Chapter 49: Chapter 49

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Pleasure.

Slowly woke up from my lying down from the bed, I wrapped the bedsheet around my body. I immediately turned my gaze to the wall clock. It's already six o'clock in the evening.

That is why I felt very hungry. I haven't had lunch yet and Wrum and I did something 'for adults only' oh my God, I don't want to remember it again. I saw his damn body and saw mine too. Not only that, he even — my goodness! I don't want to continue thinking about it.

It feels like I've lost something. My virginity. I already lost it and let Wrum get it. Did I make the right decision about that? I hope I made the right decision.

It's not just that. He even asked me if I trust him, I said no. I don't trust him. But he just told me that because I let him do that to me, he will take it as I trust him.

Inside me still doubting on trusting him, doubting if I made the right decision or not, and doubting if it was the right choice of letting him get my virginity. One problem can be added soon if I will be pregnant by him, for he is not using any protection when he did it to me.

I was about to get up to get dressed and pick up the scattered clothes from the floor when I suddenly heard ad saw the door of this room opened. Immediately hid my body from the bedsheet again.

"You're awake." I heard Wrum said as he stood in the doorway. He was dressed as if he had done nothing to me. "I know you're hungry. You haven't had lunch yet," he said to me again.

"I'll go out to eat. You don't have to bring any more food here." I counted the answers to him. I can see his naked body while he is standing near the door, even though he is wearing clothes. I hate my dirty mind and should not think of this kind of stupidity. I should be worried — to my father, not worrying about him.

I just nodded at him. "Okay. I'll just wait for you downstairs so you can get dressed," he said and I nodded as well.

It would have been appropriate to turn around, but he came to face me again. I wondered if he had forgotten to tell me.

"Do you feel any pain in your body?" he asked me again.

"A little bit of pain, but don't worry about me anymore. I'm fine." He nodded at me and immediately came out, then closed the door.

I sighed and pulled the bedsheet away from my body. I put on my dress and undies again. After I did that, I immediately went out, went down the stairs and then, went straight to the kitchen.

I saw Wrum put a vegetable soup on the table as I just kept staring at him.

"Have a seat," he said to me when he already felt my presence. Even before I finally sat down, I heard Wim's voice behind me.

"Can I join eating?" Wim asked us.

"Sure." my answer.

"No." I was surprised by Wrum's answer. "I mean, you can eat after Silic and I ate."

"But why Wrum? We always eat together?" Wim asked again.

"You asshole. Can you stop questioning me about it and just do what I said?" and Wrum replied.

Wim just looked at me. It made me smile. It was as if he saw something in my face. I don't think Wrum left a kiss mark or something on my neck. My God, I'm so ashamed that Wim saw something.

"Okay, okay, Wrum, I got it already," said Wim and he turned his gaze back to Wrum. "I'll eat later. Xander and I will eat together."

Wim turned his gaze back to me. He winked at me and immediately turned away. What happened to him?

I just ignored Wim and sat on the chair at the dining table. Wrum did the same. Moments later, he put the dish on my plate, also put soup in a small bowl, and he placed it near me.

"Thank you." I just told him. "You don't have to do that to me." He already cares for me like an idiot.

"I cook this for you," he said to me again. "I know you've lost strength because of what we did before."

I made sure no one hears what he said to me.

He didn't have to remind me of what we did. I know and I just want to forget that. I'd better not remember it.

"Thank you," I said and tried to taste the vegetable soup he cooked. In fairness, he cooked deliciously.

"You don't have to cook for me." I just said and I felt like he was just watching me eat.

"I should cook you for what I did to you." He reminded me again of what we had done. "You have lost your strength. So, I want you to regain your energy back."

"Don't remind me of what happened. I don't want to hear about it anymore." I just told him. "And I know it won't happen again. Never again." I assure him.

"Who knows." he just said and ate. "You already gave your trust to me so, you're mine. Officially mine."

I stopped eating and looked up again. Even before I spoke, I first filled the glass with water from the pitcher. I took it and then I turned his gaze back to me.

"I never gave you my trust," I said. "And I will never be yours."

He adjusted his seat and just stared at me seriously. "Yes, you are. You gave me your trust." he smiled. "Remember what we did and as I told you, I will think that you trust me even if you deny it."

I just lowered my gaze to the food. I don't trust him. Never.

"No," I said.

"Yes, you are."

"No."

"Cut that kind of stupidity. I know you trust me, now. I know you won't trust my father. You will never do that."

"Let's not talk about it. I went down to eat, not for that." I continue to eat, tasting the food he cooked for me.

"I know. I just want to tell you about it. And you can rest in my room if you want to. It's free."

"What?" I asked him in shock.

"I said it clearly. I know you heard that." He gets a spoon and tastes the soup he had made.

"No. I'm not going to your room. We're nothing. We're not in a relationship so stop acting like we are." I explained. "Just remember this. I am just your slave."

A slave should a slave. That's it.