Chapter 39: Chapter 39

He prisoned me in the hut, what we called our sweet home once upon a time. He tied my hands and legs to the bed not enough to move a bit because I tried to escape when he brought me to his so-called home that hoisted up his anger at a high level. He is going to torture me in his own way. Maybe he won't give me food and leave me to starve let alone by myself because I didn't keep his child.

I aborted his little monster that was growing inside my human womb without my cognizance. As you have known already I did pregnancy tests what seemed to like more than ten times whenever I felt the continues nausea but the little monster inside me didn't show up in the kit, it clearly told me that it's not any kind of normal human being.

His eyes shot a dragger towards me when I said I don't want to carry another monster. His claw came out, and even before I knew he sliced the back of my flesh and tasted a bit of my blood.

He really is a blood-sucking monster.

But it happened the very first day when I had the savage introduction with Heil, in front of our cottage. I don't think he sliced my skin two times.

And---

I didn't even get the chance to tell him that I don't wanna keep the child and I don't think I consulted any doctor for abortion in that short period. So, that means the little monk is still inside my womb, isn't it? Then why the hell did he cage me even though all things are going well for him?

I saw concern and worries instead of anger and fury when he engulfed me in his arms when the building started to shake violently that literally caused me to lose my consciousness and fall on my back.

So...

Whatever I'm thinking is not true, Is it?! My mind is hallucinating!!!

As I was drowning in the battle of my inner thought, a heavy floral smell hitched my nostrils which sent a calm and pleasant smile to my unsettled figure which was lying down on the bed, both arms and legs are cruelly tied to the bed.

Wait...

As I mentioned earlier, I'm hallucinating everything. That means my hands and legs were not tied to the bed. As to confirm, very consciously, I moved my hands, followed by my legs, and to my uttermost surprise, it worked like the day when I was born.

A big thanks to God!

Blake is not Heil. It was my dream, the worst nightmare. Shit!! My mind played against my sanity. I don't want to fall for this dream ever again.

For a moment it made me feel like I lost my Blake. I'm pleased, at least it was a dream. Ohh! My poor heart!

Slowly, I opened my eyes just to meet the adoring pairs of black eyes which made me regain the memories of the whole drama which happened yesterday or-- or-- how far I had been knocking out in his place?

"Thank God! You are awake!" He let out a sigh of relief like someone has put the knife on his pretty throat and will slice if I don't open my eyes which basically snapped the train of my thoughts.

"B- Blake?!" I asked unsure of myself. How does he act like cool as a cucumber as nothing had happened? For God's sake, I caught him red-handed, the one I had been looking for the past nine months!!

"I had enough of this drama." He sighed once again. Huh? Why is he telling this to me? It's supposed the word I gonna throw at him. I had enough! Seriously, I had enough!

"I'm your blood-sucking Heil." He has the audacity to say 'your'. Who will accept him anyway? "Or whatever name you have given me. But please eat this first. You were passed out for almost three hours." He placed the tray beside the bed before gazing at my limb body.

Just three hours? Why didn't you make it out as a damn three years?! I would have been saved from these dramas. I cried internally.

Seems he is not going to leave me at any cost.

"I-- I don't--" my poor heartbeat accelerated faster than ever, every thud was heavy and painful, but I'm not going to cry, especially to show my weakness in front of him.

"You okay." He tried to cup my cheeks but I backed away as his touch would burn me alive in a second.

"I don't want to stay here. I want to leave-" I tried to crawl out of the bed but he caged me in between his two big arms. Our breath mingled in the air, our nose almost touched, he was looking at my eyes deeply that sent butterfly all over my body. If it had happened in any other circumstances, of course, I would have called this a romantic gesture.

"You think you can leave this place?" His eyes darkened more than the shade of pitch black, his voice was dangerous far enough to cut open my worst nightmare.

"You are mine. Only mine!" He growled like a wounded animal. Basically, he is an animal.

"Don't think you can scare me you little pig!" I sneered angrily but I don't have any idea of which boosted my angry.

"Now leave." I pushed him away before successfully crawling out of the bed.

"Reil!" He grabbed my hand which stopped me moving further.

