I can't take that from someone close to me. I was determined to make sure he paid a heavy price because he had wrecked my day. He is going to get punished, no matter what. After everything, I'll make sure to deal with him. I'll handle him in a way that will escape his notice.

I knew I had to avoid him like the plague if I wanted things to be this way again. I'm prepared to finish that assignment, even though I knew it wouldn't be simple. I was prepared to give it a shot, even though I knew it wouldn't be simple to avoid him.

I knew that I would have to avoid him if I had to exact my retribution on him. I couldn't do it if we were closer than we are right now. I knew that I was slowly starting to feel something for him, and that was the major thing making me angry.

Here I am in my personal training area, surrounded by a variety of training tools. I made this because I've always wanted to be able to keep my privacy whenever I became furious. I made the order, so nobody has the right to be here. Anyone wishing to enter must have my permission to do so, and those who enter without authorization will face harsh penalties.

I was furiously pounding the bag that was in the room. I hit the bag furiously, and my wrath quickly overwhelmed me. I continued to strike the bag hard, and after a few minutes, I could feel the weight of it on my hands. I only use the contents of the bag when absolutely essential, and it is not the same as what is in the pack training ground. Even though my hands were hurting, I continued. I was certain that my hand's wound would heal quickly.

Suddenly, I was filled with hurt, rage, and pain. I punched the bag as hard as I could, and it tumbled to the ground. My body began to relax, and I knew that in a matter of minutes, I would return to my previous state. Unlike before, I wouldn't have to feel wounded or furious. I was aware that things wouldn't go as planned if I made decisions without thinking things through. I would muck up a lot of stuff. I knew that before he left the room, I would have beat him to a pulp if I had acted on my rage and all the other feelings I was experiencing at the time he was taking it out on me.

I took a seat on the training room bench. As I thought back on all he had said, I couldn't help but feel offended. I was aware that I was wrong to have dragged her into my pack by force, but then I recalled that he had also told me that I should be jealous of Selene. Although I have to admit that I'm envious of her, how come I would want to murder someone who is innocent?

The thought of him seeing me read their letter to one another was too much for me to bear. I was aware that it was all he could think of and that my actions had mostly led him to believe that I was in charge. I knew I would have to prove myself innocent of all of this. I understood that people who intended to hold a contest because of me should have carried out all of their planned activities if I had consented. I wouldn't have experienced all of this had I not waited for my partner. I was certain that I would have married an Alpha if I had been like him, who mates without waiting for a partner.

I was aware that I would eventually be mated to someone, as I have been trying to avoid doing, and there is nothing I can do about it. I knew that worrying over something like this wasn't a smart idea, but I have to fulfill my obligations. Before he departs, I have to make sure that we are on good terms.

I just want him to be happy, and I guess I was foolish to think he would be happy with me. He could never fall in love with me the way I had. All I have to do is exercise caution and control my anger when something is said to me. I don't want to get angry with someone.

I could see the hurt in my eyes, knowing that the other pack members would see it too. Before he heads off with his pack, I'll make sure that nothing bad happens between the two of us.

I hated the person who was in charge of what had transpired. I knew that one of the pack members would be the one to leak that, and I also knew that the cause of his ire was that knowledge. I detest knowing that he believed that by doing all that, I intended to murder Selene and claim him as my own. I don't take actions like that to achieve my goals. Though he's already engaged to someone else, I'm not interested in confronting him about my emotions for him. He needs to call off her engagement to his fiancé in order for me to accept him as mine.

Although I wouldn't want to be the cause of their engagement ending, I would still be pleased if that were to occur. Even though I knew my wishes wouldn't come true, I nevertheless made them.