Chapter 40: Chapter 40

River

I woke up groggy with a pain flaring in the back of my head. I looked around and my squinted eyes widened. Why was I at Daimen's?

I sat up and a groan slipped past my lips at the pain.

I looked towards the door as it opened to reveal Daimen and Rocky. The dog yipped and bounded to me, giving a Supermen-like jump and landing pretty much on top of me.

"Rocky chill." I grumbled and pushed him off my legs and he yipped and licked my hands furiously before trying his hardest to get my face.

"No." I said and moved out of range.

I glanced to Daimen as Rocky finally calmed down. "How'd I get here?" I asked and he frowned and looked at the ground.

"You were at the convenient store down the road. I picked you up and brought you here." He said and I nodded. For a bit everything was quiet, except for Rocky's grumbles.

"Why were you drinking last night; the hell were you thinking?" Daimen asked harshly and I blinked at him.

"I just wanted to clear my head I guess." I said with a shrug.

"Do you even remember what you did?" Daimen asked and my eyes widened at the blatant annoyance in his voice.

"No... what'd I do?" I asked and he shook his head and scrubbed a hand down his face. He sucked in his teeth before sighing.

"Well you almost puked on me at the gas station. Fell asleep on me in the car and when I got you here you tried to have sex with me." Daimen said and I gasped.

"Well we didn't right?" I said and he let out a breath.

"Err... I fingered you and ate you out, made you orgasm a few times then I left because... you still wanted to have sex." He said and my mouth fell open.

"Why?" I asked.

"Why what?" He said giving me a questioning look.

"Why'd you do it? I was drunk you should've just said no." I said.

"I did. Look, don't get mad at me, I only did what you wanted." He huffed and my patience dwindled.

"But you shouldn't've done it!" I yelled at him, standing up. Daimen gave a humorless chuckle and ran a hand roughly through his hair.

"You were practically begging that I fuck you. What was I supposed to do? Hell you should be thanking me." He grumbled and I blinked.

"Thanking you?" I scoffed.

"Yeah, because I could've just gave you what you wanted and fucked you. I could've ripped off your underwear and banged the shit out of you. And you would've loved it. But I didn't, all I did was make you cum and then I left because you were still trying to fuck me." Daimen said and I turned away and tried to ignore the abrupt pictures of last night racing through my mind.

"The funny part about it is you know damn well you still wanna fuck me. But instead you're just starting bullshit." Daimen scoffed and I couldn't help looking back to him. His eyes met mine and I felt a chill go down my spine.

"I don't." I countered and scowled.

Daimen watched me for a while and didn't say anything.

"Do you love me?" He asked suddenly and I felt my heart lurch.

"Daimen please don't-" I sighed and tensed as he walked over to me.

"You told me last night." He said and I shook my head.

"I was drunk!" I cried out and Daimen nodded slowly.

Without saying anything he tugged off his shirt and tossed it on the ground. I felt my heartbeat pick up at the sight of his muscular body and I looked away quickly.

"Come here." Daimen said and a chill shot through me.

"No." I said staring at the ground.

"C'mere." Daimen said and I glanced over to see him smirking at me. His amber eyes met mine and his smile widened showing off his dimples.

"C'mere baby." He said and opened his arms. I felt my cheeks heat up and I cleared my throat.

"Daimen stop." I retorted and looked away from him.

"I just want a hug." He said and I scoffed.

"Bullshit." I huffed and crossed my arms.

He chuckled and stepped to me before pulling me close.

I tensed as his arms wrapped around me. A chill ran down my spine and I shivered softly. The boy hugged me tighter and lifted me up to the point my legs could wrap around his waist and they did. He quickly turned and pressed me against the wall causing a moan to rip from me.

I gasped as he ground his hips on mine and my stomach churned. Chills rushed through me and I pressed my hands to his chest.

"Daimen quit." I breathed as he moved so I could get a better feel of him. My heart was racing and my body was confused on whether to get away or stay.

"Fuck me baby." I moaned suddenly and I clamped a hand over my mouth. What the hell? Daimen paused and looked at me with raised eyebrows.

"You want me to fuck you?" He asked and I shook my head.

"No. I've got to get home." I said and unwrapped my legs from him.

"Riv c'mon." He said and leaned closer, but I pushed against his chest.

"I'm serious Daimen stop." I said firmer and the boy sighed and stepped back.

"Fine." He grumbled looking highly disappointed. I frowned and stepped around him.

"Fucking pervert." I breathed as I went toward the door.

"I'm not a pervert and if I was, you'd still wanna fuck so I don't see why you're complaining." Daimen snapped and I jumped. I glanced over to him and frowned.

"I don't want to fuck you." I said slowly. The boy shook his head.

"Lies." He replied and waltzed over to me before shoving me against the door and caging me to him. My heart thudded as his body pressed against mine.