"I had enough." I slumped my shoulders in defeat. Not in my dream I have believed that he would be Heil. "You have been playing with my heart for a long time. Do you think how much damage it caused?" Hot tears rolled down through my cheeks despite the best of my trying to keep it on the bay.

I-- I hate him more than I loved this monster!

With one harsh pull, I managed to withdraw my hand from his grip. "You should have manipulated me to bring me to your bed, or the worst, raped me-" I wiped my tears with the back of my hands, still holding his blank stares.

"Why the hell did you shower me with so much love?! You. Should. Have. Raped. Me. If. You. Want. A. Baby. From. Me!" I gritted my teeth because the statement didn't sit well in my heart. I would have castrated him if he had ever tried once.

"I want you to love me." He ground his teeth; his face turned into a shade of red, other than that he didn't speak a word.

"Yeah! You were pretty much aware of that no one would love you if they knew the real you. So you manipulated me to fall for your trick, aren't. You. Blood. Sucking. Monster?" I threw him a disgusting glare.

I feel disgusted. I allowed him to touch me, I allowed him to worship me, I allowed him to devour me. I feel disgusting of my body, my soul, my everything!!! I mean everything including my sucking brain!!!

"I love you." He admitted shamelessly.  For once my heart skipped a beat but I ignored the feeling and gritted my teeth before letting out my frustrations.

"I. Hate. You." And I admitted with my whole heart. Always there was a soft space that would stand for him no matter what he does, but he killed that space without his knowledge. All he cares about is him, only him.

"Now listen." I pointed my forefinger towards him. Meanwhile, he stood on his spot, not even taking a step forward or backwards. So I took this as my best cue to continue.

"Don't think I will keep this monster. I'm going to abort this once I get out of this--" Even before I could finish my sentence, he shoved me against the wall not enough to hurt me but his eyes say otherwise, that, I'm in the biggest danger for opening my pretty mouth.

Truthfully, I don't want to keep his child. I don't allow another monster to ruin the city. I won't be the reason ever!!!

"I dare you!" He buried his face in my hair before inhaling the bit of air to calm his real beast. Dis.cus.ting...

"Whether you like it or not, I'm going to abort it. I don't care even you treat me with my life." I said boldly but his next gesture sent chill down to my already icy spine, at the same time, I felt Goosebumps in my stomach.

He laughed... Like a real maniac. His laugh remained what seemed to be a pretty thirty seconds before he regained his normal composure.

"You think I will harm you?!" He asked in a mocking tone.

I even doubt it. Will he harm me?

"Then give me a fine reason why would I scare of you?" I smirked.

If he is not going to harm the strand of my hair, then there is no need for any frightening. I will abort the monster no matter what.

"I said I won't harm you, but not your colleagues, am I." He whispered dangerously far enough to wipe the smirk off my face.

"You really are a monster." I spat angrily where my head started to spin around but it lasted only for a mere second.

"Decide who you want to be with. A loving husband or a monster. It's all up to you." He turned his back to take the tray from the bed while I was standing there with dumb folded.

Peoples are acting pretty good until their true colour come out. And once it comes out, they have no shame to carry on with their true colour and he is not an exception. This is his true colour. He has no values for others. He is a selfish, giant, a big bloody 60 ft brown monster!!

"Now such a good girl you are please finish this lunch, will you?" He bowed his head like a waiter in one of the biggest restaurants, his one hand which is holding the tray stretched towards me and to my dismay, I saw a beautiful red rose lying on the plate.

He is running out of his pretty mind!!

With the full force, I shoved his hand, which resulted, all the food in the tray including the rose shattered on the floor with the heavy thud.

"You--" He snarled like a real hunt man before took one dangerous step towards me; His hand formed a very dangerous fist that made me gulp internally.

"Hey, Reil." Even before I could respond for his thread, I heard the voice which caused my skin colour to go back to its original, pale. I haven't thought that one day her presence will make my day worst as hell.

"Hope, we are not disturbing you at all." I heard footsteps approaching towards our direction that caused a huge grin to grow up on his devil's face where I stood frozen in my spot.

Emiem!!!!

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