"Daimen don't." I gasped and his hands grabbed my wrists.

My heart pounded as he kissed my neck and soon my breathing was erratic. My hands ran through his hair and I moaned as he nipped at my skin.

"Babe... let yourself go." Daimen sighed and between my legs began aching in want. His body grazed gently against mine and I tensed up.

"Daimen." I whined and he kissed my lips.

My hands latched onto his shoulders and soon I was pushing him away. My back slid against the door and I pulled off my shirt before tugging off my shorts. Without hesitating I unclasped my bra and let it fall down before going over to the bed and slipping my underwear off and letting it fall to the floor. I sat on the edge of the bed and sighed.

"I need you." I told Daimen and the man who'd been watching with hungry eyes walked over with a smirk. Quickly he discarded his clothes and pushed me down onto the bed. I moaned as he ran his hands over me and soon I was begging for him to do whatever he wanted to me.

"That's my girl." Daimen smirked and kissed my lips softly. I gasped as his hand slipped between my legs and toyed with my soaked flesh. I bit my bottom lip and my back arched against the bed. Flashbacks of last night started shooting through my mind and I gasped.

I moaned as he slipped a finger inside me before sitting back and taking it out. My eyes squeezed shut and I gasped as he gripped my thighs and pulled my legs apart more. I cried out as he pressed his face between my thighs and attacked me with his vicious tongue.

"D-Daimen." I gasped and tugged at his hair. My legs kicked as he abruptly sucked my clit. He licked and sucked my body and I shook my head side to side and clenched the sheets in my fists.

My breathing picked up and my back arched more as he swirled his tongue around my rosebud. My toes curled and I scratched at his scalp.

"Daimen I'm gonna- I'm gonna-" my head flung back against the mattress as an orgasm racked my body and I moaned in ecstasy.

He continued to lick my very sensitive core and I shakingly tired to push him away. I gasped as my body tensed up in pleasure so much it hurt.

"Stop it. Fuck. Dai- stop." I gasped, but he kept on and soon I was panting like a dog.

"St- shit... Daimen!" I cried out as another orgasm hit me, but this one was hard. My body trembled and Daimen gave me a few more twitch-worthy licks as he lapped up my mess before pulling back.

I looked up at him through shocked, yet slightly satisfied eyes.

I closed my eyes as he leaned down and kissed my neck and slowly moved up to my lips.

I gasped as he wrapped his arms around my waist and positioned himself before pushing into me. My nails dug into his back and he groaned as he began thrusting back and forth.

"Oh God." I breathed as he gripped my wrists and pressed my hands beside my head.

"Yes." I moaned as he sent rushes throughout my body.

Daimen smirked and kissed my neck...

"Are you on the pill?" Daimen groaned into my ear and I gasped as another wave of pleasure hit me. We'd been at it for a while now.

"Why?" I asked breathily.

Daimen pulled me closer and kissed my neck as he huffed, "I want to come inside you."

My eyes widened at his words and I pushed against him slightly, "I don't know..." I said, but soon was moaning at his member going deeper into me.

"Are you? Because you need to tell me. Can I?" He groaned and my core ached in excitement.

"Yes." I cried out and Daimen hugged me to him and drove into me steadily.

After a few more thrusts it happened. Euphoria hit us both and I cried out his name as an orgasm shook my body and Daimen stilled against me and I felt him release inside of me.

"Riv." He groaned and kissed my neck. I moaned still on my high and he sucked and nipped on my skin. I ran my fingers through his hair and brought his face back to mine.

This kiss was different. It was like all of our emotions and feelings were thrown into it. His hands gripped my waist and he softly bit my bottom lip. I opened my lips for him and his tongue explored my mouth and we moaned as our tongues danced together. Warmth spread through me and I felt lightheaded. My eyes closed and I snaked my arms around his neck.

I love him... My mind suddenly said and I broke the kiss.

No. I couldn't love again. This wouldn't work. Something would happen... he'd find someone else, someone better... or the gang would catch up to him. He'd leave either way and I'd be alone again.

But I love him.

No. Not again.

"What? You alright Princess?" Daimen asked and my heart started pounding.

I did not love him.

I didn't know what to say as I pushed away from him and climbed off the bed.

I grabbed my clothes and retreated to his bathroom, after getting cleaned up and dressed I walked out to find Daimen wearing his sweatpants gazing at me in confusion.

"What's up?" He asked and I shrugged.

"I just... I'm going home." I said and he frowned but nodded.

"I can walk you--" Daimen started.

"No. I'm fine on my own." I cut him off and he looked down for a moment.

"Whatever I did wrong... I... I'm sorry." He said and I felt a tug at my heart.

"You didn't do anything wrong. Bye Daimen." I said and made my way to the door.